Thursday, February 15, 2007

Boring...

Since I got nothing better to do, I changed the blog music. It's actually a song from Goong S, but I decided to put the pure music of it, instead of the song. The original song was sung by Howl, the singer who sang the Goong's theme song too. I like his voice very much, but I think it's better to put music instead of song for the blog. That's why I changed to this music instead of keeping the "Beautiful Love" song. So, how's this song? Nice?

I also editted my pic, do you notice? I actually make it smaller so that I look thinner! Haha...

Actually I gotta revise my studies, but everyday I keep online, watching TV.... Sigh... I cannot be so lazy!!! At least I've tried to study the fluid replacement thingy. Haha...

Ok for now... gotta go to bath...

P/S: To Annegel, a good news for u!!! I can go out with you tomorrow... Happy??

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

{Movie} 生日快乐

之前就很想看这部电影。很喜欢这类型的电影,虽然知道不会有特别的惊喜,但是我还是喜欢刘若英演戏。

整部电影真的没什么惊喜,平平淡淡,连结局也是我意料之内。不过我还是觉得刘若英是一个"戏精",演戏也太厉害了吧,完全把古天乐给比下去了。古天乐这帅哥,只有做花瓶的份。不过不得不承认,他演戏有进步啦!还有其他的配角,也有我满喜欢的演员,好像周俊伟,可是他变胖了,哈哈!以前他刚出道时,还是一个很babyface的男孩。

说回电影情节,觉得小米和小南就一直错过彼此,明明是喜欢对方的,却总拿"好朋友"来当藉口。虽然我相信男女之间,友情是存在的,可是他俩亲密的程度,就连瞎子也看得出来,他在等着她,她也在等着他。

如果我是小米,当我知道真相后,会很生气小南。生气他没让我陪着他,生气他没告诉我,生气他骗我。我宁愿陪着他死,也不愿被人蒙在鼓里,懵懵懂懂地过日子,因为纸始终是包不住火的。我觉得两人相爱应该坦诚相待,互相信任。

或许是我想太多了吧!这样的结局,小米应该是最幸福的。不过还是觉得刘若英和古天乐不衬,好像姐弟恋,因为刘若英样子实在太。。。嗯。。。不是老。。。是太有经历的感觉。

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

悼念婆婆记

我以为我不会哭的。其实跟婆婆不是很亲,从小不是和她住,再加上福建话不是很灵光,也不能和她聊天。所以一直认为如果婆婆去世时,应该只会难过,可是不会哭的。但是我错了!

婆婆去世前一天,我还有到医院去看她。她已经不认得我们了,只认得姑姑和几个伯伯。看着她身上插着很多管,真是惨不忍睹。那时她的心跳是160多,血压也只有80/50mmHg。医生说她只是靠着药物生存,如果婆婆要回家,就必须拔掉那些管子,也就是说拔掉她的生命。婆婆那时已不能说话,但却很坚持要回家。那时我已经觉得婆婆应该撑不了多久(我很坏吧?)。当天晚上,不能说话的婆婆,竟然大吵大闹,吵着要回家。结果第二天早上,姑姑和爸爸就把她送回家了。

婆婆去世当天,我还在芙蓉上课。那时手机一直在震,上着课,又不能接电话。可是我也已经猜到是什么一回事了,只是没想到那么快。哥哥的一个简讯,说婆婆去世了,要我快些回家,更让我无法专心听书,只是想着快点放学。一上完课,我就跟Mr. Lionel说要请假,那时我已经是眼眶都是泪,他还一直问东问西的。然后每个人又一直问,结果我就当场哭了,真丢脸。我什么也没想,就一直冲回PJ。

回到家乡,一进门口,婆婆的遗体就放在客厅中央。看着婆婆,只觉得她好像在沉睡,很安祥。婆婆今年93岁,照华人风俗,华人加一岁,然后自己又加一岁,天地加一岁,这边加加,那边加加,就加到100岁了。很神奇,无论数学多精,我怎么也不会算。所以婆婆的葬礼算是"笑丧"。

终于,这一次算是全家最完整的聚会。身在外地的堂哥堂姐们,都一一回来了。整个葬礼,其实并没有太伤心的气氛,除了姑姑每次靠近婆婆的遗体时,会哭之外。因为是笑丧,全家人都穿着红彤彤的衣服,我本人是觉得太夸张了点。

其实跟婆婆不是很亲,真的不知道要跟她说些什么。最近因为她生病的关系,有时会过来我们家住,福建话不灵光的我,只能听她说话,然后"嗯嗯"地回应她。无论如何,还是要说一句:

"婆婆,安息吧!"

Monday, February 12, 2007

{Song Sharing Time} Beautiful Love (蔡健雅)

很喜欢这首歌。留意歌词,每一句我都很喜欢,再加上旋律朗朗上口。如果有幸,可以找到一个美丽的爱情,真的是死而无憾!

Beautiful Love (蔡健雅)
作詞:葛大為 作曲:黃漢青 編曲:Adam Lee

看住時間 別讓它再流浪
從前我 太適應悲傷
你的出現在無意中 卻深深撼動我
一起走著 沒說什麼 心是滿足的

這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受

Love's beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love's beautiful so beautiful
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 
都能證明 一生的美麗

Love's beautiful so beautiful~

Sunday, February 11, 2007

New Look!!

Change my blog's background! Just want to have a new look before Chinese New Year. I just pick the template from blogger, never go and search for a prettier one. I was just lazy. Mun Yee, interested to help me to design another new blogskin?

Long-waited post

So sorry guys, I know you guys kept clicking into my blog and left with disappointment. I was just having a busy time with my studies, my exams, my grandma's funeral, watching TVB dramas and... Furthermore, I don't really have much chance to online because 'you know why'. (Haha)

Will post some recent updates of myself. I will be having a 3 weeks holidays, starting from today. Since this year I couldn't celebrate CNY, so I think I would have more time and thus I planned to study during these holidays. I know everyone will be scolding me because of the plan, but hold on, it's just a plan, I think it's not that easy to follow the plan but I 'll try my best to at least study something. So no need to bother about the plan, anyone who wants to ask me out, go ahead, since I've been isolating myself in Seremban for such a long time. I need to have some break too.

Having post-exam syndrome. Everytime after exam, I have the feeling of losing focus. I have no mood to do anything, even watching TV. The day before I had exam, I wasn't studying but watching the TVB dramas that my house owner rented. It's ok, I will recover soon. No worries!

Finished my MCQ exam on Friday and the clinical exam on Monday. I would say I was quite lucky to get a quite easy case and a nice lecturer. Although I couldn't really answer the questions that Mr. Istiaq asked, I think he won't fail me gua. But you won't know until the last moment when you get your results. Like last time the exam for Family Medicine, I thought the external examiner was the nice one, but she was the one who failed my friends. And I got a C for my clinical exam because of her. The MCQ was not that tough, but it's MCQ! I had much uncertainty when writing the answer. But I think I will do better than the Internal Med MCQ, because I only got C+ for that. I think I won't fail, but just couldn't pass with flying colours. So regret that I didn't study hard for surgery. I got 1 week off because of my grandma's funeral, then the 1st two weeks of the posting, I was too relaxing because there was Christmas and New Year holidays. And thus, there were 4 weeks left for me to study. *Sigh* There is no more chance for me to pass with distinction in clinical school.

Finished surgery posting. Actually I like surgery more compared to Internal Medicine. I get to see different operations in the OT (operation theatre), like mastectomy, hernia repair and Janulay procedure for hydrocoele and operation for hypospadia. The mastectomy was the 1st operation I saw for surgery posting, it was done by Miss Kallyani, and I can still remember the operation coz I was too amazed. If I got chance, maybe I might specialized in Surgery, like Miss Grace!! Haha... I think you guys dunno who she is. She is the only Chinese female surgeon in Seremban Hospital. Tell you guys another thing, for surgeon, we don't call them doctor, we call them Mr. for male surgeon and Miss for female surgeon.

Ok, don't want to bore you with my studies stuff. Let's me update you guys with my social life. Haha, don't misunderstand, no bf!! Haha... still hang around with the same gang, Jia Ki, Baxter, Yaw Yee, Fraser and Xian-Nian. Maybe next sem can hang around with some other new friends since the groupings were be changed. Looking forward to the next sem grouping, Jiaki, Yawyee, Xian-Nian and I would be in same group, with Johan, Renee, Ben, Joseph and a lot more that I can't remember. Hope my next group would be a good group, don't make a lot of trouble. *Cross my fingers*

Though I was quite busy with my studies, I did watch some TVB dramas that my house owner rented. Recently, I was watching 'Tie Xue Bao Biao', 'Yummy Yummy' and 'Tian Mu Xia De Lian Ren' (The Canopy of Love). My sister also downloaded some Korean dramas, such as 'Snow Queen' and 'Goong S' but I decided not to watch them anymore because they were not that nice. I think I still prefer TVB dramas more. I miss Kim San Soon, Goong and Bad Family.

Actually wanted to post something about my grandma long time ago, but was too busy. Maybe will update a post for her, but see if I got mood 1st la...

Till here for this post. Long enough to satisfy you guys? Haha... expecting a lot of comments from you all... Happy Valentine's day and Happy Chinese New Year!!! Remember to ask me out for this holidays, if not I can't meet you guys until I finish my Sem 7 finals which will be held during August 2007. Call me anytime, I am on-call 24 hours... Haha...