见帅哥

今天搭火车回芙蓉时，在KL Central KTM 遇见两个帅哥。真的很帅噢！是“鬼佬” ！然后我们搭同一辆车。在车上，我就想，他们在哪一个站下车？结果竟然跟我同一站，在芙蓉下车。整个路程，我就一直望着他们两个。哈哈！蛮养眼的！可是我好像被发现了，因为其中一个也一直看着我看着他。他们讲着一些我听不懂的话，所以我不知道他们是哪里来的。他们干嘛来马来西亚呢？哈哈，不要怪我太无聊，因为我实在太久没见过帅哥了！

I’m so depressed…..

Got my results today…. I passed… but I got B- only…. B- is considered fail in phase 1!!! There are 2 people got A but they are in different posting. In Internal Med, 3 ppl got B+, 3 ppl got B so B- is just the average. Prof Cheong is said to be very nice, the most lenient lecturer… The other 2 students who under him got B+ and I got B- only. So you can imagine how I did in the exam…. But I can never change the history again. Regret didn’t study, but later I think even I studied, I still couldn’t answer his questions. Jealous those who don’t really study but can do well in exam… Why can’t I be like one of them?

I really wanna do well in my exam, couldn’t imagine if my parents got my results, how will they response? I think I disappointed them. Sometimes I think I am spending too much money in studying medicine. RM30,5000 per semester… Those who don’t understand will think I am very rich la… But now I am just struggling for my life… Have to worry about my tuition fees…

Got scolded by Dr. Loh today. I was elected to be the discipline leader of the Family Medicine posting. So I gotta take attendance and control the discipline of the group. And today, there were 4 students late for his class and Bax and me kena scolded. People never attend class I also kena scold. People ponteng class I kena scold again. People don’t adhere to dress code, I kena scold also. Why is he putting so much pressure on me? Staff Nurse Khairun told me today, Dr. Loh is very particular about discipline, so I am very important. If there is anyone in our batch has some discipline problem, Dr. Loh will discipline-trained me. And she actually went through the test, and it was very ‘menakutkan’. I don’t understand, if the student got discipline problem, train him/her la, why train me? I think I am quite self-discipline but I really dunno how to make others to be more discipline. All these gotta depend on the attitude of individual. If he can’t control himself, how can other people control him? If Dr. Loh gonna train me like that….erm…NO! HE WON’T!! So you guys better take care of your discipline, if not... you won’t be seeing me in this world anymore, I would be tortured by Dr. Loh till death….

In the 1st few weeks of Internal Med, I thought I was coping well. But now, I just feel like hiding myself from this world. I dun like Seremban, but I dun like to stay back in PJ either. I wanna go to some where else without all these trouble. Just give me some break!!! I miss my phase 1 friends, my college friends and my high school friends. There is no1 I can talk to here in Seremban. No1 has similar interest as me…. I just can’t click with them… Every1 is so different here compared to phase 1, I couldn’t describe…I just feel different… or maybe I am the one who being so naïve and innocent… Never ever trust any1 easily, k??

I wanna go sing K again. That day I was not satisfied enough. I was sick couldn’t sing the songs I wanna sing and I dunno what songs to choose. Now I realize I got a lot of songs wanna sing…. But I am broke!!! Btw, quite fed up of Seremban food. Everyday gotta think what to eat, can’t I just have a pill which I will become full after eating it? Seremban food is so so so expensive!!!

Ok.. Don’t worry… I’ll be fine… just wanna express all my feelings… dun wanna put it all in my heart!!!

{Movies} World Trade Center & Stormbreaker

Recently watched movie: WTC and Stormbreaker

1) WTC
Watched it with Racine, Baxter, Michelle Chong, Yee Heng, Brandon and Ling Wei in Terminal 1. I think it's been quite a long time that I didn't watch movie in the cinema. Let me think... my last movie in cinema should be... erm... I can't remember!!! OK.... this proved that I long time didn't watch movie already.

Usually I only watched movie that I looking forward long. But I did't expected to watch this movie b4. Actually I didn't know about this movie at first, I kinda lost track to the world ady. Actually Racine suggested to watch "The Silk", but Baxter doesn't want to watch that (because he scare? haha...) Actually I felt like watching "The Silk" too coz I never watch horror movie in the cinema.

No much expectation, but I think it's quite touching. I cried...

2) Stormbreaker
Watched it with Baxter, Sofie, Wat, Fairus and Ronald. It was after our exam, me and bax were doing nothing in the library and Sofie called bax and asked us to go for a movie. We went to Jusco. We didn't plan to watch which moovie yet and there were only 4 movies showing. "Open season", "Stormbreaker" and 2 other Malay movies. So we decided to watch "Stormbreaker" coz ronald and bax didn't wanna watch open season.

The hero was so cute...ermm... what's his name de?? Alex sumthing....he is 16 yo now...haih.. too young for me la....haha....

However I missed the front part for these 2 movies...I dun like missing any part of the movie. I always enter the cinema earlier and enjoy watching the trailers....

p/s: still can't remember wat movie I watched b4 the WTC. Gubra?? Gotta check back my blog.... mayb I wrote it in my blog...

很失落...

很失落... 每次在很兴奋之后，就会觉得很失落...

昨天去唱K，很开心，因为已经大概有４个月没唱了。可是，我已经很落后了，完全不知道现在流行什么歌。按那个新歌推介，１０首没有１首是会的。唉！其实并不是说没时间去update自己，只是没有管道，没有电视机，没有收音机，没有streamyx...

开心，因为考完试了！过后也很失落。书没读完，就这样去考。后悔... 很后悔！一定要努力，发生那么多事，如果我还这样下去，真的很对不起家人...

很烦！烦CFCS的事... 要迁就很多人，烦！为什我是leader？多了很多不必要的麻烦，花了很多不必要的钱... 要省！要省！为什么钱不会从天空掉下来？

一直是很单纯地相信任何人。可是年纪越大，看到越多人性的丑陋。开始不相信任何人，不要轻易相信人... 因为人是最可怕的动物。

Finished exam!!

Ok... I found I did something stupid!! I was checking my blog whenever I posted something and there were never be any replies. I was wondering why.... until just now. I actually changed some of the settings to moderate the comments. Actually I didn't know what's it mean by "moderate comment", I just click "yes" and thus the comments weren't appearing... Sorry guys... but I've changed back the settings....

Today is my last day of Internal Medicine Posting. Erm... actually is tomorrow. I've just finished my long case exam which was supposed to be tomorrow initially. Was damn stressed b4 the exam. I just got to know the exam was changed to today when I asked Prof Cheong yesterday. And... the MO didn't want to give us any tips... I haven't finished studying... I haven't been practising a lot in the wards...regret that been so relaxed for the whole 7 weeks and during the Hari Raya break.

However the exam was not that scary as I thought. Maybe Prof CHeong was too busy today. He had to take Sem 9 and Sem 6 for exam, and also Sem 5 for CP. So he took Sem 9 1st, and Sem 6 later. I think he was rushing, until Sem 6's turn, he became a bit 'chin chai', never ask us to perform PE in front of him and only asked about the investigations. But I couldn't answer quite a lot of questions he asked, and he kept hinting me and I was so thick-headed. He asked me about the physiology stuff which I never bothered to revise. Ya.. I admit... I've not been studying enough! However, at the end, he said, "It's enoough for semester 6." I guessed he said I passed? Or he was trying to comfort me?

Actually I cheated also. I missed the pleural effusion. I percuss the right lower zone of the chest, it was dull and I thought it was the liver dullness. Then I didn't bothered about it. But later during the ward round, Dr. Cheah presented the case to Dato' Kew, then I only found out there was plueral effusion in that patient. I looked at the BHT (wonder why you can look at the BHT during the exam), and there was reduced air entry. So I did another full Respi examination again. I think the patient was quite annoyed coz he was so quite lethargic but I kept disturbing him. But what to do? I was so nervous!!

Come back to the cheating thing, actually it's very easy to cheat in the exam. You can bring books...only for sem 6. You can ask your friend to help you out by looking the BHT. You can ask the HO for the case before the exam. For me, the BHT was just beside me. So how could I don't look at it? (When I was writing this, I was hoping that no lecturers will read my blog..)

Anyway, everything's ended now. But I still gotta do my case report and case summaries, gotta submit by tomorrow. Oh.. ya!! Also gotta write some commnets about Internal Medicine for Prof Esha. I think I finished all that 1st, then only I will summarize my Internal Medicine Posting.

文字游戏 II ~~ 爱情不能做比较

应瑾瑜要求，我们又开始玩起文字游戏来了。这次是由我出题 --＂爱情不能做比较＂。贻宁要玩吗？瑾瑜你得空再出题吧！

其实一个礼拜前就写好了，一直没有时间post上来。

爱恨交缠
情意绵绵
不吭一声
能了解对方吗？
作为情人 却
比陌生人
较陌生

爱 曾洒在你脸
情 曾烙在我心
不吵不闹 不哭不啼
能为你
做一切
比任何人
较幸福

爱是自私的
情是自利的
不是你最爱的
能撑多久？
做一切 你都无法满足
比起你的她 她
较完美

爱难守
情难久
不得不质疑 爱你的心
能够长久吗？
做只宠物 或许
比做情人
较幸福

爱 或许已不在
情也已逝
不能再挽留
能够的话
做知己也许会好些
比起当情人
较没负担

坏人

为什么人的心肠可以那么坏、那么贪心、那么不知足？

为什么好人都没有好报？好人就要被欺负吗？不是说人善天不欺吗？

为什么？为什么？为什么？

你一定会有报应的！！！

幸福摩天轮

＂人生就像摩天轮一样，有高有低、有起有落、不停地循环。不管我们遇到多大的困难，都要乐观地面对并解决它，因为幸福也许就在困难的后面等着你。＂

Internal Medicine Posting

2nd week of my Internal Medicine posting. Although the posting is quite busy, compare to Surgery and Family Medicine, I think it's quite fun. I start to appreciate Medicine, see real cases which we just learned from the book by names.

I like to go ward round, seeing different patients in diffferent character, though it's quite tiring standing in the ward the whole morning. Then in case presentation, which we have to present our case to the doctor, it's something like KKB stuff, but we learned more things here. Often after we just said one sentence of the chief complaint, the doctor would stop us and ask us the differential diagnosis. Then all of us will try to drag out all the diseases we learned in phase 1... Something like House... He always says, "Differential diagnosis!" Then we will list out all the differential diagnosis. All the lecturers in Clinical School are very knowledgable. I respect everyone of them. They are so nice to teach us and they are all so good. Didn't notice that when they taught us in Phase 1. Unlike in Bukit Jalil, some lecturers just know their specialty but not other stuff. Here, in Clinical School, everyone knows everything. Wonder how they did that??

Till now, I've seen quite many interesting cases, including DKA (Diabetic ketoacidosis), facial nerve palsy, congestive cardiac failure, SLE (systemic lupus erythematous), renal failure, myocardial infarction and ischemia (which are quite common)... I manage to elicit positive signs in the patients. Unlike in CSU, the simulated patients are all normal.

Meet quite a number of nice House Officers and Medical Officers here in Hospital Tuanke Jaafar (previously known as Hospital Seremban). However there are also HO/MO who are not so friendly and unapproachable. Next time, if I become a HO/MO, I swear I will be nice to the medical students... Haha..

Yup, not to forget the seniors! They are so helpful and friendly. I am not kidding, we really need the seniors' help here. We felt so lost in the beginning of the semester, luckily the seniors are so nice to us, bring us around...

Till now, I have on-call twice. The first on-call I didn't do anything. I heard some of my friends did CPR and took blood. I haven't got chance to do both. However yesterday, my 2nd on-call, I saw a case in A & E. He fall from 2nd/ 3rd floor, and he was unconscious. He has no breathing, and we had to use the pump to ventilate him. So we took turns to pump the bag. The HO-on-call was Dr. Koh, a UPM graduate. Heard about him from Arathi, and she said she felt in love with him when she 1st saw him, but too bad, he is married. HAHA!! He is really nice because he signed his name in my log book, so that my log book won't look so empty...

Gtg now, have to walk back home... *sob*

Barbecue Night in Seremban

Barbecue night... this was one of the orientation programmes in Ciinical School Seremban. Bascially we, the Semester 6 student, have to prepare performance and food for the seniors and the guests.

So, we were actually quite busy during the 1st week of our posting. However we have to meet up with our orientation group for the barbecue night. For our group, we have to prepare chicken wings for food and a play for the performance. We didn't really prepare much for our performance. Nisha came up with the idea of playing something like "Malaysia Idol" and Ben Shyen wrote the script (actually he just came up with the storyline and we have to came up with our own lines).

Other groups practised their performance every night but our group didn't practise our play at all until the very last minute before the night. We nearly gave up because Ben didn't want to play the gay role and members not coming for practice. None of us were motivated to practise. Finally we decided to kick out the gay role and we started to practise 1 hour b4 the night.

The MC was played by Melissa and the three judges were Nisha, Awatef and Patrick (but Patrick didn't appear that night and he was replaced by Victor who wasn't our group member). The contestants include Jin Aun, me, Tanga and Ben. Poh Tian and Nina, 2 small girls, acted as the security guard and Sally played as the cleaner. Initially, I supposed to play as the MC but there's no script and I didn't know what to say. So I changed role with Melissa, who was initially playing as a contestant who can sing well. But later Ben didn't want to play the gay role so I asked him to play my role since he can really sing well. At last, Awatef came up this idea that I have to play as a super childish contestant who sang "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star".

We practised twice and hoping everything would be fine. We really did't put any hope in our performance because other groups put in more effort than us. There were 5 group of us, group 1 was performing an Indian dance, group 2, my group, performing "SS Idol - Shock Sendiri Idol", group 3 was performing "Mario", group 4 sang songs which Johan wrote the lyrics which were so so so funny and group 5 performing a play, too, which was 'in prompt to'.

I think the "Mario" was really cute and funny. Try to imagine the Mario we used to play during our childhood, played by a real person. If you can't imagine, watch this! This idea came from the current semester 1 performance in variety night. The video above was played by the Sem 1. So basically group 5 just copied the idea. The songs sang by group 4 were funny too. Johan wrote the lyrics which reflect medical student's life in IMU BJ & Clinical School. If I got the lyrics, I'll post it here.

After all our group performance was not that bad at all. There was one lecturer gave us the highest marks. However the champion went to mario and the 2nd went to Johan's group. Satisfied with the results...

After the performance, the guests and the seniors got to have their dinner 1st. We, the sem 6, gotta stay in the hall to listen to the ex SRC president and the current SRC president's advice. After that, when we came out, we gotta queue up for food and the food was finished b4 my turn. I only got some fried noodle and 1 chicken wing. We prepared so hard for the performance and food, but we didn't get return. And the seniors actually thanked the guests and the seniors for attending the barbecue night but they didn't thank us for all the preparation made by the sem 6. They only thanked us for coming...

However I do have fun enjoying the performance. Looking forward for the next sem barbecue night...

1st Week in Seremban

I am backed in PJ already. After 1 week in Seremban, finally... I am backed in PJ now.

1st week in Seremban, nothing much to do... everyday gotta attend briefings and talks by different lecturers. Couldn't remember every lecturer's name, maybe gotta take some time then.

Feel so stressed now. It's a big transition phase from phase 1 in Bukit Jalil to phase 2 in Clinical School here. Longer time in the wards, stricter rules, lecturers are more fierce and so boring here.

My schedule for everyday will be:
- 8am in the ward to clerk history and physical examination
- 10am Case Presentation
- 12pm if lucky I can have lunch then... If not gotta wait till 1pm (as for Prof Esha's teaching)
- 2pm - 4.30pm TBL
At night, we also have to be on-call. If got on-call, I'll be staying in the wards whole day. OMG!! On-call without any paid... poor thing to be a STUDENT DOCTOR!! Has no life!!

I am still not so prepared for a clinical life. Have to do research which I hate so much and CFCS (Community and Family Case Study) throughout Sem 6 to Sem 9. A lot of report writing, TBL, IMS... Everything is so different from phase 1. No more TV and movies for me... ;( My life will be full of studies and patients in the wards. My first posting, Internal Medicine will be starting next week...

About my room, everything seems to be fine. But dunno why, my room is easy to get dirty. I gotta sweep the floor 2 times per day. My hair is dropping a lot on the floor and also it is very dusty. No heater in the bathroom, and I gotta boil water in the morning to bath... And also there is no streamyx in my house, cannot online then.

Btw there are 2 cute kids in my house. They will keep calling me "Jie Jie! Jie Jie!" whenever they see me....Oh...so cute!!!

明星梦

请别误会！此明星梦不同彼明星梦！我并不是在发明星梦（虽然有时也会），我现在说的是...做了一个有明星的梦。

我并不是很常做有明星的梦。到目前为止，记得的有三个：

１）应该是在 Form 2 的时候。那时谢霆锋的＂特警新人类＂上映，然后不知怎么的，就梦见他。在梦里，我还问他，觉得自己帅吗？他说，一点都不帅。可是，过后我再问他，在＂特警新人类＂里的五个男主角，觉得哪一个最帅？他又很害羞地说，是他自己。我那时还骂他，厚脸皮！因为我觉得最帅那个是吴彦祖。这是个很白痴的梦，里头还有很多不可思议的事情，好像谢霆锋有一个baby啦等等...

我把这个梦写在日记里，前几天收拾东西时，拿出来翻翻看，觉得真的是超级白痴的！！！有一些细节真的忘记了，翻翻看，整个画面又重新浮现在我的脑海，哈！

２）忘了是什么时候，是梦到古巨基的。只记得我有跟他谈天，细节都不记得了。基仔是我的头号偶像，当然要梦见他啦！

３）最后一个是最近的。那时刚好又看了＂王子变青蛙＂和＂爱情魔发师＂，竟然梦见明道！这个也是个超级不要脸的家伙，在我的梦里，一直猛赞自己又高又帅，哈哈！我就故意气他说，王绍伟比较红喔！

记得的就只有这几个（可能不记得的更多），都是一些很白痴的梦。跟大家分享，让大家笑下，也可以回忆下曾做过哪些深刻的梦。

Convocation =D

Finally the M104 batch has completed the phase 1 of Medical Programme. Saturday (19/08/2006) was the day which every1 of us will get our certificate and half of us will leave IMU, going to PMS. However I'm not really excited about this convocation because I'm still staying in IMU Seremban and will be meeting most of my batchmates in Seremban.

There were 130+ of our batch attended the convo. This was the last time for us to meet those who are going PMS. Too bad most of my gang didn't turn up, including Jin-Yu, Yi Ning, Baxter, Yaw Yee, Poh Tian, Zul (who is in KL now but din wanna come according to Chaozer) and Jackson (who went to Dundee after the exam). Chaozer and Jacob came for the rehearsal but didn't turn up for the actual day, weird??

On friday (the rehearsal day), thanks to Xin Yi because got a free ride from her!! Long time we didn't meet up. After I reached IMU, I got a lot of things to settle, including my insurance claim and certify documents for my loan. Then I gotta meet up some juniors to sell my books to them. Talked to them (forgot their names) and Chee Keong about EOS 5. I told them MUST read the past year. I think for our Problem Case, around 10% was from the past year. As usual, they were quite worried and I comforted them that it's not that easy to fail EOS la. Sound familiar?? HAHA... I used to be the junior, asking the seniors a lot of question... and they would tell me not to worry, just study. But I doubted what the seniors said because I think the study leave was too short for us. Now, 风水轮流转... I am now the senior telling the junior the same thing. After that, I was planning to check mail using the Apple PC in the library, because my PC broke down for 1 week de, but too bad the connection was not working. Stupid IMU PC!!

The rehearsal started around 3pm. According to Paul Jambu, there are 297 graduating students attending the convo including C1/04 MBBS, BMed students, M1/04, returning graduates from Strathclyde and Master of Science. We got the robes after the rehearsal. Without the hoods and mortarboards, wearing only robes make us look like Harry Potter.

The next day, we have to be at Hotel Sheraton by 7am. Luckily it's quite near from my house, just 10 minutes. There was a final rehearsal b4 the ceremony starts. We arranged ourselves into seats. First is the Master of Science that only 1 person attended, then C104, following by BMed and M104 and lastly are the pharmacist students. Fraser, who was sitting beside me asked me a question.

"Why always the medical students in front of the pharmacist students?"

Erm... Good question!! I told him, because alphabetically, 'M' comes b4 'P'.

Then he asked again, "Why MBBS b4 BMed?"

Erm... "Because MBBS need 5 years to finish and BMed only need 1 year..."

"Why not M104 b4 BMed? We took 2 1/2 years to finish! Somemore actually it's Master of Pharmacy, should be in front of MBBS, which is only Bachelor."

"Ya hor!" Finally we came to a conclusion...

"It's because the fees we paid. We paid more than the pharmacist student. BMed paid more than us since they already in IMU for 3 1/2 years. MBBS paid more than BMed because they stayed in IMU for 5 years already. OK??" I said.

After we were seated (during the rehearsal), we have to go up the stage ONE BY ONE, practising where to bow on the stage, shake to the Chancellor and smile to the photographer. Firstly, bow to the academic people on the stage when your first step on the stage. Then walk majestically to the Chancellor, bow to him when u step on the a cross 'X'. Then "Shake, Take and Smile". Shake his hand, take the scroll and smile to the photographer. Since we were the 1st batch joining the convo, Paul Jambu want us to go on stage 1 by 1 to practise. OOHH... what a waste of time!! Luckily due to running out of time, we just practise until Matthew's turn.

After the rehearsal, we finally have time to put on our ' Harry Potter's costume'. When the M104 batch pass by, it really looks like a bunch of Harry Potter. OK... I will be in the Gryffindor team... Haha...

The whole ceremony was long and dull as expected. We were so hungry and sleepy. But we got no choice, gotta wait till the whole ceremony end. When the C104 gold medalist being announced, the whole batch stood up and cheered for the gold medalist. We were so shocked. Then we started to discuss whether we should stand for Joseph, our gold medalist too...

"Should we stand ar?"
"Stand la!"
"Huh? Need meh?"
"What if later the pharmacist students also stand and we don't stand? Then Joseph got no face la.."
"Ok la.. just stand la.. to give him face!!"

Then we stood and cheered for Joseph.... Sure Joseph very happy... Haha.. hope Joseph won't see this..

After the ceremony, we left the hall from a side door, passed through a 'secret passage' which Paul said we won't be able to see the food (but we could smell the food lo, Paul!!), and entered the hall again from the other side door. We always do stupid things.... Why we have to leave the hall and enter the hall again? Why can't we just stay in the hall? Really can't understand the lecturers' plan. During the seating arrangement, we have to move also because they forgot to leave seats for BMed students. Haih...

We were the 1st batch to take the group photo. I nearly missed the photography session because I went out to search for my parents. Paul did warn us not to wander around after the ceremony, but I just went out. Luckily came back in time to take the photo.

The food in Hotel Sheraton was quite nice and there was variety. But I didn't get to take more food because I was in a hurry. Didn't get to take photo too... Just took 2 when I was coming down from the stage and took 1 with Mun Yee (P/S: munny, remember to send me the photo!).

Got the certificate and academic transcript with all the marks since Sem 1 by exchanging the scroll. Ya... also thanks to those who congratulate me for being in the Dean's list. Wei-Liang sent me a msg during the ceremony. I was wondering how he knew coz we just knew it during the final rehearsal. He told me that it appeared in the newspaper. Even my high school friends also knew it. Low profile, Ok? Haha...

Results out!!

EOS 5 results are out today!! Finally after a long wait, with hope and no nervous (dunno why I am not nervous at all... maybe I will accept any results as long as I pass!), I got my results. Opened it, no surprise, overall A- as I wished. I know I couldn't get A and I just don't want to get B+... haha... What surprised us was the Health Issue results, I think most of us didn't get the grades which they expected. Wonder how's the graph? My Problem Case and OSPE improved compare to SEM 3 but my OSCE was worst than SEM 3...

Got Convo Mag too after the results. Good job to the convo mag committee! Thanks for all the hard work for the convo mag while we were suffering for exams.

Finally...

Dunno there are how many "Finally" posts in my blog already. Haha... I always use "Finally" as the title when I am relieved.

What so relief me today? Finally... I found a room in Seremban. Less 1 problem to trouble now. B4 that, I was planning to stay with Arathi, Evelynn and Melissa. But now, I found a house with a family and a nurse staying. Melissa is gonna stay in hostel (didn't know that IMU provides hostel as well) and Evelynn will be searching for house which is cheaper and further. Arathi is still searching for a room now, if she can't find 1, she will be sharing the room with me till December.

Now, I gotta buy all the stuff I need in Seremban... haih.... need to spend money again. Hope everything will be fine during my days in Seremban...

P/S: Changed my background music last few days... How's it? Nice? I like this music... And also changed some of the title... no more medical term...haha...

After Exam...

What kind of mood should I having now? Happy...because after exam? 'Sien'...because got nothing to do? Haih...

I really have no mood now. No mood for shopping, no mood for movie, no mood for everything... I've been trying watching the dramas and movies which I downloaded during the study leave, which I've been looking forward to watch after exam, but I found that they weren't as nice as I expected. It's not because they weren't nice, just because I really have no mood now.

Now I am watching "The Magician of Love" which is showing in 8tv now, "Which Planet are you from?" which is a korean drama, and some other funny programmes.... Remember during exam, I was craving to watch "The Magician of Love", but now, I think it's becoming more boring now. It is because of me or actually the storyline becoming more boring now? Any1 got any nice movie to recommend?

Read my friends' blog, seemed so enjoying now. Why is my life so boring??? But I think the problem is not that I got nothing to do, is that I got no mood to do... I wanna go out but I will spend money if going out. I wanna save money now, coz my dad keep complaining that he has no money now. I wanna buy clothes, shoes and computer. I wanna watch movie marathon. I wanna sing karaoke non stop. Haih... you cant do anything without money!!!

Got letter from IMU about the convocation thing. I think most of my batchmates might be absent from the convocation, so there will be less fun then. I really hope can see every1 of them in the convocation. It might be the last chance to see some of them who are going to PMS. Erm... remind me to bring camera!

Erm...ya! Yesterday Viva list was out. I think I am not in the list because no1 tell me anything about that. I wonder how many people got into viva. So now, gotta wait till Friday to know my EOS results. Really pray hard to get very good results!!!

Today I cleaned my room. Tried to pack all my notes and found out I actually cut down a lot of trees during this 2 1/2 years. My PBL notes from Sem2-5 are 2 Papa Patho thick and all those questions I photocopied for every system are 1 1/2 Papa Patho thick. Oh Gosh... I don't know what to do with them now. Those questions I can sell them off or give to some1 else, but what to do with the PBL notes. I think I am not going to refer to them anymore... And also I wanna sell my books, try to earn some money, but I am not sure that which book I am going to use for my clinical phase.

Now my biggest problem is to find a place to stay in Seremban, hope can settle it within this week.

记忆

之前考试读书的时候，忽然间觉得自己脑袋里的记忆存档已经要爆了，塞满垃圾，再也装不下任何东西。才刚读的东西，可以一转眼就忘掉，根本是白读了！

我忽然有一个想法，想把我的记忆全部删除，再慢慢的把所要的记忆一个一个输入回去。如果真的可以办到，那该多好啊！

Being Tagged...by Hotohori's wife!!!!!!!!!!

Being tagged by Yi Ning.....hehe....

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Xin Yi
2. Sister
3. Father
4. Mother
5. Jin-Yu
6. Yi Ning
7. Brother
8. Baxter
9. Michelle
10. Victoria
11. Jane
12. Jeng Yie
13. Poh Tian
14. Yaw Yee
15. Chaozer
16. Zul
17. Jackson
18. Mun Yee
19. Won Bin
20. Leo Ku

1. How did you meet #14 (Yaw Yee)?
In IMU la...

2. What would you do if you had never met #1 (Xin Yi)?
I don't know.... because I've met her.... so I dunno what'll I do if I've never met her.... haha... A bestest friend of mine...that's why I put her in #1.. Haha...coz I just met her yesterday ma....

3. What would you do if # 20 (Leo Ku) and #9 (Michelle) dated?
Haha...impossible!! But if it's true I'll ask Michelle to introduce Leo to me... haha...

4. Would #6 (Yi Ning) and #17 (Jackson) make good couple?
Maybe not...because ning said Jackson is not hotohori, and Jackson has gf ady.

5. Describe #3(Father).
My hero... next time I wanna marry a guy like him...

6. Do you think #8 (Baxter) is attractive?
Erm.... No comment!!

7. Tell me something about #7 (Brother).
Always make me angry...but sometime treat me very nice also...

8. Do you know anything about #12 (Grandmother)'s family?
Not really...I know she got 2 brothers...

9. What is #8 (Baxter)'s favourite?
Watch movie gua...

10. What would you do if #11 (Jane) confesses that he/she likes you?
I like her too... Jane's a nice girl...

11. What language does #15 (Chaozer) speak?
Chinese, English, Malay, Hokkien (according to Ning).

12. Who is #9 (Michelle) going out with?
Nobody...I think...Not sure....gotta ask her later

13. How old is #16 (Zul)?
21 going to 22...

14. When was the last time you talked to #13 (Poh Tian)?
Yesterday.... after exam

15. Who is #2 (Sister) favourite singer?
Rain la...who else?????

16. Would you date #4 (Mother)?
No problem.... we always go out together....haha

17. Would you date #7 (Brother)?
Haha...another family date?

18. Is #15 (Chaozer) single?
Yeap...think so...

19. What is #10(Victoria)'s last name?
Chan.. I think... not so sure..

20. Would you consider being in a relationship with #19(Won Bin)?
haha...no need to consider....immediately accept...

21. What schools did #3(Father) go to?
I...not sure about the school name wo....

22. Where does #6 (Yi Ning) lives?
Perlis lo....

23. What is your favourite thing about #5(Jin Yu)?
Have common interest as me....being crazy when talk about it...

24. What do you think about #13(Poh Tian)?
Very cute girl!!!

25. What do #4(Mother) and # 19 (Won Bin) have in common?
wa...so difficult to ans...

26. What special qualities does #17 (Jackson) hold in your life?
erm....dunno le....not very close close friend....

Ppl I wanna tag...
Xin Yi, Jane, and any1 else wanna be tagged!!!

Finally...

(Edited)

Dunno y? The post I wrote yesterday night.... all gone!! OMG!!! I am not going to rewrite everything again!!!

Basically I just wrote that I've finished exam and how I did in the exam.... I noticed I've made a lot of careless mistakes when other people kept discussing after exam... But still I hope can pass with flying colours... Haha...thinking too positively!!! Because I know I didn't prepare well b4 exam... Still watching TV the day b4... not as hardworking as in Sem 3...Remembered last time Sem 3 I felt more depressed after coming out from the exam hall... But now I becoming more relaxing after every exam... Ok I don't wanna talk about it anymore!!!

Now gotta search houses in Seremban and enjoy my last long holz!!

包粽子

这是我家第一次包粽子。活了21年，每次都是吃别人包的粽子，要不然就是买来吃。向来都很爱吃粽子，只是觉得包粽子很多功 (这是爸爸告诉我的，说实话，我不曾看过整个包粽子的过程)。

准备的过程，不需要我烦，妈妈一手包完，我只是帮忙洗粽叶。多功只是为了准备材料而已，其实真正包时，也没那么麻烦，只是有点考功夫。我们全家都是第一次包，也没抱太大希望会成功，结果还满成功的。有的外形还满好看的，只是不够咸，嗯，下次要放多点盐！本来是全家人帮忙包，结果只剩下我和爸爸包，因为我们包得比较漂亮，哈哈！我还满有天份的嘛！









Yummy!!

怎么样？还不错吧！第一次包粽子，还算不错啦！

P/S：现在肚子很涨，吃了太多粽子啦！(爽爽就拿一粒来吃，好幸福哟！)

奇怪的梦？？？

昨晚发了个奇怪的梦 (应该说今早)，梦见不知为何，以前一起读6年级的同学，全部须重读6年级。好恐怖啊！我现在都已经念到大学，还要跑回去重读6年级？不过，我还真的跑回去母校念6年级。。。

第一天上课，巡察员还带着我们到我们的班去。我为了赶功课，在食堂拼命地在画 (美术，我最糟糕的科目)，结果还是没赶完。进到班上，只有小猫两三只。可是平常我做的第二排位置全给人霸了，结果我做到第五排去，发现还可以看到很清楚，还暗自窃喜，在大学练到远视的功力。不过我一坐下来，腿就顶到桌子。然后还发现周围的同学参杂了我小学和中学的朋友，奇怪？

老师进班后，要开始教课。我举起手，质问她，为什么我们必须重读6年级呢？她说了一些有关LAN的东西。然后我又问，可不可以念完大学在重读6年级？她说可以。然后整班就开始吵得热烘烘的。想到我必须延迟一年才可以毕业，鼻头一酸，就哭了起来，可是老师并没有理我。然后我就醒来了，心想：这算是什么梦吗？真奇怪！！

~HIBERNATE~

Announcement!!!

I'll be hibernating for 2 months... as my owner will be studying for her EOS 5... She is quite depressed after her CNS assessment, maybe thinking of suicide!! Fortunately, she is quite forgetful, after a KTV session, she has forgotten everything...

She decided not to blog for the next 2 months... so that she can concentrate on her studies...Btw, my brain is still functioning... I might sleep talking during my hibernation... So feel free to leave your comment in the chatterbox... My owner might reply you when she is too bored of studying...

That's all... finally can take a long nap.... but my poor owner gotta suffer.... *sigh*

Edison's blog

Edison's blog

Came across this blog from a friend's friend's blog... Not sure whether he wrote that himself, but it looks kinda his style... I just scanned through it and looked at the photos without reading the content (because I am not his big big fan), what I can say is.... he doesn't look as good as he makes up and he is quite free (blog more frequently than me!)... haha...

Chinese Singing Competition

The annual IMU Chinese Singing Competition... They invited a more famous special guest... Kwok Fai 曾国辉, rather than what Muffin, who were invited last year. Actually I didn't plan to stay to watch the whole show, since CNS is around the corner and I don't have transport to go back late in the night.

Get to watch some of my batchmates who really can sing well, like Shawn and Chern Woo. They got through the top 5, but they didn't get any prize finally. According to Michelle, the quality of the contestant this year is much better than last year. Ya.. I can see, for example Yi Ning's friend, Shin Han, who got the champion, can try to join those Public Singing Competition... Maybe she should become a singer rather than a pharmacist. Her voice is really good, in addition she has the look... What amazed me was 'The 3 Pigs'... They were so famous since after the last year competition, but as I didn't go last year, I didn't get to see their perfomance... And now, after seeing their 'talent', I can't imagine that they're future doctors... Their performance was so so so FUNNY, really admire their courage.

And also, I bought Kwok Fai's CD after listen to his performance. His songs are quite nice, but I just played it for once only.



Got his signature on the CD cover too... But compare his signature to Leo Ku's autograph, I prefer Leo Ku's. Haha... Leo Ku's signature is really creative, contains both his english and chinese name... Look carefully!! I didn't notice it until Poh Tian saw it. She saw the English 1, and I saw the Chinese 1...

{Korean Drama} Goong (Princess Hours / Palace) & Bad Family

Both were my recent watched drama. Still watching "Bad Family" now and I have finished watching "Goong" during the 3rd week of MSK.

{Goong}

From left: SJH, JJH, YEH, KJH

A drama which was adopted from the same titled manga (comic in korean)... It's a different Korea, where a royal family rules and a beautiful palace sits in the heart of modern-day Seoul. It's where a normal girl and a celebrated prince will discover their fate, tying them together for as long as their love-hate relationship will allow. Chae Gyung, art student one day, crown princess the next, must find a way to survive the extravagance of palace life while falling faster and faster in love with her husband, the lonely and reluctant prince. Once upon a time, there was far from enough warmth between them to build the fairy tale relationship, but in this modern Cinderella story, scandals, love triangles, and royal jealousy can all fit in the shoe.

Again, it's differrent from those typical korean drama... At least something different... you get to see Da Chang Jin's traditional dress in a modern Korea...but till the middle-to-last part, there's a bit boring... still I like both main characters. They really look like a couple...especially after watching those makings, I think Joo Ji Hoon (the hero, acting as Shin, the Crown Prince) really likes Yoon Eun Hye (the heroin, acting as Chae-Gyong, the Crown Princess) in reality... =D

YEH was so cute and funny in the drama... She always act so stupidly... JJH always looks so cool as he was acting as the Crown Prince... there are 2 other actors... Kim Jung Hoon (acting as Yool, the cousin of the crown prince) and Song Ji Hyo (acting as the lover of the crown prince)... KJH looks more handsome than JJH, and I like his smile...looks so 'sunny'... And also the theme songs of this drama are VERY VERY NICE.... Another must-watch-drama recommended by me...

{Bad Family}

Still watching this now... I think this drama is not so hot in Korea now, if compare to MNIKSS and Goong...But I quite like it lo... This drama talks more about love among a family... even the theme song is "I love my father... I love my mother... I love my sister....blablabla..." haha...

A girl, who named Na Rim lost her family in an accident. She is the only 1 who survives after the accident. Her uncle suspects that an employee of the family company is responsible for the death of the family but the only witness, Na Rim lost her memory. So her uncle hires Oh Dal Gun to create a family for Na Rim on the recommendation that if Na Rim is happy then the chances of her getting her memory back are higher. He manages to find a complete family for Na Rim but the whole family weren't cooperate in the beginning. They used to quarrel with each other and there were a lot of problems occurring among them. However, all of them realise the importance of the family and their relationship becoming closer and closer....

Oh Gosh!! I've been watching too many dramas recently... Still watching "The Last Breakthrough"... No wonder I can't finish reading my notes... OK... promise myself... after "The Last Breakthrough" and "Bad Family", no more TV and computer!!! Gambate!!

P/S: Btw I just bought "House Season 1" DVDs...Haih... Dunno when I can watch this? And I want to watch "Grey's Anatomy"!! (Eh! No more TV, remember? EOS 5!!!)

汤姆士杯

一个很难得的机会，在学校的图书馆里看汤姆士杯。认识和不认识的人坐在一起看半决赛，为的就是支持马来西亚 (还满有爱国精神的嘛！)。全马人民都为之疯狂，连我们的课都取消了！

在图书馆看电视还真的满奇怪的。看到紧张部分，又要压抑自己的情绪。大家想喊有不敢喊太大声。当越来越多人在看时 (包括图书馆理员)，大家就开始得寸进尺了，越喊越大声，yes yes ooi ooi 的，哈！图书馆都不成图书馆样了！觉得大家也过度紧张。每次选手输球时，大家都会开玩笑说没拜神啦，没祈祷啦，要看风水啦等废话，医科生也有白痴的一面。说真的，我看的三场都输了，没看的那两场双打却都打赢了。我也会想，应该不管我的事 吧！

虽然最后还是输给丹麦，不过赢了的话，我觉得最后也会输给中国，也没分别。

~Nothing Again~

There was a sudden black out in library just now and I have to retype my nonsense post again... Erkk... Since the renovation started, there are noises and these sudden black out in library... The library is no more a good place to study. You can hear "bang bang" noises when you are walking through the corridor and I always thought that there is a World War 3 going on.

This is the post I typed just now:

Haih.... everyday doing the same thing...

Wake up at 7.20am. Take a bath. Have breakfast. Then go to IMU. Study in library. Have lunch around 11.15am to avoid the crowd. Then continue to study in library again. Sometimes have CSU at 2.00pm or PBL at 3.00pm. Have lectures at 4.00pm/ 4.15pm. Finish lectures at 6.15pm/ 6.30pm. Then study at library until my dad comes and fetches me. Reach home around 8.15pm. Have dinner. Read newspaper. Have to finish bathing before 9.30pm so that I get ot watch "The Last Breakthrough" (The only thing I am waiting for the whole day). After 10.30pm, study again until 12.00pm.

The next day, wake up at 7.20am....and the list repeats and repeats...

OMG! I've been doing the same things every Monday to Thursday. Friday I won't study at night and even morning, I have no mood to study at all. Saturday and Sunday is my time to relax too.

Haih.... My life is boring!!!

{原创} 两个人

自己写的一首词，写得不太好，没有重点。
贻宁觉得像禁忌之恋 ... 哈哈！
曲来自韩剧 "宫" 的主题曲... 敏仪也努力在作曲中...

Perhaps Love (사랑인가요) 是爱吗 by J & Howl
歌曲下载 (Right click & Save Target As)

看着你的背影 我的心还在跳
不敢望你眼睛 因为怕你看穿我心
你的笑容 是世上最帅的
你的模样淘气 还在我脑海里一直不去

常常我在想 这 会不会 前世曾在哪见过你
一切是déja vu (是 déja vu ) 所以我对你如此着迷

Chorus:
可以爱你吗？ 我只不过想大声叫你的名字
就这样吧 不理任何人眼光
两个人手牵手散步在公园里 享受着爱情之浴 ~ooh~
两个人一起晚餐 两个人一起 分享悲喜

和你说声Hello 是我日夜盼望
你的磁性嗓子 叫着我名字会让我窒息

常常我在想 我 敢不敢 跟你说一句我爱你
会不会吓着你 (会吓着你) 因为我俩根本不相识
Repeat chorus

爱情是什么 (爱情是什么) 让我变了个人(个人)
我开始相信 两个人是万能的
双双对对做任何事 连神仙也嫉妒

可以爱你吗？ 要怎么才能让你知道我心意
就这样吧 不理任何人眼光
两个人一起在海边游玩嬉戏 享受着爱情之浴 ~ooh~
两个人一起踩浪 两个人永远都在 (心里都是你) 一起

{Movie} G.U.B.R.A.

Watched "Gubra" yesterday at Times Square. I wanted to watch this long ago when they just started to make this film. It is the sequel of "SEPET". Since I watched "Sepet", and its ending left me with suspense, I wanna know what's happened to Jason. Besides, I like Alan Yun, who is taking part in this movie too.

After finished watching the movie, 1 word can describe my feeling. "BLANK!" I've no idea what the ending is (only the ending!). I've read the review b4 watching, so I can understand what it is trying to tell in some scenes. Btw, I like the style how Yasmin made the movie, the supporting actors, and some little little things in the movie.

"Orked"... she's still small and sweet. I didn't realise she's that tiny in "Sepet", maybe becasue Jason is quite short too. But when she was standing beside her husband and Alan, she looks so small, only half of Alan. Can't imagine that she is married in the movie. She is just a little girl, as what her husband calls her. Btw, her acting is more mature... compare to "Sepet".

"Alan"... knew him during the Pantene's advertisement. You can see him in many advertisement. He actually released 1 album before... long time ago. I like him because... haha... he looks charming. I noticed him in "Sepet" and wondering why he is so 'ke le fe' in that movie. I knew he is quite tall, but never thought that he is actually quite muscular too. He got some half naked scenes in "Gubra". And seriously I think all that scenes were made for him to show his body... haha... How can a person walking around in the hospital with half naked body and his shirt is hanging on his body? Although I like him, still, I have to admit that he looked quite 'kaku' if compare to other actors. He was trying to remember the dialogue, I think, because he doesn't need to say any dialogue in ad. And also, I don't like his hairstyle...

"Arif"... Orked's husband... This guy is really bad in this movie. Feel like scolding him in all sorts of words. But this means that he was quite successful in acting this role... I always think so if I don't like the bad role in any movie or series.

Not to mention, other actors played their roles well in the film. And also a lot of funny scenes and 'mesra' scenes in the movie. I can accept most of the 'mesra' scene between the husband and wife, but I just can't understand, Alan and Orked holding hands when they 1st met each other. Maybe he was trying to console her when she knew that her husband was having an affair. Both of them were acting as if there's some kind of love relationship developing between them, but I read most of the sypnosis, it said it's just friendship.

And the ending... the most confusing part... Ya! You have to sit still through the end to watch this. I just can't understand what it is. Is it imagination of Orked or actually Jason hasn't died? Actually I am somehow regretted to watch the ending... It left me with suspense again!! Erk...

Sypnosis of Gubra:
We meet Orked seven years post-Jason, and she seems to have found an ideal counterpoint in her husband Arif (Adlin Aman Ramlee): someone reliable, level-headed and loved by Orked's effervescent family. It is to this same family that Orked and Arif return, as Pak Atan (Harith Iskander) has been hospitalised with diabetic complications. While at the hospital, Orked bumps into Alan (Alan Yun), the elder brother of Jason, and they develop a friendship while discovering some dark family secrets. Meanwhile, on the poorer side of town, compassionate ustaz Pak Bilal (Nam Ron) and his family collide with Temah (Rozie Rashid) and Kiah (Juliana Ibrahim), two prostitutes with difficult situations who challenge Pak Bilal's concept of compassion and justice.

Donated Blood!

Haha... donated blood again today. This was my 5th time donating blood... Haha... feel so proud of myself. Again, the nurse was complaining that it was difficult to find my vein. She said my vein was too small (?), she will try her best. Erk? What if she poke me and no blood flowing out? Then I have to bare with the pain but fail to donate... Luckily after she poked me with the needle, the blood did flow out...

Every1 likes to ask me whether it's painful or not when donating blood. Of course it's painful when the needle poke you, but it's nothing if compare to period pain... haha... just a little bit painful. Then I felt numbness in my hand and arm while the blood transfusing. I don't know if it's normal, as Jin-Yu had same feeling as me but Chaozer said he didn't have such feeling. (Congratulations to jinyu as she finally succeeded donating!)

Although donated for many times, still, I felt a little bit nervous b4 donating. Afraid iron level too low, afraid feeling giddy after donating, afraid getting bruises, afraid getting hepatitis B.... I didn't know donating blood twice a year has higher risk of getting Hep B... I always laugh at those people who afraid of getting HIV after donating blood... The nurse said they will check the level of Anti Hep B antibody in my blood and if there is no enough antibody I can get a free booster from PDN... feel so scare now...

Hohoho...after donating blood, while waiting for jinyu, chaozer and I sat there and ate a lot of snacks... Actually I can skip my lunch after that, but I still have my lunch later because I am afraid of fainting during my CSU session.

Btw, after having so many experiences of donating blood, I think this is the 1st time I posted my experience....

~遇故友~

很开心，今天遇到两个从公教中学来的朋友。好久没见到他们啦！大概有三年了吧！一个是F1同班的朋友，为量；另一个是华乐的学妹，珏晶。

一早就听欣菱说，为量会来IMU念医科，所以之前就满留意 Sem 1 的 junior。结果，到今天（过了几个星期了）才遇到他。跟他聊了满久，本来只是要到 e-lab 印 lecture notes，只需5分钟，结果跟他聊了大概有1小时。

聊完后，回图书馆继续打拼，又遇到珏晶。她没认出我来，我看了她很久，才敢去问她，是不是从公教中学来的。还好我没认错人，要不然就糗大了！可是她竟然忘了我的名，亏我还记得她的名字。看来我这个 senior 做得满失败的。

没想到，一转眼，离开中学也有三年多了。时间过得真快！我也快考 EOS 5了，加油！！

~Nothing~

~Nothing~... just post for nothing... Feel like posting something but nothing big event going around me.

Every1 is thinking which PMS to choose for their further studies, I am escaped from this trouble as I chose Serembam earlier...

Every1 is thinking what to wear for the IMU Ball, I am escaped from this trouble again, as I chose not to go after consideration...

Nothing... My life is only full of studies...

My Name is Kim Sam Soon MV ~ She Is by Clazziquai

Goong (palace) MV ~ Dangshieun...na neun pahboh imnida

Another 1... I like this song!!

당시은...나는 바보입니다 ~ Stay (acoustic version)
(Dangshieun...na neun pahboh imnida)

nan baboyeoseojyo nega baboyeoseojyo
hoohwihaedo nejeotjyo aljyo doorigil soonobjyo
geudae bolsoo obseoyeo nado algo iseoyeo
naega jeongmal jalmothaeseoyeo jeongmal mianhaeyo
geudaen yegihaji mothaejyo neomoo eoriseogeotjyo
ije waso ireohge aetaehoomyo nan yongseol bireoyo

dangsineun naneun baboimnida
jajonsim daemoone
mitchil tetamgeurioome manggajigo ijyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida
ajik saranghagie haroo jongil peongpeong oolgoman ijyo
geudaedo nado modoo babochorom

geureoji marayo dasi saenggakhaebwayo
oori eoddeohge yeogikaji himdeulge waneunde
dasi saenggakhaebwayo hoohwihaesil geoeyo
nega jeongmal jalmothaeseoyo jeongmal mianhaeyo
geudaen yaegihaji mothaejyo neomoo eoriseogeotjyo
ije waso ireohge aetaeoomyo nan yongseol bireoyo

dangsineun naneun baboimnida
jajonsim daemoone
mitchil tetamgeurioome manggajigo ijyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida
ajik saranghagie haroo jongil peongpeong oolgoman ijyo
geudaedo nado modoo babochorom
geudaeobsi dan han soongando nan salsoo obseoyeo
meoril jalrado sooreul masyeodo noonmoolman heureujyo

dangsineun naneun baboimnida
jajonsim daemoone
mitchil tetamgeurioome manggajigo ijyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida
ajik saranghagie haroo jongil peongpeong oolgohanijyo
geudaedo nado modoo babochorom

ije deo isang manggajiji mayo

Goong (Palace) MV ~ Perhaps Love

1st time put video for my blog... enjoy watching!!

Happy...~~

So happy today!! Met some friends today. Met Jiavern who was backed from India at Midvalley... then saw Hew coincidently in Midvalley too... I didn't meet jiavern for 1 year and Hew for 2 years!!! Jiavern still look the same but she's much thinner now... I think she suffers a lot in Manipal... Hew has longer hair now... but I saw his photo in friendster, so still can recognize him.

Then, in the evening, XY came to meet me after her work. We have a long long chat in the park behind my house. Really enjoy chatting with her... because I can chat about anything with her... Hope to see you as soon as possible...

A New Look!!

Long time didn't update my blog. It used to be a black background, and I feel a little strange when I saw a white background... (roll my eyes again)... Is this my blog? Eh... with Won Bin's picture!! Haha.... thanks a lot to munny!!! I just gave her a photo of wonbin and she made all that...Thank you munny!!!

Having 2 weeks holiday now. Actually I planned to start revising my previous note since the beginning of my selective, but kept doing my research and end up I didn't study at all until the end of my selective (as usual!). Then I planned to revise during this 2 weeks holiday, but now I am addicted watching korean drama. I kept downloading drama and kept delayed my study plan. Even when I didn't watch drama, I just feel lazy and didn't do anything. Oh.... what should I do? I think I am going to fail my EOS 5.

Btw, I have finished watching "My Name is Kim San Soon" and I am watching "Gung" (Palace) now. Although it's not as nice as "My Name is Kim San Soon", I just can't help myself watching it 1 episode by 1 episode. Oh....help me to stop all these!!!!!

{Drama} My Name is Kim San Soon

"My Name is Kim San Soon" is a korean drama which I am watching recently. Actually I used to watch Japanese drama more than Korean drama because I think the story line of Korean drama is quite slow and boring, unlike Japanese drama which is usually short and clear. And usually I watch korean drama is just because of the heros or heroins are 'leng chai' and 'leng lui'.

After studying in IMU, I seldom watch korean drama. I like to watch funny funny shows instead of those boring boring show with a lot of tears. However, recently I found some of the korean dramas are quite funny.

Recent watched korean drama include "Full House" and "Miss Kim's Million Dollar Quest" only. (I didn't include those I watched only a few episodes.) "Miss Kim" was a really funny drama, somemore got Ji Jin-Hee staring in the drama.... really enjoyed watching it. "Full House" was initially quite funny, but till the middle to the end, it became quite boring, and also some part I couldn't really understand.

And now, I am watching "My Name is Kim San Soon", which is a very very funny drama. I highly recommend you to watch this drama. I don't know how to explain how interesting the drama is, but I just can't stop watching it. Now I just finished watching episode 13, haven't finished downloading the other episodes. Can't wait to know the ending... 40 hours 42 minutes and 15 seconds left... dl faster and faster...PLS!!!!

This drama talks about a 30 year-old lady who is quite fat. She was dumped by her bf on Christmas eve, and on the same day, she met this guy (who is very handsome). Then she worked for this guy and the story goes on and on.... try to be a bit mysterious here... haha...

Now to analyze why am I so craze for this drama:

1) There are a lot of handsome actors, including Hyun Bin, Daniel (this korean Daniel look like the Hong Kong's Daniel Wu), the ex bf oso look good too... can't understand why such an ordinary and fat lady surrounded by all these handsome guys?

2) Funny... The heroin always hit the hero, pity him!!! But I like to watch those scenes when she is hitting him... haha... maybe I got abit "nue4 dai4 kuang3"..

3) Some scenes are quite touching... especially when the hero trying to confess, with his handsome face... wow!! really kill me, man!!!!

Aaahh.... cant wait to watch the next episode!!!

Just found out the sypnosis of this drama:

Synopsis

Kim Sam Soon (SS) is a 29 years old, fat, pastry chef, who has just lost her job and her boyfriend on Christmas Eve. She has all the insecurities of a woman grazing 30. With yet another failed relationship, SS scrambles desperately to rebuild her career and her love life.

SS manages to find a job at "Bon Appetite" restaurant when she gets acquainted with the owner of the restaurant, Hyun Jin Heon (JH). JH is young, handsome but aloof and cold.

JH is the only son of a hotel chain owner. Although born with a silver spoon, fate had dealt JH with a hard hand. Three years ago, a fatal car accident, where JH was the driver, resulted in the death of his elder brother and sister-in-law; and at the very same time his girlfriend of 5 years left him for her studies in the US. JH had to endure both physical and mental pain to overcome his problems and rebuild his life. The death defying experience left JH scarred as he stops believing in love and happiness.

Due to a moment of convenience, both SS and JH ended up signing a dating contract, where SS will receive KRW 50 mio (which she needed to redeem her family house) and in turn she will pretend to be JH's girlfriend to fend off his mother's endless efforts to get him match made and married.

When JH's ex-girlfriend returns to seek reconciliation; SS realizes that she has fallen for JH, and their contractual relationship gets complicated.

Listening to Songs...

In e-lab 3 now... a better computer lab than e-lab 1 & 2. The only disadvantage is I can't read and type chinese here.

I am listening to songs now.... using the headphone which I loan from the helpdesk. Haha.... listening songs while doing report.... feel like singing now. As baxter said, we have to use the facilities since we paid so much money to IMU. True! True!

Eh... I should be finishing my report now, what am I doing here?

善变

以前跟朋友比较A和B时
朋友觉得A比较好
我也是那么认为

最近我却认为B比较好耶
其他朋友还是觉得A比较好
唉。。。女人终究是善变的。

或许迟些我又认为A比较好了

Gentleman

Met XY today. Long time we didn't see each other. We tried to recall when was the last time we met, but we failed. I think it's just because it's too long. And now, I remembered, I think it was that day I went to your school and you went to pay your parking fees... yeap...

So we have a long long chat since we didn't meet each other for so long. We talked about her recent news and a lot of other topics. And we also talked about this topic, "Gentleman". I was complaining to her that our uni is lack of gentleman. I found that there is very few gentleman guys in IMU. I wondered whether it was because medical students are not used to be gentlemen. And she said that maybe this was due to the style of people in the building. If most of the people in the building are gentlemen, you will find yourself to be more gentleman than b4. And also she mentioned that most gentlemen are English-speaking or English-ed people. I think what she said was quite true.

Btw, how do you define "gentleman"? I checked this in dictionary.com and it says that "Gentleman" is "a well-mannered and considerate man with high standards of proper behavior". That seems that gentleman can only be a man. Well, I think I will see this from little little things. Eg help to hold the doors after you enter, help to hold the lift if u r standing at the button side, when going out or walk together in a gang, it's better to have 1/2 guys walking in front AND 1/2 guys walking behind of the gang, send girls home if it's too late at night........ and also I think that although gentleman is only applicable for man, ladies can also do some of the things which I mentioned just now.

So...hope every1 is gentleman and gentlewoman!!! (lame conclusion!)

新年快乐

很久没东写写西写写了。一直都提不起劲来。。。有时觉得很多东西写，却没时间写；有时觉得很想写东西，却没东西写。想到一些常进来又失望的朋友，很对不起他们，想写一些东西给他们看。或许是我想太多了，并不会有很多人在看我的BLOG。哈!

最近不知怎么搞的，常常都闷闷的，在这热闹的新年，我亦是如此。先来数数这个新年，我做了些什么吧！

除夕，当然是回家乡吃团圆饭啦！今年菜色比较去年的逊色。没有烧猪肉和烧鸡，可是其他菜还不错吃，我自己就吃得饱饱的。顺道一提，我爸爸叔叔伯伯堂哥堂弟们上报了！大家留意１月２８日的STAR。。。报道讲述几个家庭庆祝除夕的特别方式。因为我们（只是男士们）在除夕都会打篮球，所以有记者来访问。他们还特地在前一个礼拜回家乡打篮球，让记者们拍，才可以在除夕上报。

初一，无例外的，又回家乡拿红包。天啊！本来只需１小时的路程，因为大塞车，结果３个小时后才到达。一到达，我们就吃婶婶准备的午餐了。有好好吃的糯米饭，结果我一直吃不停，虽然一次只拿一点点，却拿了很多次。然后，到三伯的家拜年，又一边看"随时候命"，一边吃饼干。晚餐时，又吃了很多炸云吞和糯米饭！结果。。。

初二当天，我就病倒了！！上吐下泻，"浑浑噩噩"睡了一整天，连拜年都没去了。真是自作自受！下次，我再也不敢了。 接下来那几天，我都吃得很少，因为每次吃完后，我肚子都会有一些疼。真是一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井绳！不过，"酱"也好啦！吃少一点，胖少一点！

过后那几天，我都一直躲在家里。。。"疗疗伤"，打打麻将，看看之前download的电视剧。

星期五，在睡梦中被爸妈吵醒，说要去东禅寺看花展。之前听瑾瑜说，她前几天也和家人去东禅寺了，结果在那儿被挤得像沙丁鱼似的。听她这么说，我还真的不想去。不过最后也去了。也还好，并不会太多人，只是很热又很晒。花展有些小惊喜，看到一些很特别的剪草。可能之前在台湾佛光山看过很大型的花展，这个花展比起来较为逊色。

就这样，整个假期，我就是这样地渡过。觉得自己好像满堕落，答应自己，下个星期开始，不可以再这样下去了。也希望大家在新的一年里，永远开开心心。Happy Chinese New Year!!

Recent News About Me!!

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog (haha... always type the same thing if I didn't update blog for a long time!!). I've been having exam (again!). But now, after my exam, I am very very free.... Muahaha...

Just finished exam. As usual, gotta wait for the results. Urghh!!! Forget it!!! I don't wanna talk about it here.

Erm... What else I can tell you guys here? Nothing else can tell... coz I've been studying everyday and night, until I am really 'mong cha cha' now. A bit lost track now, dunno what's happening outside the world...

So... I would be having selective for 1 week, then 1 week holiday for Chinese New Year, then another 3 weeks for selective and after that...haha... 2 weeks holiday!! So, within these few weeks, I have to finish a few DVDs and movies which I downloaded long ago but have no time to watch. I have to finish watching them and delete them because my computer has low disc space now. Erm... wonder whether I can finish them or not, coz I have to start revising my sem 2, 3, and 4 notes in order to prepare my EOS 5. (For sure, I would end up without revising anything in these few weeks.)

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Err...yup! My sister bought 1 set of mahjong from Makro yesterday! It was really cheap!! Only RM58... But too bad, only me and my father know how to play... somemore I am still in the learning phase...have to find more 'kaki' and I have to learn how to count the 'fan' thing...

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And also I found myself was rather blurred these two weeks. I always left my things somewhere else and have to search them madly. Last week, I left my pencil case in the photocopy shop, then I walked around the whole Uni, even to my lecturer's room to search for it. And just now, I remembered that I was holding my pen drive... then next second, when I was packing my bag, I found I lost it... I ran back to the library and looked for it, luckily it was still lying safely on the table. So STEWPURD!!! I think it's the side effect of using the computer for too long... I think I am becoming more stupid and more stupid...

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Leo Ku is coming for another concert on 25 February. Again? I thought he just had a concert last year. Haih....wanna tipu our money again... Btw I am thinking of going since I didn;t manage to make it for the last concert. Furthermore it is held in Bukit Jalil (so near to IMU) and it is a combined concert with Miriam Yeung (can see 2 singers in 1 shot). Anyone is hotlink club member? Coz by buying a RM60 prepaid card, hotlink club member can get 30% discount!! I wanna go!!!

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Before I forgot, I have to finish my AIR topic before 27 Jan... Poor me!!

PBL....

Doing PBL now... I hate doing differential diagnosis... I totally have no idea what should I do.

Search... search... search and search... I have been stuck in the e-lab since 9 o' clock in the morning. My eyes are pain now because looking at the computer for too long...

Arrgghhh.... why everytime I will get differential diagnosis for topic related to tubeculosis? Don't care... simply do... nobody will read your notes after PBL... HATE DIFFERENTIAL DIAGNOSIS!!!!

生病了！

真得很白痴！竟然在2006年的第一天生病了。真的笨得可以耶！学医的我，也真的有够笨的。一开始，症状出现时，我以为是我一直对着电脑和电视造成的眼睛痛，便一直在做眼部运动。本想做完PBL，却实在受不了痛的折磨，就跑去睡觉了。原以为睡醒后会好一点，结果还是那么痛，而且还开始发冷，有气无力的。

从下午睡到傍晚，一醒来就吃晚餐，再吃药。然后我就一直躺在沙发上看电视了。一场病完全把我所有的计划打翻了。PBL没做完，本想看一场直播的颁奖典礼，也因为受不了的头痛而作罢。（本来想看着古巨基拿奖，结果他只拿了2个奖，而陈奕迅则拿了6个奖。去年古巨基拿4个奖，唉，应该是因为我没看吧，所以没那么精彩。哈哈！）

因为发冷，我把自己包得如置身在冬天国家似的。半夜，忽然有凉凉的感觉。原来是爸爸拿冷毛巾帮我抹身。好幸福哦！好久好久没有那种感觉了。记得以前很小的时候，爸爸也会在我生病的时候帮我抹身。

第二天醒来，头还在痛。本来是全家大扫除的日子，因为我头痛，只需做一些简单的工作。哈哈！赚到了！头仍然很痛，结果又跑去睡觉了。睡了又醒，醒了又睡，睡睡醒醒，还要做PBL。晚上睡觉前，头还在痛，希望明天醒来就可以痊愈吧。。。

结果，今天早上醒来，头还在痛！！！哎哟！！

{Song} 吴克群 大舌头

This is my 1st post of 2006... and I would like to share this song... coz I think this song is quite cute...

吴克群 大舌头

说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 说爱你我就大舌头

转身靠在墙壁 立正开始正音 说一万遍我爱你 直到你满意
注意你的嘴型 咬字含糊不清 说一万遍我爱你 直到你满意
一二三四五六七 开始倒数表白的成绩 每一分钟多一名 竞争者太挤
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄐㄑㄒ (b p m f j q x)
有些咬字我都咬不清 要说什么都可以 就差我爱你
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄉㄊㄋㄌ (b p m f d t n l)

说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 说爱你我就大舌头

转身靠在墙壁 立正开始正音 说一万遍我爱你 直到你满意
一二三四五六七 开始倒数表白的成绩 每一分钟多一名 竞争者太挤
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄐㄑㄒ (b p m f j q x)
有些咬字我都咬不清 要说什么都可以 就差我爱你
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄉㄊㄋㄌ (b p m f d t n l)

说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 说爱你我就大舌头

说话有时我都说不清 嘴巴记得你要放干净
ㄅㄆㄇㄈ ㄉㄊㄋㄌ (b p m f d t n l)
ㄍㄎㄏ ㄐㄑㄒ (g k h j q x)
ㄓㄔㄕㄖ ㄗㄘㄙ (zh ch sh z c s)
ㄧㄨㄩㄚ ㄛㄜㄝ (i u ü a o e ê )
ㄞㄟㄠㄡ ㄢㄣㄤㄥㄦ (ai ei ao ou an en ang eng er)

说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我 我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说 说爱你我就大舌头