很喜欢这首歌。留意歌词，每一句我都很喜欢，再加上旋律朗朗上口。如果有幸，可以找到一个美丽的爱情，真的是死而无憾！
Beautiful Love (蔡健雅)
作詞：葛大為 作曲：黃漢青 編曲：Adam Lee
看住時間 別讓它再流浪
從前我 太適應悲傷
你的出現在無意中 卻深深撼動我
一起走著 沒說什麼 心是滿足的
這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受
Love's beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我
Love's beautiful so beautiful
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘
都能證明 一生的美麗
Love's beautiful so beautiful~
Change my blog's background! Just want to have a new look before Chinese New Year. I just pick the template from blogger, never go and search for a prettier one. I was just lazy. Mun Yee, interested to help me to design another new blogskin?
So sorry guys, I know you guys kept clicking into my blog and left with disappointment. I was just having a busy time with my studies, my exams, my grandma's funeral, watching TVB dramas and... Furthermore, I don't really have much chance to online because 'you know why'. (Haha)
Will post some recent updates of myself. I will be having a 3 weeks holidays, starting from today. Since this year I couldn't celebrate CNY, so I think I would have more time and thus I planned to study during these holidays. I know everyone will be scolding me because of the plan, but hold on, it's just a plan, I think it's not that easy to follow the plan but I 'll try my best to at least study something. So no need to bother about the plan, anyone who wants to ask me out, go ahead, since I've been isolating myself in Seremban for such a long time. I need to have some break too.
Having post-exam syndrome. Everytime after exam, I have the feeling of losing focus. I have no mood to do anything, even watching TV. The day before I had exam, I wasn't studying but watching the TVB dramas that my house owner rented. It's ok, I will recover soon. No worries!
Finished my MCQ exam on Friday and the clinical exam on Monday. I would say I was quite lucky to get a quite easy case and a nice lecturer. Although I couldn't really answer the questions that Mr. Istiaq asked, I think he won't fail me gua. But you won't know until the last moment when you get your results. Like last time the exam for Family Medicine, I thought the external examiner was the nice one, but she was the one who failed my friends. And I got a C for my clinical exam because of her. The MCQ was not that tough, but it's MCQ! I had much uncertainty when writing the answer. But I think I will do better than the Internal Med MCQ, because I only got C+ for that. I think I won't fail, but just couldn't pass with flying colours. So regret that I didn't study hard for surgery. I got 1 week off because of my grandma's funeral, then the 1st two weeks of the posting, I was too relaxing because there was Christmas and New Year holidays. And thus, there were 4 weeks left for me to study. *Sigh* There is no more chance for me to pass with distinction in clinical school.
Finished surgery posting. Actually I like surgery more compared to Internal Medicine. I get to see different operations in the OT (operation theatre), like mastectomy, hernia repair and Janulay procedure for hydrocoele and operation for hypospadia. The mastectomy was the 1st operation I saw for surgery posting, it was done by Miss Kallyani, and I can still remember the operation coz I was too amazed. If I got chance, maybe I might specialized in Surgery, like Miss Grace!! Haha... I think you guys dunno who she is. She is the only Chinese female surgeon in Seremban Hospital. Tell you guys another thing, for surgeon, we don't call them doctor, we call them Mr. for male surgeon and Miss for female surgeon.
Ok, don't want to bore you with my studies stuff. Let's me update you guys with my social life. Haha, don't misunderstand, no bf!! Haha... still hang around with the same gang, Jia Ki, Baxter, Yaw Yee, Fraser and Xian-Nian. Maybe next sem can hang around with some other new friends since the groupings were be changed. Looking forward to the next sem grouping, Jiaki, Yawyee, Xian-Nian and I would be in same group, with Johan, Renee, Ben, Joseph and a lot more that I can't remember. Hope my next group would be a good group, don't make a lot of trouble. *Cross my fingers*
Though I was quite busy with my studies, I did watch some TVB dramas that my house owner rented. Recently, I was watching 'Tie Xue Bao Biao', 'Yummy Yummy' and 'Tian Mu Xia De Lian Ren' (The Canopy of Love). My sister also downloaded some Korean dramas, such as 'Snow Queen' and 'Goong S' but I decided not to watch them anymore because they were not that nice. I think I still prefer TVB dramas more. I miss Kim San Soon, Goong and Bad Family.
Actually wanted to post something about my grandma long time ago, but was too busy. Maybe will update a post for her, but see if I got mood 1st la...
Till here for this post. Long enough to satisfy you guys? Haha... expecting a lot of comments from you all... Happy Valentine's day and Happy Chinese New Year!!! Remember to ask me out for this holidays, if not I can't meet you guys until I finish my Sem 7 finals which will be held during August 2007. Call me anytime, I am on-call 24 hours... Haha...
今天搭火车回芙蓉时，在KL Central KTM 遇见两个帅哥。真的很帅噢！是“鬼佬” ！然后我们搭同一辆车。在车上，我就想，他们在哪一个站下车？结果竟然跟我同一站，在芙蓉下车。整个路程，我就一直望着他们两个。哈哈！蛮养眼的！可是我好像被发现了，因为其中一个也一直看着我看着他。他们讲着一些我听不懂的话，所以我不知道他们是哪里来的。他们干嘛来马来西亚呢？哈哈，不要怪我太无聊，因为我实在太久没见过帅哥了！
Got my results today…. I passed… but I got B- only…. B- is considered fail in phase 1!!! There are 2 people got A but they are in different posting. In Internal Med, 3 ppl got B+, 3 ppl got B so B- is just the average. Prof Cheong is said to be very nice, the most lenient lecturer… The other 2 students who under him got B+ and I got B- only. So you can imagine how I did in the exam…. But I can never change the history again. Regret didn’t study, but later I think even I studied, I still couldn’t answer his questions. Jealous those who don’t really study but can do well in exam… Why can’t I be like one of them?
I really wanna do well in my exam, couldn’t imagine if my parents got my results, how will they response? I think I disappointed them. Sometimes I think I am spending too much money in studying medicine. RM30,5000 per semester… Those who don’t understand will think I am very rich la… But now I am just struggling for my life… Have to worry about my tuition fees…
Got scolded by Dr. Loh today. I was elected to be the discipline leader of the Family Medicine posting. So I gotta take attendance and control the discipline of the group. And today, there were 4 students late for his class and Bax and me kena scolded. People never attend class I also kena scold. People ponteng class I kena scold again. People don’t adhere to dress code, I kena scold also. Why is he putting so much pressure on me? Staff Nurse Khairun told me today, Dr. Loh is very particular about discipline, so I am very important. If there is anyone in our batch has some discipline problem, Dr. Loh will discipline-trained me. And she actually went through the test, and it was very ‘menakutkan’. I don’t understand, if the student got discipline problem, train him/her la, why train me? I think I am quite self-discipline but I really dunno how to make others to be more discipline. All these gotta depend on the attitude of individual. If he can’t control himself, how can other people control him? If Dr. Loh gonna train me like that….erm…NO! HE WON’T!! So you guys better take care of your discipline, if not... you won’t be seeing me in this world anymore, I would be tortured by Dr. Loh till death….
In the 1st few weeks of Internal Med, I thought I was coping well. But now, I just feel like hiding myself from this world. I dun like Seremban, but I dun like to stay back in PJ either. I wanna go to some where else without all these trouble. Just give me some break!!! I miss my phase 1 friends, my college friends and my high school friends. There is no1 I can talk to here in Seremban. No1 has similar interest as me…. I just can’t click with them… Every1 is so different here compared to phase 1, I couldn’t describe…I just feel different… or maybe I am the one who being so naïve and innocent… Never ever trust any1 easily, k??
I wanna go sing K again. That day I was not satisfied enough. I was sick couldn’t sing the songs I wanna sing and I dunno what songs to choose. Now I realize I got a lot of songs wanna sing…. But I am broke!!! Btw, quite fed up of Seremban food. Everyday gotta think what to eat, can’t I just have a pill which I will become full after eating it? Seremban food is so so so expensive!!!
Ok.. Don’t worry… I’ll be fine… just wanna express all my feelings… dun wanna put it all in my heart!!!
Recently watched movie: WTC and Stormbreaker
1) WTC
Watched it with Racine, Baxter, Michelle Chong, Yee Heng, Brandon and Ling Wei in Terminal 1. I think it's been quite a long time that I didn't watch movie in the cinema. Let me think... my last movie in cinema should be... erm... I can't remember!!! OK.... this proved that I long time didn't watch movie already.
Usually I only watched movie that I looking forward long. But I did't expected to watch this movie b4. Actually I didn't know about this movie at first, I kinda lost track to the world ady. Actually Racine suggested to watch "The Silk", but Baxter doesn't want to watch that (because he scare? haha...) Actually I felt like watching "The Silk" too coz I never watch horror movie in the cinema.
No much expectation, but I think it's quite touching. I cried...
2) Stormbreaker
Watched it with Baxter, Sofie, Wat, Fairus and Ronald. It was after our exam, me and bax were doing nothing in the library and Sofie called bax and asked us to go for a movie. We went to Jusco. We didn't plan to watch which moovie yet and there were only 4 movies showing. "Open season", "Stormbreaker" and 2 other Malay movies. So we decided to watch "Stormbreaker" coz ronald and bax didn't wanna watch open season.
The hero was so cute...ermm... what's his name de?? Alex sumthing....he is 16 yo now...haih.. too young for me la....haha....
However I missed the front part for these 2 movies...I dun like missing any part of the movie. I always enter the cinema earlier and enjoy watching the trailers....
p/s: still can't remember wat movie I watched b4 the WTC. Gubra?? Gotta check back my blog.... mayb I wrote it in my blog...
很失落... 每次在很兴奋之后，就会觉得很失落...
昨天去唱K，很开心，因为已经大概有４个月没唱了。可是，我已经很落后了，完全不知道现在流行什么歌。按那个新歌推介，１０首没有１首是会的。唉！其实并不是说没时间去update自己，只是没有管道，没有电视机，没有收音机，没有streamyx...
开心，因为考完试了！过后也很失落。书没读完，就这样去考。后悔... 很后悔！一定要努力，发生那么多事，如果我还这样下去，真的很对不起家人...
很烦！烦CFCS的事... 要迁就很多人，烦！为什我是leader？多了很多不必要的麻烦，花了很多不必要的钱... 要省！要省！为什么钱不会从天空掉下来？
一直是很单纯地相信任何人。可是年纪越大，看到越多人性的丑陋。开始不相信任何人，不要轻易相信人... 因为人是最可怕的动物。
Ok... I found I did something stupid!! I was checking my blog whenever I posted something and there were never be any replies. I was wondering why.... until just now. I actually changed some of the settings to moderate the comments. Actually I didn't know what's it mean by "moderate comment", I just click "yes" and thus the comments weren't appearing... Sorry guys... but I've changed back the settings....
Today is my last day of Internal Medicine Posting. Erm... actually is tomorrow. I've just finished my long case exam which was supposed to be tomorrow initially. Was damn stressed b4 the exam. I just got to know the exam was changed to today when I asked Prof Cheong yesterday. And... the MO didn't want to give us any tips... I haven't finished studying... I haven't been practising a lot in the wards...regret that been so relaxed for the whole 7 weeks and during the Hari Raya break.
However the exam was not that scary as I thought. Maybe Prof CHeong was too busy today. He had to take Sem 9 and Sem 6 for exam, and also Sem 5 for CP. So he took Sem 9 1st, and Sem 6 later. I think he was rushing, until Sem 6's turn, he became a bit 'chin chai', never ask us to perform PE in front of him and only asked about the investigations. But I couldn't answer quite a lot of questions he asked, and he kept hinting me and I was so thick-headed. He asked me about the physiology stuff which I never bothered to revise. Ya.. I admit... I've not been studying enough! However, at the end, he said, "It's enoough for semester 6." I guessed he said I passed? Or he was trying to comfort me?
Actually I cheated also. I missed the pleural effusion. I percuss the right lower zone of the chest, it was dull and I thought it was the liver dullness. Then I didn't bothered about it. But later during the ward round, Dr. Cheah presented the case to Dato' Kew, then I only found out there was plueral effusion in that patient. I looked at the BHT (wonder why you can look at the BHT during the exam), and there was reduced air entry. So I did another full Respi examination again. I think the patient was quite annoyed coz he was so quite lethargic but I kept disturbing him. But what to do? I was so nervous!!
Come back to the cheating thing, actually it's very easy to cheat in the exam. You can bring books...only for sem 6. You can ask your friend to help you out by looking the BHT. You can ask the HO for the case before the exam. For me, the BHT was just beside me. So how could I don't look at it? (When I was writing this, I was hoping that no lecturers will read my blog..)
Anyway, everything's ended now. But I still gotta do my case report and case summaries, gotta submit by tomorrow. Oh.. ya!! Also gotta write some commnets about Internal Medicine for Prof Esha. I think I finished all that 1st, then only I will summarize my Internal Medicine Posting.
应瑾瑜要求，我们又开始玩起文字游戏来了。这次是由我出题 --＂爱情不能做比较＂。贻宁要玩吗？瑾瑜你得空再出题吧！
其实一个礼拜前就写好了，一直没有时间post上来。
爱恨交缠
情意绵绵
不吭一声
能了解对方吗？
作为情人 却
比陌生人
较陌生
爱 曾洒在你脸
情 曾烙在我心
不吵不闹 不哭不啼
能为你
做一切
比任何人
较幸福
爱是自私的
情是自利的
不是你最爱的
能撑多久？
做一切 你都无法满足
比起你的她 她
较完美
爱难守
情难久
不得不质疑 爱你的心
能够长久吗？
做只宠物 或许
比做情人
较幸福
爱 或许已不在
情也已逝
不能再挽留
能够的话
做知己也许会好些
比起当情人
较没负担
