Convocation =D

Finally the M104 batch has completed the phase 1 of Medical Programme. Saturday (19/08/2006) was the day which every1 of us will get our certificate and half of us will leave IMU, going to PMS. However I'm not really excited about this convocation because I'm still staying in IMU Seremban and will be meeting most of my batchmates in Seremban.

There were 130+ of our batch attended the convo. This was the last time for us to meet those who are going PMS. Too bad most of my gang didn't turn up, including Jin-Yu, Yi Ning, Baxter, Yaw Yee, Poh Tian, Zul (who is in KL now but din wanna come according to Chaozer) and Jackson (who went to Dundee after the exam). Chaozer and Jacob came for the rehearsal but didn't turn up for the actual day, weird??

On friday (the rehearsal day), thanks to Xin Yi because got a free ride from her!! Long time we didn't meet up. After I reached IMU, I got a lot of things to settle, including my insurance claim and certify documents for my loan. Then I gotta meet up some juniors to sell my books to them. Talked to them (forgot their names) and Chee Keong about EOS 5. I told them MUST read the past year. I think for our Problem Case, around 10% was from the past year. As usual, they were quite worried and I comforted them that it's not that easy to fail EOS la. Sound familiar?? HAHA... I used to be the junior, asking the seniors a lot of question... and they would tell me not to worry, just study. But I doubted what the seniors said because I think the study leave was too short for us. Now, 风水轮流转... I am now the senior telling the junior the same thing. After that, I was planning to check mail using the Apple PC in the library, because my PC broke down for 1 week de, but too bad the connection was not working. Stupid IMU PC!!

The rehearsal started around 3pm. According to Paul Jambu, there are 297 graduating students attending the convo including C1/04 MBBS, BMed students, M1/04, returning graduates from Strathclyde and Master of Science. We got the robes after the rehearsal. Without the hoods and mortarboards, wearing only robes make us look like Harry Potter.

The next day, we have to be at Hotel Sheraton by 7am. Luckily it's quite near from my house, just 10 minutes. There was a final rehearsal b4 the ceremony starts. We arranged ourselves into seats. First is the Master of Science that only 1 person attended, then C104, following by BMed and M104 and lastly are the pharmacist students. Fraser, who was sitting beside me asked me a question.

"Why always the medical students in front of the pharmacist students?"

Erm... Good question!! I told him, because alphabetically, 'M' comes b4 'P'.

Then he asked again, "Why MBBS b4 BMed?"

Erm... "Because MBBS need 5 years to finish and BMed only need 1 year..."

"Why not M104 b4 BMed? We took 2 1/2 years to finish! Somemore actually it's Master of Pharmacy, should be in front of MBBS, which is only Bachelor."

"Ya hor!" Finally we came to a conclusion...

"It's because the fees we paid. We paid more than the pharmacist student. BMed paid more than us since they already in IMU for 3 1/2 years. MBBS paid more than BMed because they stayed in IMU for 5 years already. OK??" I said.

After we were seated (during the rehearsal), we have to go up the stage ONE BY ONE, practising where to bow on the stage, shake to the Chancellor and smile to the photographer. Firstly, bow to the academic people on the stage when your first step on the stage. Then walk majestically to the Chancellor, bow to him when u step on the a cross 'X'. Then "Shake, Take and Smile". Shake his hand, take the scroll and smile to the photographer. Since we were the 1st batch joining the convo, Paul Jambu want us to go on stage 1 by 1 to practise. OOHH... what a waste of time!! Luckily due to running out of time, we just practise until Matthew's turn.

After the rehearsal, we finally have time to put on our ' Harry Potter's costume'. When the M104 batch pass by, it really looks like a bunch of Harry Potter. OK... I will be in the Gryffindor team... Haha...

The whole ceremony was long and dull as expected. We were so hungry and sleepy. But we got no choice, gotta wait till the whole ceremony end. When the C104 gold medalist being announced, the whole batch stood up and cheered for the gold medalist. We were so shocked. Then we started to discuss whether we should stand for Joseph, our gold medalist too...

"Should we stand ar?"
"Stand la!"
"Huh? Need meh?"
"What if later the pharmacist students also stand and we don't stand? Then Joseph got no face la.."
"Ok la.. just stand la.. to give him face!!"

Then we stood and cheered for Joseph.... Sure Joseph very happy... Haha.. hope Joseph won't see this..

After the ceremony, we left the hall from a side door, passed through a 'secret passage' which Paul said we won't be able to see the food (but we could smell the food lo, Paul!!), and entered the hall again from the other side door. We always do stupid things.... Why we have to leave the hall and enter the hall again? Why can't we just stay in the hall? Really can't understand the lecturers' plan. During the seating arrangement, we have to move also because they forgot to leave seats for BMed students. Haih...

We were the 1st batch to take the group photo. I nearly missed the photography session because I went out to search for my parents. Paul did warn us not to wander around after the ceremony, but I just went out. Luckily came back in time to take the photo.

The food in Hotel Sheraton was quite nice and there was variety. But I didn't get to take more food because I was in a hurry. Didn't get to take photo too... Just took 2 when I was coming down from the stage and took 1 with Mun Yee (P/S: munny, remember to send me the photo!).

Got the certificate and academic transcript with all the marks since Sem 1 by exchanging the scroll. Ya... also thanks to those who congratulate me for being in the Dean's list. Wei-Liang sent me a msg during the ceremony. I was wondering how he knew coz we just knew it during the final rehearsal. He told me that it appeared in the newspaper. Even my high school friends also knew it. Low profile, Ok? Haha...

Results out!!

EOS 5 results are out today!! Finally after a long wait, with hope and no nervous (dunno why I am not nervous at all... maybe I will accept any results as long as I pass!), I got my results. Opened it, no surprise, overall A- as I wished. I know I couldn't get A and I just don't want to get B+... haha... What surprised us was the Health Issue results, I think most of us didn't get the grades which they expected. Wonder how's the graph? My Problem Case and OSPE improved compare to SEM 3 but my OSCE was worst than SEM 3...

Got Convo Mag too after the results. Good job to the convo mag committee! Thanks for all the hard work for the convo mag while we were suffering for exams.

Chinese Singing Competition

The annual IMU Chinese Singing Competition... They invited a more famous special guest... Kwok Fai 曾国辉, rather than what Muffin, who were invited last year. Actually I didn't plan to stay to watch the whole show, since CNS is around the corner and I don't have transport to go back late in the night.

Get to watch some of my batchmates who really can sing well, like Shawn and Chern Woo. They got through the top 5, but they didn't get any prize finally. According to Michelle, the quality of the contestant this year is much better than last year. Ya.. I can see, for example Yi Ning's friend, Shin Han, who got the champion, can try to join those Public Singing Competition... Maybe she should become a singer rather than a pharmacist. Her voice is really good, in addition she has the look... What amazed me was 'The 3 Pigs'... They were so famous since after the last year competition, but as I didn't go last year, I didn't get to see their perfomance... And now, after seeing their 'talent', I can't imagine that they're future doctors... Their performance was so so so FUNNY, really admire their courage.

And also, I bought Kwok Fai's CD after listen to his performance. His songs are quite nice, but I just played it for once only.



Got his signature on the CD cover too... But compare his signature to Leo Ku's autograph, I prefer Leo Ku's. Haha... Leo Ku's signature is really creative, contains both his english and chinese name... Look carefully!! I didn't notice it until Poh Tian saw it. She saw the English 1, and I saw the Chinese 1...

Donated Blood!

Haha... donated blood again today. This was my 5th time donating blood... Haha... feel so proud of myself. Again, the nurse was complaining that it was difficult to find my vein. She said my vein was too small (?), she will try her best. Erk? What if she poke me and no blood flowing out? Then I have to bare with the pain but fail to donate... Luckily after she poked me with the needle, the blood did flow out...

Every1 likes to ask me whether it's painful or not when donating blood. Of course it's painful when the needle poke you, but it's nothing if compare to period pain... haha... just a little bit painful. Then I felt numbness in my hand and arm while the blood transfusing. I don't know if it's normal, as Jin-Yu had same feeling as me but Chaozer said he didn't have such feeling. (Congratulations to jinyu as she finally succeeded donating!)

Although donated for many times, still, I felt a little bit nervous b4 donating. Afraid iron level too low, afraid feeling giddy after donating, afraid getting bruises, afraid getting hepatitis B.... I didn't know donating blood twice a year has higher risk of getting Hep B... I always laugh at those people who afraid of getting HIV after donating blood... The nurse said they will check the level of Anti Hep B antibody in my blood and if there is no enough antibody I can get a free booster from PDN... feel so scare now...

Hohoho...after donating blood, while waiting for jinyu, chaozer and I sat there and ate a lot of snacks... Actually I can skip my lunch after that, but I still have my lunch later because I am afraid of fainting during my CSU session.

Btw, after having so many experiences of donating blood, I think this is the 1st time I posted my experience....

PBL....

Doing PBL now... I hate doing differential diagnosis... I totally have no idea what should I do.

Search... search... search and search... I have been stuck in the e-lab since 9 o' clock in the morning. My eyes are pain now because looking at the computer for too long...

Arrgghhh.... why everytime I will get differential diagnosis for topic related to tubeculosis? Don't care... simply do... nobody will read your notes after PBL... HATE DIFFERENTIAL DIAGNOSIS!!!!

English Role Play

Hohoho...finally finished the role play thingy of my English class. It costs us 30 marks!!!! I was really worried and nervous b4 that. My partner was Bryan and actually he did all the thing...thinking the storyline, writing the script, and correcting the script after our lecturer had marked it. And what I needed to do was just act nicely...haha....

There were 1 pregnant mother and 1 doctor in our role play. Obviously I had to act as the pregnant mother since Bryan is a guy... Mun Yee actually suggested Bryan to act as the pregnant mother as it would be funnier. But I think the line of the doctor were longer so I chose the role of the pregnant mother. B4 that I really had no confidence to act because I had a lot of crying scene... So...this was the script of our role play:

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Draft of interview

Dr: Good morning Mrs. Ku, please have a seat. You're not due for another week or so, is that right? What brings you here today?
Pt: Yes, my delivery's dated for the 12 th of December, but I came as soon as I could to see you. Something has happened!! I've been bleeding since last night. It's not serious, is it? (catches breath)
Pt: I couldn't sleep the whole night, I was dead worried…I'm afraid something had happened to the baby… (starts crying, tugs on Dr's sleeve)
Dr: Calm down, Mrs. Ku, many expectant mothers bleed a little now and then, and especially when one is so near to delivering…(interrupted by Pt)
Pt: But I'm not like other mothers!
Dr: I didn't mean to suggest you were, I'm just saying it might not be a huge cause for concern.
Dr: Let's go through this together, shall we? Can you tell me exactly what happened last night?
Pt: Well, I think it was around 3 am (sniff) I wasn't able to sleep, so I went off to the kitchen to get a glass of warm milk (sniff) When I returned to my bed, I saw blood on the bed sheets!
Dr: Do go on, are you sure it was your blood?
Pt: (sniff) It was on my side of the bed! The right side…My husband sleeps on the left side…Nobody sleeps on my side, you see…only me (talks fast, stammering, sobbing- interrupted by Dr.)
Dr: Please Mrs. Ku, deep breaths (hands Pt a plastic bag and demonstrates breathing technique) Right, keep on taking breaths, we'll do this slowly, ok?
Pt: (nods head, taking breaths)
Dr: Did you examine the blood?
Pt: (nods head vigorously)
Dr: Would you mind describing the blood? Was it dried or was it still wet?
Pt: Dried, I think. No, wet. Ohh, my hands could be wet from the kitchen. I’m not sure!
Dr: Ok, let's sidestep that. How much blood do you think there was?
Pt: Uhmm...I'm not sure. I think there was a large patch…
Dr: Right, are you in pain right now, Mrs. Ku?
Pt: (sniff) No, just a little tired, that’s all. I felt a little giddy in the car while ago, but I’m feeling much better now…
Dr: Do you feel any cramps or contractions?
Pt: No…I don't think so.
Dr: Do you feel any chills or do you feel feverish?
Pt: No, I don't.
Dr: Hmm, can you think of anything that might have caused you to bleed? Were you injured or did you accidentally knock on anything yesterday?
Pt: (shakes head)
Dr: Did you feel any pain or discomfort in the evening before you went off to bed?
Pt: (shakes head)
Pt: Well, there is one thing… (reluctantly)
Dr: Please do not be shy, Mrs. Ku. I need as much information as I can in order to help you.
Pt: Uhmm, we were celebrating last night. Me and my husband.
Dr: I’m quite certain it wasn't alcohol, although I really do not suggest you drinking so far into the pregnancy.
Pt: We weren't drinking, Dr. We just thought it'll be a small celebratory affair, I'm afraid we were a bit too rough.
Dr: What do you mean, Mrs. Ku?
Pt: We were having sex! I'm so sorry. We're so sorry! (starts sobbing)
Dr: Mrs. Ku…
Pt: No…we’re sorry…We just thought it'll be one last time before the baby was born.
Dr: Mrs. Ku…
Pt: No… because of our stupidity and lack of control, our poor baby suffered. Please save her, doctor! Please!
Dr: Mrs. Ku, please do stop. (exasperated again) Please, I assure you that sex is quite safe in cases of a normal pregnancy. Many doctors may recommend that mothers stop having sex during the final weeks of pregnancy, just as a safety precaution.
Pt: (sniff) Will my baby be alright?
Dr: We'll do an ultrasound and have a look at her, alright? I'm also going to do a vaginal examination to see whether your cervix might be dilated. We need to find out the reason for the bleeding, Mrs. Ku.
Pt: Yes, thank you, thank you (still sobbing)
Dr: Meanwhile, I strongly advise against further sexual intercourse, until we find the cause of your bleeding. Right, anything else that’s on your mind? Any questions?
Pt: No, it's alright. I just want to check if the baby's safe as soon as possible.

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So what do you think after reading the script? What 1st struck into my mind was "Huh? I've to cry ar?" Besides my family, I seldom cry in front of other people including my closest friends. So I got a really big problem to overcome this. We had a little pratice b4 the class started and Bryan actually not satisfied with my acting. Haih....

Btw our role play ended up with the lecturer's compliment. Haha... She even praised me for my good acting.... Hahaha....Eh! Don't play play! I got hidden talent, you know? But I was so embarassed after the play... don't even dare to look at my classmates.

We had fun in the class, though. I really enjoying watching people acting and laughing at them... haha... And also thanks to Bryan and Mun Yee (who helped me to write our 1st script)...

The Best CSU Session I Ever Had...

STRESSED OUT!! STRESSED OUT!! Today I got my CSU session for long history taking and also endocrince results is coming out today!!

I was hoping that I could get a very nice doctor so that I won't be scolded. It wasn't an usual history as this was our 1st time taking menstrual and gynaecological history. PRAY HARD!!!

In the room, I was waiting anxiously and I saw Dr. Jag came in after Ben. She looked so smily face and I knew..hehe... Today would be my lucky day. Yeap and I was right! I think it was because the presence of Ben. He was so humourous and Dr. Jag liked him so much...haha!!! So the whole session was actually filled of laughter. We kept laughing and laughing....

I think I actually have some improvement in my communcation skills and how to phrase the sentences but I missed out a lot of points. Erm...next time have to read more before CSU....

So how's my results? OK la... better than average lo... only got 16 people get A, 40+ get A-, 40+ get B+......couldn't remember all. I think this was our 2nd worst after haematology. I heard senior said that actually endocrine was quite an easy system, but look at our results.... haih....

GP Posting

My very last posting of my rotation posting - GP posting!! I did it with munny and stay at her house for a few nights.

The very 1st day of GP posting (thursday), we arrived the clinic quite early, even b4 the doctor came. The doctor who we suppose to attached to is Dr. Chen. He is a very good doctor and willing to teach us a lot of things. So lucky to have him as our GP. He is quite knowledgable and I think he supposed to be one of the top students in his class. Hehe... Most patients like him too and when they saw us (students) in the room, they would keep praising Dr. Chen as good doctor, very nice and HANDSOME too!!! Haha... Couldn't help it but I kept laughing.... in my heart, of course! Then he kept giving a lot of articles for us to read... of course, written by him, and showed us photos which he took during his travel. What was really surprised me was his knowledge in computering. He can make up formula of calculating those risk for disease by uncoding the formula from other website.

But munny got tummyache and diarrhoea on that day. She looked really pale but got free medications from the clinic... haha... I felt so sorry to her as I was there to kacau her when she was feeling really unwell. Gomenasai... Mun Yee!!

So for the 2nd day of the posting (friday), I had to go alone and have to trouble munny's mum to fetch me to the clinic. I saw more things on 2nd day, eg wound dressing, wound suturing, asthma attack.... the 1st day most patients came with diabetes and hypertension. Too bad munny wasn't there.

I was getting more boring for the subsequent days as most of the case were normal flu and cough. But there were some interesting cases too, such as impetigo, scleroderma, herpes zoster.... I could still remember we got to see 1 case which the patient cut his finger and was bleeding severly. The doctor tried to stop the bleeding by stitching it. Munny and I were standing there, looking at it without helping. It had taken long time for the doctor to stop the blood. But after around 15 minutes watching, I suddenly felt giddiness. I tried to drink more water and rest awhile, thinking why was I feeling giddy. I never feel giddy b4 while I was watching delivery and this was my 1st time feeling giddy throughtout my life... erm.. 2nd time actually (1st time was when I was having a very severe fever). But after 1/2 minutes rest, I went into the dressing room, continue watching it again.

From this posting, I've learned a lot of things, clinically and also some other fields about medicine which we couldn't learn from the textbook. Lastly, thanks to munny who let me staying at her house and also her parents who treated me all the meals and fetching us here and there. So 'pai se'!!

Ya!! and also I got my present from munny, angie, arathi, jinyu and yi ning...thank u very much!!

KKB Posting...

This was my last KKB posting... and it's supposed to be a good memory for me as arathi and munny were in the same group with me...

This was my 1st time staying in the house instead of the hostel. We had to walk long long way to the town from the house. Arghh....so tired walking... and somemore it' raining... And I dunno what happened to KKB residents. Munny and I walked past a house in the corner and there were some guys inside the house, using those funny funny sound to attract our attention... For sure I didn't bother them because I really hate it... And they scolded us for that... WHAT DA? They are Chinese and I think this is really 'memalukan' Chinese. And during our walk to the town, we also kena kacau by some Malay guys...kept calling us 'Ah Moi'... I really hate it!!!!

Besides that, everything just went well, including our BBQ. Thanks to munny as it was organised by her. Everything just went well as everybody contributed something... I did some preparation of food but so sorry as I didn't help to clean up, as I was busying playing Peurto Rico. hehe....

For hospital teaching, the only new thing I learned was taking reproductive history. I didn't even take any endocrine histroy or do any physical examination. If I ever be inititative a bit, maybe KKB posting would be useful for me. But I was such a lazy bump!! Kept sleeping during the lunch break as I slept quite late at the night before.

Btw, I knew how to play mahjong already. It really depends to our luck if you wanna win. Actually I've learned before but after a year, I've forgotten everything...hehe, due to munny, I managed to win a few games...

And...Ya!! There was a surprise party for arathi and me (again) during the BBQ night. So this was the 2nd party for me but it was an early celebration for arathi...Thanks to munny again.... She was really keen in organizing...haha...

Anyway I did have something that was memorable during my last KKB posting...

"My recent hobby"...

So boring having rotation posting now... It's kinda weird that we have our posting straight after endocrine system, as usually they have it after renal system...

And my 'recent hobby' is 'lepaking' in the uni...ERKKK..... Everyday I am going to school for nothing... except for the 1st 2 days which we had CSU. Last Wed and Thurs, we just had the pathology lab for half an hour per day but I came early in the morning coz I was so lazy to take LRT. Last Wed after our class we go 'gai gai' at Kota Raya, but last Thurs, my class was on 2pm and I came on 9am. So I just stayed in the E-lab and online for around 4 hours before having class since it's quite 'geram' online at home as I couldn't open more than 1 window at the same time. Then after the class, I played board game, Peurto Rico with my class mates...It was quite an intersting game since this was the 1st time I was playing... I think it's quite similar as the millionaire game which you have to buy things and sell things to get your money or victory points... but it's more interesting...

Got a break for Friday which we didn't have class on Friday... And that day was 'Guan Yin Dan' (The birth of Guan Yin?), so my mum brought us to Guan Yin Temple to have our vegetarian lunch there... I did nothing during the weekend except watching TV... I think I was addicted to watching TV... I can watch for whole day non stop... Btw I did my yoga on Friday... after long long time, again I got bodyache after that...but it's just last for 1 day...

Monday... another useless class for only 1 hour. Luckily the class was on morning, so I could go back after the class... But Tuesday our class was on the afternoon and I need to come early too coz I was SO LAZY to take LRT... We were having Community Medicine lectures for these 2 days...and it's SUPER DUPER BORING...came for 1 hour for nothing... It's something about questionaire..we need to come out with a questionaire after the lecture. We didn't discuss and just wrote down some question and we could 'ciao'... Then the next day, some1 has to present the questionaire... The lecturer kept interupting and asking a lot of questions... Aiyo...

But I met Yi Ning yesterday after 6 days... We gave her the presents which we bought at Kota.. We bought some posters, a lot of anime stuff and a cute cute doggie for her... She looked so happy when receiving our presents for her and I really glad that she likes them very much and also the poem that I wrote to her...haha... Buying presents are a troublesome things for me coz I really dunno what to buy...unlike munny as her hobby is buying presents, wrapping presents and drawing b'day cards...

Today, we have Behavioural Sciences lectures. It was more interesting than the Comm Med lectures as we get to watch some funny videos... and we had a role play for the 2nd session. It's kinda useless but at least I enjoyed the class... We were doing role play of interpreter for history taking... and I became an interpreter and I had to translate between Cantonese and English... It's quite difficult for me as both English and Cantonese weren't my mother tongue... It's quite difficult to translate some medical words into Cantonese... eg radiate/spread... I know it in Mandarin...扩散... but how to pronounce it in Cantonese, I really got no idea... And my Malay is deteriorating... I know multi language but none of them is my expert... not even Mandarin... coz sometime in KKB, I found that quite difficult to interview patients with mandarin. What u think wasn't what the patients think.

Tomorrow I am going KKB but will come back on Friday for Hari Raya break... For the 1st time I am staying in the house instead of hostel. Quite looking forward to it coz same group as munny and we are going to bring a lot of entertainment stuuf there but again I am so lazy to go... and I gotta miss 1 episode of 'War and Beauty'... Hope everything turns out well in KKB... Yeap! I haven't revised my CSU stuff yet...

Monday blues...

In E-lab now... Mun Yee and Ning haven't come yet, so I am alone in the library. Reading Ning's and Jin-Yu's blog, only I discovered that I actually haven't thank those who planned the surprise party for us. Everytime forgot to write something...only I remember after posting it...

Gratefully thank to Mun Yee, who was the main planner.... then to Baxter and Poh Tian, the 2nd planner, to Arathi, who accompanied PT and munny to buy cake, to Michelle, Victoria, Chris, Chaozer, Chung and Jacob who were in the scene too...and lastly to Jin-Yu and Ning....(what to thank them?) erm...Happy Birthday to them...(Btw, while I am writing this, Mun Yee has reached and sitting beside me now..) Should I thank myself too? Coz I actually somehow planned it at the beginning...haha....

And also, I like the cake very very much....Because chocolate is my favourite...YEAH!!!

Eh...I shall be sitting in the cubicle and reading breast examination la...what am I doing here now?

Today...

Just finished my endocrine exam...As what I predicted, I did very bad in this exam...It wasn't that tough but I didn't prepare well...I did study everyday, why I ended up like this? Tell me!!

Firstly, what I read didn't come out, and what I didn't read...all came out....Paul Chen's NOTE!!! Ok..I think I deserve it..bcoz ppl who are lazy like me won't get good results!! When I am complaining that I dunno how to do the question, and my friend said that she knows everything...can you imagine how bad I feel?

OK OK...stop thinking about that anymore.. later I am going to celebrate friend's birthday at redbox (again)!! Don't let it spoilt my mood...Hope everything turns out nicely as what we planned....

In E-lab now, can't write too much, will update recent news about me later at home..BYE!!

Back to UNI!!

Today is the 3rd day I am backed in UNI... I can't get use to it...still in holiday mood!! No mood to study at all... still stuck in the very 1st lecture notes..SIGH...

Doing PBL now...I have to do three topics...I hate doing investigation...Anyone can help me ar? Water deprivation test, pituitary function test and skull radiographs... haih.... Any1? I am looking for help here!!! PLS!!!

Haih... Stop daydreaming and just carry on to do your PBL!!! Bye...

Got my results...

Got my results today... I passed my exam... Hooray!!! Most of my friends passed too!! Congratulations to those who passed! Yeah!!

After I took the results, again, I went to Plaza Rakyat. Last time I just window shopping, because I didn't bring money. This time, I bought something-- Gong Qi Jun's animation. I wonder when I can finish the dvd, there are 12 movies in 4 dvds. Ok... now I got 4 dvds, 2 novels, 1 Japanse drama and a few movies include "Kingdom of Heaven", "The Eye 10"......And I keep borrowing movies from my friends....

Then around 7, I went to Sungai Wang with my mother. I've asked few of my friends but no1 wanna accompany me...*sigh*... So here I just report what I gained during this trip to Sg. Wang. I got a poster of Leo Ku with his signature, I shook his hands and I took some pictures of him with my dad's hp which are not very clear. But I left early when his was still signing, he didn't even sing. I wonder they play games after the signing session. Still wondering whether wanna go to his concert or not. I can't see him clearly in the concert but I wanna listen to his singing. But I can just listen to the cd if I just wanna listen to his songs... Haih... CONFLICTS!!!! What do you think?

p/s: Thanks to my mother who accompany me to Sg. Wang... Muaks!!

Viva~~

I went to check the viva list today... It suppose to be out at 10.00am but delayed till 12.00pm. It was terrible to wait from 8.30am to 12.00pm... Yi Ning and I kept praying and praying... hoping that both of us are not in the list.

Few of us were sitting at the bench outside the e-lab. I kept looking at AAD, guessing who is the staff who is going to put up the results. Steve, who I think is too boring, kept telling us that the viva list is out...ok la...actually he just fooled us once. Remember the story of "The wolf has come"? When Steve told us that the viva list has out for the 2nd time, everyone hesitated. Haha...

Well... Luckily I am not in the list. I think it is quite scary for those who kena viva. You have to talk while you're thinking. Somemore the lecturers in IMU are very scary. They can make you nervous until you will forget what you're doing. And you have only half a day to prepare for it. (Btw earlier I have said that I am going to prepare for the viva... and actually I've just read a few Immuno notes only...hehe...) So... for those who kena viva... hope all of you can pass...

After that I went to Plaza Rakyat with Yi Ning... just to relax myself. Walking in those shops, almost every shop is playing the theme song of "Full House". Emm...I like this song...Lalalala.... I like the drama too... Although Rain is not handsome in that drama, he is really cute!!! haha.... And also the heroin..Song Hui Qiao...I prefer her in this drama than in "Autumn in My Heart".

Finally, I hope everybody can PASS.... YEAH!!!

Finished exam!!

考完试了。。。捱了6个礼拜。。。终于都考完了。。。

第一次在考完试后，感到如此恐慌。以前的考试，我总是随遇而安，知道自己准备充分，就算有careless mistakes，也都不会考得太差。可是这次，我真的害怕了。。。害怕自己会“肥佬”。

后悔已经来不及了！但是我又不觉得后悔。心情很矛盾。。。一方面觉得自己真的都有在K书，一方面又觉得自己也有一直在K电视。

友人说我看起来真的很有信心。天知道！我真的做到很差耶！有史以来，这是我最没信心的考试。SAQ，OSPE和OSCE，比较有信心的只是OSCE。是比较哟！不是超级有信心哟！其它两个我真的很想去撞墙。不会做的，我没话讲；会做的，又粗心，没看清楚题目；有些读过了，又忘记；要不然就不够时间做完，气死人啦！！！

有Senior说，这次的考试真的比较难！听到这，心情才稍为好过一点。。。听说是我们班太大一班了，他们要踢掉很多人，所以就出到很难的考题。如果真的是这样，那我还没那样难受，因为考试后，我真的觉得自己很笨耶！

今天先休息一天，明天要开始准备VIVA。唉！考完试了，还要读书！希望这次VIVA的准备，都是白费的。那些很聪明的朋友，全都起程回家了，完全不担心VIVA的问题。真的很羡慕他们！当你在哭诉很难很难的时候，他们却不当那是一回事，你就会觉得你是属于笨蛋那一族。

之前还奢想要拿A，哈哈，现在？及格就谢天谢地罗！朋友们，我真的没你们想像的那么好啊！

明天。。。要加油了！！

GI exam...

I just finished my GI exam....

Before the exam, I know I didn't prepare well...

During the exam, I thought I performed quite well...

After the exam, I know the answers I wrote didn't suit the question well....

How stupid I was, I have so many careless mistakes....

So..remember... never be so confidence during the exam.... you will be disappointed...

Results!!

Today our haemato results are coming out. Guess what? There are only 12 of 199 get A. 12?? Oh my God!! This is terrible! (Frankly speaking, I really hope that I am one of the twelve or at least an A-.)

Maybe I didn’t pray hard before I left the house today (because I really forgot today the results are coming out), I didn’t get a grade that I expected. How am I going to tell my parents about this? Usually I don’t tell them my results, coz our results will definitely send to them. But today, when my father was sending me, I told him the truth. This is the first time I tell him about my results since I studying in IMU. I think it is better to get scolded by him now than when he gets my results later. Luckily he didn’t scold me MUCH.

OK...trying to figure out why I didn’t do well in this exam...I think there are 3 reasons. Firstly, I didn’t study hard. Secondly, I didn’t really study hard and lastly I studied not hard ENOUGH. (haha...learned this from DR. RICHARD LOH)

OK OK...I wanna study now!! Don't disturb me!!

By the way, congrats to those who get A and A- (I only know a few of them). (Can u smell some sour taste?...haha...)

BUSY...

Busy...busy...and busy....

Yesterday I just finished my mock OSCE. It didn't really turn out well, but it's just a mock! So... forget it!

Anyway, for those who are goign to have mosck OSCE and exam next few days, GOOD LUCK to you guys!!! Pray hard but also study hard!

Lastly, I am still busy...busy and busy.....*sigh*~~

CSU session

Today I feel quite happy because I've just finished my CSU session that has actually stressed me a lot since the last night. I can't really sleep well last night because I kept having my nightmare about CSU. SO STRESS!!

But now I've already finished my CSU! We are doing history taking for this CSU. I quite worried before that as my communication skills are terrible. Although I didn't get any compliment from our 'FAVOURITE SIMULATED PATIENTS', at least I didn't get scolded.