happy as time goes by....

港澳之旅第一天（一）- 无法置信走千里

2011-05-29T20:52:00.015+08:00

出发去香港之前一晚，大概10点才开始收拾行李，只花了大概半个小时就搞定了！我很行吧！当晚我还看电视剧看到很夜，大概十二点才睡。第二天，又七早八早，三点钟就起身了！

大概四点钟到了June的家，我们搭着之前叫的德士，浩浩荡荡地出发了。的士费用一程RM130。到达新加坡机场，大约是五点钟了，肚子开始饿了，June叫了一套McD Breakfast，我就吃着我的葡式蛋挞（在Justart买的），大家都吃得不亦乐乎。我，Doris和Kew，我们都不吃牛肉。June竟然叫了一份汉堡包是有牛肉的。我和kew都吃不出来，如果不是doris，我们都不知道不小心吃下了牛肉。哈哈！

吃饱饱后，我们也准备check-in，要出发咯！兴奋的心情一直不能平静。哈哈！一直以为新加坡的海关很严格，其实也还好啦！june的水瓶也可以过关。搭着TigerAirline的飞机，跟AirAsia的班机，一样的窄小。还好我是那种适应能力强的人，在飞机上也可以睡觉。睡了1 小时多，其他时间还好有我的iPhone打发时间，在飞机上的时间才不会那么难熬。

Kew, June and Bee Yan in Tiger Airlines

从飞机拍出来的天空

抵达香港时，大约是10点半。大家陆陆续续打电话报平安。坐了4小时的飞机，可以伸展下身体。

抵达香港国际机场

通往入境检查的途中

需乘搭火车

火车内

入境香港咯

过海关后，拿了行李，在Information Counter，可以询问到酒店的方法。那边有两位工作人员，可以说很流利的中文和英文。总觉得香港的旅游业很旺盛，所有的旅游景点，都很方便。在机场的资料，也有很大的帮助。其实，在之前，我们有想要买香港旅游书来看。到了香港，发现根本就没那个需要。因为在香港机场的资料，已经足够了，而且又是免费的。

工作人员教我们搭巴士到酒店，一人才港币33。我们一班懒人，决定乘搭的士，简单又方便。哈哈！

港澳之旅 - 序

2011-05-26T21:46:00.005+08:00

向往去香港已很久了。应该是从小就看港剧长大，深受港剧影响，一直都很向往到香港旅行。记得前几年已有计划去香港旅行了，资料已经查得七七八八，计划却泡汤了。资料我还一直有收着，希望还是有机会实现我的港澳之旅的。

终于，在我接近完成我的实习医生的生涯，下定决心，约了三位同事朋友，订了飞机票和住宿，一步一步迈进香港及澳门了。说真的，这个计划也真的差点儿泡汤了，真的有惊无险。一开始，人数不足。我一向来觉得去旅行应该要双数人数的，可是一直都只有三个人。其他朋友要不就已经去过香港，要不就没兴趣，大多都只想去台湾而已。而我本身已经去过台湾旅行了，当然不会在近期内再到台湾啦！

集好人数，订了机票和住宿，却在临出发的一个星期，我的笨蛋老板竟然不批我们的假期。真的真的以为会泡汤了，我们也作好准备换机票时间和取消住宿。哈哈，在出发前两天，抱着最后希望，带着一副无辜的脸去求老板，竟然碰到老板心情好的那一天，在最后一分钟竟然批了我们的假期。也在同一天，我的viva也过了。真是我的幸运日！哈哈！

订机票由Doris负责，而我则负责订了住宿。花了一些时间上网查了些资料，其中最有用的网站是Jovial 的部落格。里头完完全全有详细的行程、地点、照片等等。

整个行程大约花了RM2,000。我换了HKD2500 (大约RM1000)，用剩HKD36。哈哈！

花费：

来回机票（Tiger Airline）：RM647.70
住宿（香港领事酒店）：HKD320 / night = 3 nights HKD480/person
（澳门东亚酒店）：HKD420 / night = HKD210/person
吃吃喝喝：~HKD500
交通：~HKD250
海洋公园如门票：HKD199
杜莎夫人蜡像馆如门票+来回山顶缆车：HKD143
昂坪360缆车来回票：HKD85
GIORDANO衣服（共5件）：HKD483
其他如纪念品：HKD450

整个旅程蛮省的，大家都吃得很少又很饱。交通方面搭地铁小巴和11号巴士，也很省。哈哈！我应该走了一年走的路吧！有机会应该会再去多一次吧！还有一些地方没去到。好想念香港哦！

我想你

2010-12-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

很想你。

很想用文字来记载所有与你有关的事迹。所有开心的，难过的，欢喜的，愤怒的。

才发现，文字已不足以形容我们在一起，说长不长，说短不短的时光。

所有的一切，都已深深的烙印在我的脑海里。那你呢？是否也会挂念我，想着我？

我想你。很想很想你。

我爱你

2010-12-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

又哭了。为了你，我又哭了。

明知道是没有结果的事情，可是还一直以为可以开花结果。

需要别人一再的提醒我，我还是没醒过来。

我还是再憧憬着和你的未来。

理智告诉我，应该和你断绝这不健康的关系。

我却一再又一再地让自己沉陷下去。

我希望我可以在自私些，那我俩都不会那么痛苦了。

我爱你，会用这辈子来爱你。

给老公的 Muacks muacks

2009-04-18T16:09:00.005+08:00

很高兴可以认识你。真的没想到在茫茫人海当中，还可以认识你。

我相信一切都是缘份。在GAME里面，其实在之前，我也有几个男朋友，但是都不长久。因为我一直都没认真。我常常只是想，这不过是一个GAME罢了，不需要太认真。

数一数，在game里面，在你之前，我差不多都有5个男朋友了。我没有经过深思熟虑，当人家叫我当女朋友，我们就去church了。当然，在认识你之前，我也曾拒绝过几个狂蜂浪蝶，我不是那么随便的。但是那么多game里面的男朋友，你是唯一一个我们会sms和讲电话的。

很谢谢mico1188。因为有她，我们才会认识。因为她邀请我进guild，我才会认识那么多人，当然当中也有你。Muacks muacks

忘了我们是几时认识的，也忘了我们认识多久了，大概是3月尾认识的吧！其实一开始我也没认真，只是觉得我们还蛮合得来的。我一直认为，在网上认识朋友是很危险的东西，所以我之前一直都没有认真。到现在，我还没和任何人说我们的关系，因为我觉得别人不会认同。

我们认识不久，就结婚了。虽然结婚的过程多灾多难，不过最后也结得成了。有时我觉得我们发展的太快，会对这段感情起疑。因为我对你是完全不了解的，你对我也是完全不了解的。到现在，你还不知道我的名字吧！所以你应该会觉得我有时会忽冷忽热的。应该是说我对这份感情没什么信心吧！我曾经想过，当我工作后，没时间再玩game时，我也应该不会和你继续发展下去。因为我一直很理智地认为，game是game，现实是现实。可是当我发现你不是这样想的时候，我很担心，怕你太投入，我会伤了你。我真的不想伤害任何人。

可是，现在的我，开始会想我们的将来了。虽然我对我们的将来还是很模糊的，可是我依然会对我们的未来有憧憬。那天当你告诉我，你有两个小孩，我当时真的吓了一跳。可是，后来想了想，我很高兴你对我的坦白。这也表示你对这份感情的认真。

我真的很期待与你相遇的日子，虽然不知道会在何时。老公，我爱你！Muackssss.....

我不知道

2009-04-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

其实我不知道，我真的不知道。

我会害怕，却又担心。

将来会如何？没有让人知道。

再看吧！

古巨基 - 友共情

2009-04-01T17:26:00.003+08:00

A song for all my friends... Hope our friendship lasts forever... I like this song so much because of the meaning of this song. Soon, everyone would be busy with their own job and family, we might not have many opportunities to meet each other again~~ I always appreciate the moment that we've been together~~ Thank you all my friends... Muackss...

古巨基 - 友共情

I couldn't find an english translation of this song. Wanted to translate it but I am not confident with my english... hehe...

A Day Out to Times Square~~

2009-03-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

I've been too boring as staying at home for almost 24 hours. Finally I decided to hang out since this month is mega sales month... I thought I can get a chance to shop in Times Square...

I met up my friend and settled our trip stuff.. and then we head on to Times Square to meet my other friend... We have lunch in Gasoline. This was my first time here. I kinda like this place, very unique style of design. The food here was so-so... Hehe...

We took a picture in the Gasoline using the time mode function. A waitress nearly blocking the camera when we was taking this photo... I can't do anything but just say, "Arghh..." trying to get the attention of the waitress... Haha... She did not block the camera, but the picture came out was quite blur... Maybe the flash was not on..

After we finished our lunch, I thought I could take the chance to shop around. But... two strangers came and approached us. From my previous experience, I would usually try to avoid all these strangers. When they stopped my friend, I tried to walk away... Hehe... When I heard they said they were looking for a "model".... I was thinking, "Haha... Of course I'm not the target they wanna look for."

Actually they were looking for model for their make-up class. Haha... The girl said it only took us for less than 2 hours. Since I am super duper free, I don't mind to help them out. And thus, one of my friends and I went with them.

The way they are looking for model, is similar to the way we are looking for patients in hospital to be our "victims". Not everyone is kind enough and willing to become the "victims". However, we always need them to improve our skills. *A big applause to all the patients I've clerked and examined and also those we've "used" to discuss.*

The guy who helped me to make up kept asking us if we were rushing. I am of coz not rushing as my time is too much that I dunno where to spend. Haha... but anyhow I need to be back home before dinner time. I thought I would have time to shop a little bit after the make-up session if it ended around 4.

Everything was out of my plan as the session ended before 6pm. My eye shadow was changed for three times as it was not approved by the instructor. 1st one was gold colour, and was not approved as my eye looked swollen with the colour. Then it was changed to blue colour, which was not suitable for the theme, and finally the silver colour was approved.. but there were many other minor mistakes... And it took so long to make a double eye-lid. Sorry to the guy because of my "sepet", he has to spend a lot of time on my eyes. My eyes were so sored after the make-up session...

This is the "end product":

So in the end, I didn't get to shop at all!!!!!!!! There goes mega sales!!!!! Bye Bye.... *sob*

打小人

2009-03-06T22:49:00.001+08:00

打小人是一種流行於香港、广东民間的巫術儀祀。希望藉由此種巫術儀祀來驅逐、報復所謂的「小人」。

今天第一次打小人，是陪着妈妈去的。常常在香港电视剧，看到打小人的画面。演员拿着木屐，打小人纸，然后口中念念有词，说什么＂打你的小人头，打你的小人手＂之类的。

在马来西亚，打小人并没有那么戏剧化。只是拿着自己穿的拖鞋，打小人纸。也没有骂什么小人头的。嘿嘿！

我也实在太无聊了。上网查查何谓打小人，在维基百科找到这些：

整个打小人仪式可分为八个部分：

奉神：利用简单的香烛供奉天地神明。（那么简单，这当然有啦！）

禀告：将委托人之姓名、生辰八字等写在百解灵符上。若欲打特定小人，则将特定小人之姓名、生辰八字、照片、衣物等可以代表特定小人身份之物书写或放置于小人纸上。（有写委托人的姓名、岁数和地址，但没有写生辰八字啦。也没有什么可以写特定小人的东西。不过如果让我写，我也不知道要写谁。）

打小人：利用各种象征物如委托者或施术者之鞋、宗教象征武器甚至是香枝或香烟等殴打、伤害小人纸。小人纸分为小人纸、男人丁、女人丁、五鬼纸等。（有有有！拿拖鞋打小人纸，还男左女右。男生用左拖鞋打，女生用右拖鞋打。）

祭白虎：若在惊蛰日打小人则须祭白虎。以黄色的纸老虎代表白虎，纸身画有黑色斑纹，口角则画有一对獠牙。祭祀一般是使用小块生猪肉沾上猪血，放入纸制白虎口中（喂纸老虎），当老虎吃饱后便不会再伤害人。而拜神婆亦会以肥腻的生猪肉抹在纸老虎的嘴上，使纸老虎口中充满油水，使其不能再张口伤人。有些地方祭完白虎之后会将纸制白虎烧掉或用铜剑将纸制白虎的头切掉。（嗯，没有看到什么纸老虎的。可是是有老虎的石像。嘘，小小声地说，之前我还以为那是狗的石像。歹势啦！嘿嘿！）

化解：将一切污蔑、灾害等以撒芝麻、豆子等小物体或烧纸船、百解灵符等以消灾解厄。
祈福：以红色的贵人纸为委托者祈求贵人帮助。（我撒绿豆，嘿嘿！）

进宝：将元宝、金银纸等焚化供奉鬼神。（有！）

打杯：“掷筊”，将两个半月形，一面平坦、一面向外弯出的木块掷出。两块平坦向上则为阳杯，向下则为阴杯，一下一上为圣杯。出现圣杯表示仪式完成。（我去的并没有这个仪式。）

就这样，烧完金纸以后，整个仪式就完成了！相信大家应该不会有机会参与这样的仪式，这次，我自己本身也大开眼界了。

Finally...

2009-03-04T23:48:00.003+08:00

Finally, graduate from 5 years of medical school. Time just past so fast, it seemed like yesterday when I was just started phase 1 in Bukit Jalil. By the way, IMU in Bukit Jalil has changed a lot, became more grand and more campus-like feel. So jealous of those juniors... dress code not so strict, inside the library has cafeteria etc.. Haha.. but their fees are more expensive!!

It's good to hear that my whole batch 100% pass the exam. This is the 1st and ever for my whole batch to pass together.. Congratulations, C2/06!! Well done!! Haha..

I think I was quite lucky.. Although I got a case with multiple problems, the problems my patient has are all simple and common. Thank God!! Kakaka... And the portfolios they asked are those I am quite confident with. And all my examiners were internal.. So I know all of them, and thus not so panicked.

But I think I got PTSD now.. Haha.. I kept recalling the study break period when I was preparing for my exam. I was so stress and so scared.. But everything doesn't matter now, because I have passed my exam!! Hooray!!

Will have 2 months of break now. Dunno what to do yet.. wanna look for a temporary job but am so lazy..keke..

My New Hairstyle

2009-01-06T21:11:00.004+08:00

Just cut my hair today in Summit, Batu Pahat... After 5 years of leaving long hairs, I decided to cut it short... How was it? I've been receiving more compliments.. hehehe... Until now, I still like it!!! It looks better when I just came out from the saloon, now the tail there abit curl already.. Anyway, still nice!! Hehehe...

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T21:51:00.003+08:00

Happy happy new year 2009!!!

My very first post in 2009..

Resolution?? Of course to pass my EOS 10!!!! No other wishes besides this since I pass my EOS 9!! Wahaha...

Anyway.. I think 2008 is a good year for me since I've passed my exam smoothly.. I should have be more hardworking though, in 2009, in order to pass my finals..

Sorry that everything is about exams!!! It's a student's life, especially a medical student!! Hehehe..

堕落的天使

2008-12-18T23:34:00.004+08:00

很久没有写部落格了。说忙，只不过是一个借口。虽然在Batu Pahat，天天忙着portfolio，但是我依然忙里抽空，看了好几部连续剧。也应该说，除了做portfolio，其余的时间，我都是拿来追电视剧了。

常常觉得我不应该这么地继续堕落，却身不由己地，继续下载，继续堕落。终于明白戏瘾，也可以很有杀伤力的。我觉得，在Batu Pahat的这半年，真是浪费。学业不但一直地在退步，也没有特别学到新的东西。唯一让我觉得欣慰的是，在妇产科，有机会帮忙接生及帮忙动手术。

以前勤劳的我，不知何时开始变得越来越懒惰了。对着一成不变的生活，我不再是那个有冲劲的学生，对每一件事都觉得很新奇。开始闷了，开始厌倦了，开始害怕了。

大考快到了，我不知道自己来不来得及念完所有的书。我只知道我没有尽力，失败只不过是自己活该，不能怨别人。

心底依然希望自己可以顺利考过，但又很矛盾的觉得，这样的付出，可以考过的话，应该是奇迹吧！自己也不会感到光荣。实力我是没有的了，只希望运气会好一些！！！

害怕、烦恼、愚蠢

2008-12-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

可不可以抛开所有的一切，到一个没有人认识我的地方？

我只想这一切快些过去，却又对未知的未来感到害怕。

我知道每一个人生都需要经过一定的挫折，但是没完没了的，却令人很辛苦。

我只想离开这里尽情享受我的人生。

还需要多久的时间，我才能为所欲为？做自己爱做的事呢？

很难耶！

Life in Batu Pahat

2008-09-20T15:09:00.003+08:00

This is my 3rd week in Batu Pahat. Time flies fast.. I need to submit my portfolios and cfcs report by the end of fourth week. I've been slacking for the whole three weeks, and now I am sufferring after relaxing, rushing to finish all the reports!!

3rd week in Batu Pahat..The life here is a lot of different from Seremban. We have no more lectures, only once a week of medical seminar by Dr. Lee Man Pin (He is a very good teacher.. quoting all the journals to support his treatment.. wondering how big is his brain capacity?). Otherwise we spend most of our time in the wards; covering our beds and looking for our portfolios cases. It seemed that we are not that busy from our schedule but I don't know why, time just slips out from my fingers.. Maybe because I am elected as the leader, I have to handle more stuff than the others. Furthermore, the lecturers always assessing us unconsciously...

Anyway, I hope I can pass through this stage, and pass my finals...

北京奥运会

2008-08-26T16:07:00.004+08:00

北京奥运会终于落幕了！很遗憾，这次北京奥运会，由于考试的关系，我没办法像往年一样守在电视机前面，追看我爱看的运动项目。还好，我依然没错过最精彩的开幕及闭幕典礼。

其实不是很记得往年的奥运会开幕典礼，只是对上一届的雅典奥运会的开幕典礼，还有少少印象。如果没记错，上届的雅典开幕典礼，让我觉得带有些神秘的色彩。而这次的京奥的开幕，真的是让我一而再，再而三的发出惊叹声。那种庞大的声势，也真的只有中国这种人民很多的国家才办得到。整个开幕完完全全表现出了中国几千年来的文化，真是令人震撼啊！我第一次看时，是看英文体育频道，没有字幕，不能完全感觉到当中的意义。在看重播时，终于更清楚了解当中的意义。看重播时，我依然还是很白痴地，发出声声的惊叹！嘻嘻！

最有印象的，当然是在空中飞来飞去的飞人。据说，这个“吊威也”的“文化”是从华人这儿传出去的。而张艺谋完完全全地善用它，开幕闭幕都充分了利用“吊威也”。哈哈！在这儿，我只能对张艺谋先生致敬。原谅我以前都不怎么爱看你的电影！真是失敬失敬！

虽然过后有很多负面新闻，说什么烟花是假的啦，小歌星背后有代唱啦……可是我觉得中国对京奥的一切努力，可以盖过这些负面新闻。也因为这样，身为华人的我，也引以为傲。

虽然我错过了我最爱看的游泳、我最爱看的跳水、还有韵律操和体操，但是没有错过最精彩的开幕及闭幕典礼，相信应该没有遗憾了吧！

P/S: 相信英国应该在头痛，下一届应该怎样做呢？哈哈！

Finally...

2008-08-24T14:31:00.003+08:00

Can't believe it is over!! Finally, I've finished Sem9 exam.. and I passed!!

It's been a tough time sitting for the exam. But, still I think I did not do my best. Actually I've been quite slacking during the 2 weeks break for study. I think I did not study as hard as I was during my Sem3 and Sem 5 exam. Everything that need to be studied has been studied, and I kept forgetting what I've studied. So depressing!!!

Anyway, I passed!! I was so nervous when the lecturer came in and announced the viva list halfway during our feedback session. When he said that only one went to viva and others should be ok, I can see that everyone was so relieved. I really feel like crying during that time.. Hahaha... This is the only time when our class is so united, hoping everyone can pass the exam.

After this exam, I know I'm still lacking a lot, hope can get to improve much more during Sem10. I think Sem10 exam is the toughest one -- long case without knowing which department you are getting. Jia you!!!

Results of last posting

2008-07-31T13:55:00.003+08:00

Just got my last posting results.. Gynae and minor posting.. Although I passed all of them, but still I am not satisfied.. Compare to others in my same group, actually I am just on the average side, maybe below average...

I know I shouldn't compare to others, but I just can't help to do that.. I used to be on the above average side, but during Semester 9, my results are deteriorating.. I thought I did better actually.. But life just does not favour my side.. Maybe these results can be one of my motivation to study gua..

Should be studying now... BYE!!

Finals

2008-07-30T10:32:00.001+08:00

Finals are around the corner, less than 2 weeks time. Compare to last finals in Semester 7, I am less stressful and less motivation. I don’t know why. Remember the time before last finals, I already finish practicing CSU and almost finishing doing past year questions before study break. So during the study break time, I only concentrate on the extra classes and revise all the syllabus. But now, I only started to practice before the CSU is closed for the exam, past year questions I don’t even have the time to look through them yet.

No motivation to study… Everything that has to be studied, I’ve already studied during the posting. Everything that I don’t know is what I’ve forgotten. Whenever doing the past year questions in extra classes, I realized that there are still a lot more to study but I just have no motivation!! The first week of study break is going to end soon, but I haven’t really started to revise anything. Anyone can help me????

I don’t want to fail this exam. I am so close already. I really don’t want to trip up here. 加油！周美妍！

陈奕迅演唱会

2008-06-15T11:46:00.000+08:00

真的好开心，第一次去听演唱会！没有抱太大的希望，因为不是陈奕迅超级歌谜。当然，我本身还是很喜欢他的一些歌，因为他很多首歌都耳熟能详，朗朗上口。

说实话，整个演唱会真得很好看，没有冷场。Eason一出场，就一直唱歌，很少说话。除了介绍舞者和乐队，他一讲话，真得很有笑场。Eason是一个很随性的人，所以在台上，他真得很好笑。

一开始他唱几首慢歌后，然后唱快歌跳舞，又唱又跳，差点没气，还真得有点为他担心。可是过后，他越来越长气，encore都唱了整七八首歌，完全没有意思要散场。还好还好！！可是他好听的歌实在太多了，很多经典的歌都没有唱到，少少可惜。

虽然是RM268的票，我们还是坐得很后面，只看到他好像我的手指那么大。如果没有荧幕，站在台上不是陈奕迅，我都不知道。可是他唱歌真得很好听，实力派果然不是盖的。如果下次赚钱了，叫我买票进场我也愿意。看来，我现在有post-concert syndrome。现在我一直在听陈奕迅的歌。哈哈！！

p/s: 谢谢表姨！因为她捐钱为四川赈灾，所以才得到免费票。做善事之余，又可以看演唱会。听Eason说，演唱会全数的钱会捐给四川赈灾。希望是真的，也敬佩这么多的艺人，以身作则，不遗余力做善事！

因为爱

2008-05-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

今天看到这则新闻，我哭了。

＂一个１２岁的女孩，为了让路给同学逃生，忍痛拽断胳膊。＂

还有让我感动的，乐观的男孩，彬彬。明明很痛苦，却可以微笑地安慰别人。＂我没事了，只是头发乱了，不够帅了！。

因为伤口严重感染，必须进行双腿下段截肢手术。进行手术前，他问医生：＂我以后还能打篮球吗？＂医护含泪道：＂等你康复后，医院专门为你准备篮球赛。＂

我真的很想飞到四川去，尽一份绵力。眼看成龙大哥可以第一时间飞到德阳帮那些灾民，真的很羡慕他。

我相信，世间仍然有爱。坏人的存在，只是为了衬托好人的爱！

Post Clinical Exam

2008-05-21T12:55:00.003+08:00

Finally, finished the clinical exam of Paeds posting. Burden half relived..haha.. But still got many things to bother, CFCS meeting tomorrow(haven't started to do the slides), SAQ on Friday (haven't finished studying).... lots and lots...

I got hydrocephalus for my exam... Actually I already knew the case in the wards earlier because I've joined the previous evening ward rounds. Most of the clinical exam I went through, actually I already know about the case and diagnosis, except for ortho and psy clincial exam last time in Sem 7. Coz I always go and spy the cases the day before. But I think I have to abort this habit, because this is not allowed during Sem10 long case exam.

I didn't really do quite well for this exam, but the lecturer said I did ok. Don't really expect high grades as he usually gives standard grade, which is B-.

Don't really have mood to study for SAQ also.Heard previous groiup said that it is useless to study.Those you have studied, they won't come out. And they'll ask those things that you kinda ignore... No point studying too hard at this last minute...hahaha

Random

2008-05-14T16:02:00.004+08:00

Nothing much, just sitting in the library, wandering around, doing PBLs...

Felt that I should update my post since my last post was long time ago. Currently in Paeds posting, it's 3rd week now, but I still blur throughtout the posting. Next week will be having clinical exam and SAQ.. Hope I can start studying effectively from now.

Already staying in S'ban for 2 weekends, which is 3 weeks since the starting of Paeds posting. Looking forward to go back to PJ this weekend, but next week exam won't allow me to be too slack at home..

Waiting for a talk from Dr. Ling at 4.30pm. It's about character building, which I think it benefits me someway. Maybe I'll post something which I learn from the talk someday...

After exam will be having a week of break. Hope that I could get to study my emergency medicine (which I didn't study during the posting) and finish my CFCS report...

Malacca Trip, Again?

2008-04-12T23:42:00.009+08:00

Have been to Malacca four times in one year. Last year, after exam, I went there twice with friends and my parents. This year, I went once in March with my parents, and last Saturday, again I went once again with Xin Yi. Haha... I think it has become my 2nd hometown... Both me and Xin Yi really like Malacca this place a lot.

Actually Xin Yi and I have wished to go walk around in Jonker Street in Malacca but we only able to make it on last Saturday. Basically we just shop, shop, and shop around Malacca. Oh ya, we also eat, eat and eat, and I put on weight because of that.. haha... We went for dinner in a seafood restaurant at Alai. Maybe I should say it was supper because we have that around 10pm. We ordered sting rays, fried sotong, otak-otak and prawns. This was my 3rd time eating sting rays. First time was in Miri and second time was also with Xin Yi in a food court. My mum never cook sting rays, but I really like the texture of sting rays. The sotong and the prawns were all very nice too. But I can't remember the way to the restaurant, if not I can bring my parents there whenever we go to Malacca. Oh ya.. Never forget that the pork noodle which I have the next morming was also very nice.. Yummy yummy... me started drooling already...

I've bought 2 tops, which priced RM29 per piece. Actually I was in dilemma in choosing which one to buy, and Xin Yi encouraged me to buy both. And I bought both, still haven't regretted yet, because I think both are very nice, although both are same in colour.

I also wanna recommend a shop which sells local snacks and homemade noodle in Jonker Street. The 'dou sha bing' there is super super nice and all those cookies they sell are cheaper from the other shops. I won't mind doing free promotion for that shop... haha... It's one of the shop at the end of the corner, there's a 100 written at the wall of the shop.

Another must-go-place near the Jonker Street, it is the Hereen Street Heritage House. I went there during my first trip, but kinda forgot where is it located exactly. Wanted to bring Xin Yi there, after driving around for a few times, and I found that it was closed.

Really enjoy the whole trip and I left Malacca with all my purchases. Kinda satisfied!!

Here are some pics (Credit to Xin Yi):

Walking along Malacca River, which I have never done for my previous three trips to Malacca

Cheers for our friendship!!

Friendship forever!!

Took this while having a drink at Geographer. Wished I was there at night, which the atmosphere is better...

Surgery Posting

2008-04-04T14:54:00.003+08:00

In surgery now. Not as hectic as I thought, but there are a lot of stuff to read. I almost forgot everything I studied in Sem 6 & 7. Have to revise everything again and also the management part. I like surgery, until the moment. It's fun to watch operation being done, if you get to see something, but not the surgeon's back. Although I don't know what they are doing, which layer they are cutting, I still enjoy watching it, despite the cold temperature in the operation theatre.

Being in Sem 9 currently, I am really motivated to read more things about the management. But more reading make me more confused... Haha... But I really want to know every little bits and tits. Not much time left, though. Only three weeks left. Anyway, I really hope that I can pass through the clinical exam and SAQ.

Super Junior - Miracle

2008-03-15T16:36:00.003+08:00

Has changed my background song to Miracle by Super Junior. My previous music was also Miracle from Goong S Soundtrack. This is just a co-incidence. I was in love with Super Junior after I accidentally clicked one of their shows in crunchyroll. I don't want to bore my reader by telling about them... haha... But I do think they have their own potential to become one of the famous team in Korea. Enjoy the song!!

Super Junior - Miracle

Life couldn’t get better
Life couldn’t get better
ji geum gga ji eob deon si gan neun eo deum mi yeo jyo(without you baby)
neo reul man nan hu na ye saeng hwal reun ggum man gat ta yo(baby)
neo reul cheo eum bon sun gan(cheo eum bon sun gan)
a Miracle (a Miracle)
nan neu ggyeo jyo ki jeok geun ba ro neo ran geol

Life couldn’t get better (Hey~)
nan neol pum me an go nal ra pu reun dal reul hyang hae nal ra(Ho~)
jam deun neo ye ib mat chul geo ya
Life couldn’t get better (Hey)
neo ye mam me mun neul yeol reo jweo keu dae nae son neul jab ba yo
Life couldn’t get better

mae il mae il pyeong beom hae deon nal deul ri I jen dal ra jyeo seo yo(a holidy)
sae sang mo den sa ram del i heng bok hae po yae yo(I wanna thank you, baby)
neo reul cheo eum bon sun gan(cheo eum bon sun gan)
a Miracle (a Miracle)
nan neu ggyeo jyo ki jeok geun ba ro neo ran geol

Life couldn’t get better (Hey~)
nan neol pum me an go nal ra pu reun dal reul hyang hae nal ra(Ho~)
jam deun neo ye ib mat chul geo yaLife couldn’t get better (Hey)
neo ye mam me mun neul yeol reo jweo keu dae nae son neul jab ba yo
Life couldn’t get better
Life couldn’t get............. better

neol cheo eum bon sun gan
a Miracle (a Miracle)
I love you baby, and I'm never gonna stop

Life couldn’t get better (Hey)
nan neol pum me an go nal ra pu reun dal reul hyang hae nal ra (Ho~)
jam deun neo ye ib mat chul geo yaLife couldn’t get better (Hey~)
neo ye mam me mun neul yeol reo jweo keu dae nae son neul jab ba yo
Life couldn’t get better (Hey)
nan neol pum me an go nal ra pu reun dal reul hyang hae nal ra(Ho~)
jam deun neo ye ib mat chul geo yaLife couldn’t get better (Hey)
neo ye mam meul mun neul yeol reo jweo keu dae nae son neul jab ba yo
Life couldn’t get better

P/S: Would like to post more songs soon if I have time...

说人坏话篇 ~ 哈哈

2008-03-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

之前对这个人，并没有什么感觉。除了觉得跟他不是很投机、还有觉得他有时蛮有风度之外，就没有任何感觉了。可是今天，真正跟他接触后，我觉得对他有些反感。

第一，他就是那种我讲的，受英文教育的人。他是那种真的完全不讲华语，不会读、不会看、只会听明白少少的。听说他假期去学讲中文，我还蛮欣赏他的。结果，我发现到他学中文是另有目的的。话说，当我们在说几句中文时，他就一直问我们这是什么意思、那是什么意思。我们就鼓励他多讲，那才可以进步神速。结果，他说的话，真是令我大跌眼镜。他说，他不要，因为他要让别人以为他不懂中文，所以但别人在说中文时，他可以听懂别人说什么，但别人却不知他听得懂。懂得中文，很羞耻吗？干吗明明听得明白，却要装不懂，偷听别人的对话，真是很没品！

最近大家的话题都围绕着大选，我其实对政治真得没有很了，谁打谁我都不知道。可是，因为今年选举的新闻，好像看连续剧那么精彩，所以最近我也会比较留意国内版。今天在图书馆时，我正在看着报纸，不知怎么的，他就说我政治冷感。说真的，我就是那种属于政治冷感的人，因为我觉得政治就是鬼打鬼的无聊游戏，有什么好看的？可是他也不需要指着林冠英的名字，问我知不知道他是谁，还有他是谁的儿子。这种问题，白痴都会回答啦，他最近那么出名。虽然以前我真得不知道他是谁，只是最近才懂，但也不用那么污辱我的政治常识吧！

他还笑我英文差。我知道我英文是很差啦，但也不需要笑我啊！我听不懂那教授的笑话，不是因为英文差，而是我完全没再听他讲话，还有那种低级的笑话，我还不屑听呢！我都还没笑他，身为华人，都不会中文，这才丢脸呢！

最后，最令我反感的事，他那么“大只”，竟然没有捐过血，还枉称自己是医科生。就连最基本的、不须费任何力的救人方法之一，他也不曾去做。他在翻我的钱包，看到我的捐器官卡时，还说他不可能会捐出他的器官。我了解，每个人都有自己的选择，但你也不用那么大声地说。不捐器官不是什么大不了的事，但让人看到你丑陋的性格，那么不光彩的事，真的不用那么大声地说出来。这种自私的人，全班第一又怎样？我鄙视他！

Chinese Educated

2008-03-11T11:12:00.001+08:00

I don’t understand, what’s wrong of being Chinese educated? One of our lecturers pointed out those who are Chinese educated in the class. I not sure why he did that because I wasn’t in that group. I heard this from someone else and I think it is insulting. Is it that those who are Chinese educated are labeled that having poor English?

I was chatting happily with my friend in Chinese in the hospital area. The same lecturer walked by us and asked us, “What language are you speaking? IMU is an English speaking campus.” I was quite embarrassed at that time when he said that. However, later I thought it over again and felt that I was not violating any school rules by speaking Chinese in hospital area. Yes, I know IMU is an English speaking campus. SO WHAT? I was in hospital area, and I was only chatting with my friend without any other races with us. I understand Dr. Xavier told us that it is better to speak English when different races are around as this shows respect.

Had a conversation with my batch mates after a badminton session. All of them are Malay educated Chinese except me. They are quite regret that they as Chinese, do not know how to read and write Chinese. One of them said that she would send her child to Chinese school but then she said she doesn’t want her child to be too ‘Chinese’. Again, what’s wrong of being too ‘Chinese’?

I am proud to be a Chinese. As a Chinese, I know how to read and write in my mother tongue well. I listen to Chinese songs, read Chinese newspaper, listen to Chinese radio and watch Chinese shows. I know how to read the menu which is written in Chinese. Still, I am studying medicine using English language. I won’t say I have super duper good English, but my English is improving after I entered med school. And who said that those who are Chinese educated have poor English? Many of my friends have very good English even though they are Chinese educated.

It’s not wrong to be Chinese educated and don’t be ashamed of that. Don’t think that you are more superior if you are English educated. Chinese is the second most commonly used language in the world following English. By powering these two languages, my working opportunities are much more. In Malaysia, people who know both languages are not appreciated as there are a bunch of us here. But in China, a person who knows both languages well can earn as much as USD5000 per month by working as an auditor.

I know a lot of my friends who are not Chinese educated quite regret that not having a chance to learn Chinese. This is forgivable. But for those who think that Chinese educated are more inferior, please be ashamed of yourself! Imagine the situation that, a foreigner who is learning Chinese, asking you to teach him/her, and you told him/her, “Oh sorry, I don’t know how to read Chinese!” I hope his/her response would be, “How could it be? As a Chinese, you don’t know how to read Chinese? It is just similar that as an English, but you don’t know how to read English.” Yes, this is embarrassing. Haha!!

网络与政治

2008-03-09T12:51:00.000+08:00

见识到网路的威力，在陈冠希淫照事件之后。不在任何人控制之下，淫照可以传遍全世界。

以前的媒介，只有报纸和电视机。但是这两大媒介受人监督及控制，只要有任何差池，要揪出造谣者，比起网路的茫茫人海中，容易多了。

这次大选中，反对党利用网路及简讯的威力来拉票。执政党则利用电视及电台来打广告。事实证明，前者的方式，还真得蛮有效的。渔夫得利的，就是电讯公司、电视台及电台了。

或许该说，这两种方式吸引的族群不一样吧！前者吸引到的会是较年轻的族群，而后者则是较年老的族群。不过我相信，不到十年，网路可以影响任何年龄的族群。

反政狂潮一直都热不起来，一直到今年，借着网路及电邮的威力，这可是我出生以来，看到最“热”的一次。

这次大选，出现许多意想不到的成绩。许多以为稳赢的议员，却意外的输掉了，而且还是输掉很多票的那种。

再次声明，我的立场永远是中立的。无论是反对党或执政党，我只会支持真正在做事的人，而不是口沫横飞，却袖手旁观的人。

政治

2008-03-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

一直以来，对政治人物都没有什么好感。总觉得他们都是假惺惺的人，说话不算话。对于政治，一向都没有太大兴趣，也不会去留意政治新闻，只是有时候会翻翻两下。因为最近的选举活动，对于政治才比较留意，至少我知道我的区域的代表，还有几个比较出名的代表。

翻开报纸，都是选举的新闻。我真的好讨厌那些政治人物在互骂敌党，连名带姓地骂，真得很不专业。这是领导人物之为吗？这些没有风度，没有EQ的人，能带领马来西亚迈向2020年吗？从报纸上，我已经看到很多的人性丑态，已经对这些人很反感。有一个当记者的朋友，还告诉我一些内幕，我更觉得灰心。如果这些人再这样搞下去，我相信马来西亚永远都会停滞不前，在原地踏步。那时候，将会有更多人才外流的现象。

这次是我第一次投票，当然需要了解多一些。虽然有机会投票，但我认为我那微不足道的一票，不至于改变任何结果。政治太黑暗，人性的丑陋，让我真的有少少的失望。

p/s：写这篇文章，并没有针对任何人而写。当然我也相信在一群黑乌鸦里头，仍然有一些白鸽（哈，好奇怪的形容词！）。我也希望这些真的为国家鞠躬尽瘁、为人民尽心尽力的人，可以带领国家走向更好的未来。而那些花着人民纳税钱，又口水多过茶的人，真的，拜托你们，别再霸着那位子了！

死亡

2008-03-06T14:57:00.001+08:00

人越长越大，就会有更多机会接触死亡。不知从何开始了解死亡，或许该说，到现在也不知死亡是什么东东吧！以科学角度来说，死亡是当心脏无法在跳动，或是脑细胞已经死掉。以宗教的角度来说，死亡只不过是肉体消失，但灵魂仍然存在。

记忆中，不曾有人告诉我什么是死亡。应该是上科学课的时候有学过吧！我一直尝试回想接触死亡的第一次是什么时候，可是却真的想不起来。印象中，我好像不曾问大人，什么是死亡。太婆去世时，我还很小，完全没有印象。姨婆去世时，我应该有2年级吧，可是那时却完全没感觉。还记得在姨婆的葬礼，我还跑来跑去，没有悲伤的感觉。姐姐还说走之前不要望后面，要不然会看到尸体跳起来，跟你说拜拜。过后，也有亲戚去世，是那种说熟又不是很熟，说不熟又每年新年会见一次面的那种。过后，我的中学华语老师患脑癌去世了。在医院，也常常有病人去世，但是当医生抢救时，都会关起帘子。唯一一次是在急诊室时，我有份帮忙抢救的病人在我面前断气。看到他家人哀号的时候，我就觉得少少的难过，因为那病人还年轻过我。过后我还帮忙整理他的遗体。

真正有很亲的人去世时，是去年婆婆去世的时候。当时虽然已经有心理准备，但知道消息时，依然很震惊。婆婆的逝世，我很快就恢复了，应该只有一天吧。这样说，好像有点不孝，可是我真的没有伤心太多天。上个月，患上癌症的堂姐也去世了。一听到消息时，我还在睡梦中，刚巧的是，我还梦到她。不记的是什么样的梦，可是就觉得有点‘邪’。由于是“白头人送黑头人”，所以就觉得比较伤感。虽然没有哭，但是我真的觉得有点不舍。堂姐是那种很开朗又友善的人，她的葬礼真的有很多朋友出席。堂哥说她交友满天下，她很多朋友还哭得很厉害。从她刚刚患癌症时，虽然已经是第四期，看她健康的样子，还以为有机会痊愈。直到上个月，她入院后，情况时好时坏，我心想应该没有机会痊愈了。可能因为读医科的关系，对于我来说，最重要的是去得舒服，而不是尝试延长生命而希望奇迹出现。我的看法是，过有quality的生活，而不是只有quantity的生活。

其实忽然间想写死亡，是因为我的一个六岁的堂侄。他跟他姑姑，也就是我那位刚去世的堂姐，关系很好。堂姐入院后，他爸爸，也就是我堂哥，没让他去医院探望她，是说怕他看到他姑姑的病样会有阴影。堂姐葬礼时，小堂侄也没出席。堂嫂跟他说，姑姑已经回家了。他很天真地问，姑姑回家了，是不是好了？堂嫂说，姑姑已经跟着太婆在很远的地方，在那边太婆会照顾姑姑。小堂侄似懂非懂的，不晓得他明白没。我在想，如果有一天，我的孩子问我，什么是死亡，除了这个“去了很远的地方”的理论，我还可以有什么答案？说得太深奥，又听不懂。我以前是怎样知道死亡，到现在我还想不起。

p/s: “To live with dignity （有尊严地活着）!” 是palliative care的宗旨。

坏人

2007-11-30T17:25:00.001+08:00

前天看见有一个人扶一个盲人过马路，我觉得很窝心。他让我觉得这世界上不乏好人，他还是一个异族同胞。虽然我对异族同胞没有偏见，但因为我家人曾被异族同胞伤害，所以妈妈还是很讨厌 “那种族” 。他也让我觉得，其实 “他们” 并不是全都是坏人。

但今天，看到有一个朋友却被 “异族” 欺压，真的很令人气愤。话说，我朋友在卖二手衣。“她” 选了几件。我朋友开出一个价钱，“她” 却嫌贵。而我朋友开的价钱，我个人认为其实是很便宜的。两件上衣加两件裙，又是蛮新的，才卖RM40。我朋友就说RM30，“她” 还嫌贵。然后 “她” 就不要其中一件裙。朋友就开价RM15，两件上衣加一件裙，RM15已经很便宜咯！平均一件才五块。“她” 竟然只给十块！结果，所有人看见了，都起哄说别欺负我朋友。“她” 还可以理直气壮地认为买东西就应该减价。

我真的觉得 “她” 太过份了！事后，我跟朋友说，其实有一件我也蛮中意的。只是我知道我朋友应该会卖很便宜给我。为了让朋友赚多点，我才没跟 “她” 争。怎知 “她” 却那样来欺压我朋友。早知如此，我应该把那件衣服买回来，那样我朋友可以赚更多，因为至少我不会那样不知廉耻。不过 “她” 平时已经很嚣张了，我要抢，也抢不过 “她” 吧！

越想就越生气，实在太太太过份了！你们说是吗？

A&E Posting

2007-11-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Currently I am in A & E posting now. I have been looking forward to this posting since semester 8. I always think that A & E doctors look smarter as they are really handling emergency cases. (Haha… I think got a lot of influences from drama too.)

Our group is posted to on-call at night. I skipped my on-call on 1st day (I was lazy). Came on-call on Tuesday around 7pm. There was not much patients yet and we gotta do a study on triage. This study need to be done as the head of department of HTJ asked us to. It’s a study to determine the number of cases which are mistriaged. Haih… we, the student, are just been used to do a study for her.

There was no admission to the critical zone but there were a few cases in semi-critical zone. I got to perform an ECG and IM injection on patients but I haven’t got the chance to set IV line as everyone is fighting to do procedures. Some of the staff nurses and MAs are really kind to teach us doing procedure. I have set IV line on obstetric patients before, but not on normal patients. It is easier to set IV line on obstetric patients as their veins are dilated. I succeeded every time when on obstetric patients but haven’t tried on normal patients. Not many cases seen on Tuesday but we got a lot of chance to do procedure.

On Wednesday, I went around 9pm. It was a boring day, as there were lesser cases seen than on Tuesday. Did ECG again but still haven’t got the chance to set drip. There was 1 case of status epilepticus. Left around 12am.

Thursday, a very busy day. We reached around 9pm too. There were a few cases in red zone (critical zone). A 17 year-old man had an MVA, involving motorbike vs motorbike. His condition was quite serious. And finally we got the chance to help out the doctors. We help to bag the patient. The patient stopped breathing and has no more pulse. It was really acute. We get to helped out to resuscitate the patient. This is the 1st time I am doing CPR on a real patient. I actually did wrongly and the doctor stopped me. All of us took turn to do CPR and after 15 minutes, we failed to resuscitate the patient. It was really sad when we need to stop resuscitating and the patient’s family was crying out there. After that, we also helped the staff nurse to clean up the patient. This was a memorable experience and I think I never forget it. Although I failed at my 1st time, I really hope that in the future, I get to save patient whenever I need to do a CPR.

Actually during the 1st two days of the posting, I was quite disappointed as the doctors in A & E look quite slack. I can’t really feel the tense atmosphere of A & E. But after the incident, I really can see that the doctors are doing things. It is very acute when there is an emergency case. At least there is no ignorance… I am really interested in emergency medicine, maybe I’ll take up emergency medicine as my specialty.

爱情果

2007-10-29T09:12:00.001+08:00

第一次吃爱情果。
之前完全没吃过、也没看过爱情果。
味道如何？
有点酸酸的、又有点涩涩的、也有点甜甜的。
吃完之后，又有点回甘的感觉。
很奇妙的一种感觉。
哈哈，难道这就是所谓的爱情的感觉吗？
所以这种水果才叫爱情果？
说实在的，并没有很喜欢它的味道，或许还不习惯吧！
嗯，或许潜意识中，我也没准备迎接爱情的来临吧！
哈，还是想太多了吧？
不知大家有没有吃过爱情果？吃了之后，又有什么感觉呢？

No more Pizza Hut!!

2007-10-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

This is not the first time. I always have bad experience with Pizza Hut's service. Maybe next time I should have boycott them. No offend to any Pizza Hut's lover, I am just telling my own feeling about them.

My first bad experience was in Pizza Hut in Sri Petaling. We ordered our food but it took more than an hour to serve our food. Those who came later than us already had their food served but not us. We complaint and threatened to see their manager. As a compensation, they gave us just a bowl of salad. We waited until we don't feel like eating anymore.

Another time was in Jusco Pizza Hut in Seremban 2. We went in and wanna ordered our food, but all our orders were not available. Fine, so we left without having our meal there. That wasn't that bad, still.

Recently again, in Seremban Parade's Pizza Hut, it was time for 'buka puasa', so it was quite crowded. We wanted to order our food, a few times, we tried to call the waiter, but they just signaled us to wait. We was hungry, and of course, with an empty stomach, we got angry easily. One of the waitress asked us to wait as they were preparing for 'buka puasa'. We waited for half an hour, and finally we gave up and we left Pizza Hut and went to McDonald. I don't mind waiting but with an empty stomach, and looking at those Malays were served except us, I was so angry. After that, in McDonald, we kept talking bad about Pizza Hut... Haha..

Finally, I had one meal in Pizza Hut after all the bad experiences, still it could not change my bad impression on Pizza Hut. It took ages for them to serve the cheese powder. I still think that it has the worst fastfood service in Malaysia... Friends...no more Pizza Hut if going out with me, k?

Long-waited Post

2007-08-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the long-waited post. It's been such a long time since my last post... Again, same excuses... no internet connection, no time, and never-ending exams...haha. Finally I finished Semester 7, and I am one step nearer to become a doctor. Actually I am kinda afraid of thinking about that. Why? I think I enjoy study life more than working, I always think that working life is tougher... Nevermind, "既来之，则安之", before that I also thought that I don't like clinical school life, but I've already gone through 1 year of clinical school.

I've finished Sem 7 exam and I passed. Don't know about the grade yet. AAD said they will send the grades to our parents. Not sure if they are reliable, because they never even send the posting results to my parents. I really hope that I could get good grades for my SAQ and OSPE, of course for OSCE too, if possible, coz I dun think I did well enough for my OSCE. Anyway, I passed and I am gonna be in Sem 8 soon, a honeymoon semester, I suppose, but I don't wanna waste this half year. I was so regret as I've wasted my Sem 6 and Sem 7. I need to be more hardworking!!

After the exam, I went to Malacca with Jin-Yu and Baxter. An unplanned trip actually, to meet Yi Ning who went to Malacca with her mom. Tasted Malacca local food such as chicken rice ball and 'satay celu'. Actually this was my first time eating chicken rice ball but it wasn't as delicious as what I expected. I prefer chicken rice still..haha. 'Satay celup' too, was the first time I trying this, for those who doesn't know, just for information, it's actually something like steamboat but with the soup changed to satay sauce. Very nice!! Highly recommended for those who never try before. We kept eating throughout the whole trip... I think I've gained weight after that trip... Luckily we also did a lot of walking too... to burn some calories gained!!

Satay Celup Yummy Yummy!!

This photo was taken by me.... Nice leh? =P

Malacca Stadhuys

Kota A Famosa

Heberdeen Street Heritage House
One of the most memorable experiences during the whole trip to Malacca. We went to this heritage house because it was free entrance. There's this Mr. Colin explaining the Dutch culture and their buildings to us. At least now I know why all the Dutch houses are narrow but long. Wanna make a guess? Those pictures which were taken in the heritage house are not for published, so I just posted this pic, showing the Dutch toilet... haha... (Oh ya, not sure if I get the street name right?)

And 2 days after I came back from Malacca, I went to Malacca again with my parents. This trip was planned earlier before my exam. So now I am quite familiar with Malacca...haha...call me if you need a tour guide in Malacca. Remember to pay me also...haha... Not much of walking if compare to the trip earlier coz my father drove. However my arm got sun burnt and I could still see the marks on my arms and legs now.

Hang Li Po's Well in Bukit Cina

Trishaws (RM40 per hour!!)

I was watching dramas and movies during these holidays. Never get to study at all. Finally I finished 'The Brink of Law' (突圍行動). I was watching it in Seremban as my owner has the dvds but never manage to finish it before she returned the dvds. I wanna watch this because it was acted by Steven Ma and Bernice... I really like both of them. They have another new drama '舞动全城' showing in Astro on demand soon but I won't have the chance to watch. Next target --> 舞动全城!!!

P/S: Has taken more photos than these, but I can't upload all because it took time to upload photos.. It's so late now, and I wanna sleep..ZZzzz...
p/s: Happy Merdeka Day!!!

Aura

2007-06-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

I got a strong aura that I am going to fall sick soon, feel strange since this morning. I hope it's not dengue again because my room got a lot of aedes and I was bitten by them... saw 1 petechiae on my forearm.

By the way, for my recent updates, I've just finished my Paediatrics Clinical Exam. Got a case of pneumonia with Down's Syndrome and underlying ventricular septal defect in failure. I thought it was quite a complicated case, but I've seen her few times before the exam, so I think overall performance should be ok la... The examiner did not comment on my performance, hope can get a good result.

My next posting is Obstetric. Wuwuwu... I don't wanna change posting, I like paeds!!! Babies are cute... guchi guchi...hehe...

An Exhausting Weekend

2007-05-28T13:36:00.000+08:00

A different weekend from a usual weekend as Jia Ki came to my house and stayed over. She had to attend a convocation of her friend in KL and needed a place to stay overnight. And I actually went out everyday during that weekend compared to usual weekend, I only stay at home watching TV.

On Friday, after our CP and submitted our case summaries, we went back KL with Iona. On the way back to KL, Jia Ki remembered that she left her shoes in Seremban and she had only a pair of slippers which she was wearing now. She called Yu Ying, our junior, who was going back to KL for his IMU convocation, to collect her shoes in her house. Unfortunately, the gate outside was locked and Yu Ying couldn’t enter the house. Jia Ki asked him to climb the gate, Yu Ying tried but he failed. Then he messaged us that Jia Ki’s neighbours and neighbour classmates were looking at him. Haha… I wonder how funny Yu Ying looked during that time. If I were him, I would dig one hole and bury myself in. So embarrassing...

Since Jia Ki had no shoes to attend the convocation on Saturday, we had to shop for her shoes. We asked Andy, our senior, to come along to Sunway Pyramid. This was the first time we went shopping with Andy. Jia Ki managed to get her shoes and a new battery for her handphone. Her handphone always died off and it was quite irritating sometimes when I couldn’t manage to get her. I knew Andy since Sem 6 through Jia-Ki but we usually did not chat a lot. But I think after this shopping event, relationship of three of us has improved a lot... We can chat nonsense non stop and it was very interesting looking both of them arguing and sometimes I would involve myself in too...

On Saturday, I fetched Jia Ki to the LRT station. Haha… Not many of my friends actually sat in the car I drove. It was countable using one hand only, I think, excluding my family, Yi Ning, Baxter, Racine and Jia Ki… So be proud of it, haha…I managed to do part of my research in the afternoon as in the morning, I was busying checking mails and chatting online. Haha…

On Saturday night, Andy, the knowledgeable person (he claimed himself that), brought us to his martial art centre. I didn’t know that he knew Taekwondo only after I saw his testimonial in friendster. He is one of the coaches. Too bad that he did not demonstrate his ‘skills’ to us. Andy, so disappointing!! By the way, I really felt like introducing him to my sister since I think he is quite a nice guy…lol…

On Sunday morning, we had another date with Jia Ki’s ‘lalat’. I was so tired that felt like missing in action. We did attend the date finally. Damien, the ‘lalat’ came to fetch us and we went One Utama because Andy said there was a dog show. However the dog show ended before we reached. This was the first time I attend this kind of date. Actually Damien knew Jia Ki through friendster and he asked Jia Ki to come out when he knew that Jia Ki was going to KL. Jia Ki asked me along and said he would treat us free lunch. I felt quite weird initially as both of them looked so close even though that was the first time they met each other. Initially I thought it would be like we had nothing much to chat but actually we chatted quite happily. When he was explaining what his job does, Jia Ki and I were so blurred that we pretended to understand what he said. I think I really lost touch with the world and my life was all medical stuff. We went to ‘Chillis’ for lunch and the food was quite expensive there. Luckily someone was treating. After that, I was so exhausted but had to packed and go back to Seremban.

Happy or Sad?

2007-05-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

Results are out today. I dunno if I wanna be happy or be sad now. I got my first A in clinical school, but also got my 1st failure... Should I be happy or should I be sad?? Why?? I didn't expect to fail as well as I didn't expect to get A. I knew I did badly for the Ortho MCQ but I really didn't expect to fail. I thought at least I could barely pass.. For the clinical, although the lecturer said he wanna give me an A, he only give me 72 (which is a B+), so I didn't expect the A as well...

Too big contrast.. I still couldn't believe it...

Guilty

2007-05-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

Today my mum was asking me how my studies going on in clinical school. I was so surprised to hear that she did not receive any of my results from the uni. I am not used to tell my mum about my results since the uni would send my results home since phase 1. I thought they gonna get my results as usual in phase 2.

So I told her, "OK lo, no more A... All B and C..."

Mum: "Why no more A?"

Me: "Coz it's getting difficult in clinical school.."

Mum: "Then others le? No1 get A?"

Me: "Got, those very smart 1..."

Mum: " I thought you are the smart 1 in the class... you were in dean's list last time."

(Oh Gosh, this is the same thing that one of my friend said in MSN, when I was complaining the tough life in clinical school...)

Me: "I don't have time to study, have to do research and reports...." Started to give all the excuses... in fact, I don't really have mood to study even exam is around the corner..

Then she started to tell me, must study hard, as our financial status could not afford me if I have to repeat.. Everytime when she said about the 'thing', I felt more guilty as I've not been studying hard and spending a lot of money...

I am so guilty now... but all the reports and research stuff took all my time... When could I just study without worrying all those reports and research? I need time to study..... I don't wanna repeat!!

Self Injury

2007-05-18T13:33:00.001+08:00

Recently I was doing a research on self-injury. I gotta look through the self-injury forum, read post by post, page by page, to see what they talked about in the forum, to see the member prevalence... And this is so frustrating... I couldn't imagine when I can finish this research, it looked so easy but when I started, everything is a mess, I need to do it over and over again due to some miscommunication among our research group member..

The posts are all almost the same thing, "I've been cutting myself", "I'm so triggered", "I couldn't control the urge", mainly all the members came to the forum when they were so triggered to cut themself to get some support from the other members.

Some of them share their stories, ya....I couldn't imagine it was actually happened in real life. They were too tragedic and dramatic. It's just something beyond my world.

Some of them came to give moral support for those who are triggered. "Stay strong!", "take care", "PM me when you need someone to talk". Most of them self-cut and give support at the same time. When someone is triggered, they try to distract him/her from the urge by posting or ask him/her to make him/herself occupied.

And some of them express their feeling and most of the posts are fulled of "f***" words, which I didn't feel comfortable earlier, and now I kinda get used to it, but still I hate the word. Never ever say the word in front of me k?

I kinda sympathized them as they are suffering from this self cut habit. Some of them self cut because they have some mental disorders, but some of them just cut for nothing... So I think I am the lucky one as I do not suffer as they do, or maybe I've much higher tolerance than them... I've never thought of self cut when I have low mood...

Actually all these things must be kept private and confidential but I did not disclose any of their personal details... so I think it would be fine. But if they know that we are doing a research on them, I wonder how they think.

又是奇怪的梦？

2007-05-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

昨晚又做了一个怪梦。梦见梁咏琪暴毙在厕所里，死相极恐怖！我和几位朋友刚好在现场。醒来时，还觉得有些怕怕。还想着，以后还听不听她的歌好。哈哈！再想，这，会不会是一个先兆？

其实对她并没有特别好感或讨厌，会做这样的一个梦，自己都觉得很奇怪。我并没有特别想贬低或诅咒梁小姐的意思，此梦纯属虚构，如有雷同，纯属巧合！

考试前夕，我也做了一个怪梦。不过这梦可是＇梦出有因＇。当时我在读着ORTHO的课本，A朋友SMS我，说她心情很低落。那晚，我就做了一个那样的梦。梦见B朋友在我考试前，打电话给我，说她心情很低落。所以，我决定写一封信鼓励她。过后，我得知她入院了，得了ACUTE CALCIFYING TENDINITIS。我还到SEREMBAN医院一楼一楼地找她。醒来后，我自己都觉得超级白痴的梦。

听说，常常记得自己做过的梦，就是代表睡不熟。或许，我该去找解梦的书来读读。

HUGZZZ....

2007-05-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

I need some hugs from you guys.... As a support, an encouragement, or a comfort!!! Just click here or give ^by@n^ a*HUG* at the left column!!!! Thanks a lot!!!

"其实，你们觉得我是个怎样的人呢?"

2007-05-13T15:08:00.000+08:00

瑾瑜的一个问题，让我若有所思。我也常常想，在别人眼中，我是个怎样的人？常常会很在意别人的想法，而失去自我。

因为有时侯我会很讨厌一个人，而没让他／她知道，所以有时侯在想，会不会也有人其实很讨厌我，而没让我知道。

如果有人问我这个问题，我会为了不伤他／她的自尊心，都会说好话（除非是很好的朋友，可以接受批评，要不然就是有装着讲笑地说他／她的缺点）。所以我相信问别人这个问题，也不会得到完全真心的回答（而且如果他／她说真话，我会觉得这个人怎么那么直，不会顾虑别人的感受。哈哈，矛盾吧！）。

觉得BAX说得很对（第一次那么赞同他的话！）！＂自己是怎样只有自己知道，不是吗？＂只要觉得对的，就继续下去，要靠着别人的话活下去，是很痛苦的。做回自己，才是最有特色的！

Recent updates

2007-05-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

Dunno what to write, since my recent life was just busying with studies, research, and cfcs... all academic stuff (I hate research!! Any1 free to help me with my research?)

Recent Updates:Now I am in Orthopaedic posting. Initially was quite fun and relaxing, but after Prof Harwant came back from his leave, my nightmare started. Only I realized that I've been so slacking for 2 weeks in Ortho. He makes me feel stupid and depress. Haih.... Now I am totally amotivated!! No motivation to go ward... especially I heard some1 in my group skipped ward and case presentation, everyday study at home... then when lecturers asked question, he knows how to answer and the lecturers praised him!! So unfair!! If I dun go ward and just study at home everyday, I also can answer all the question la... I totally got no time to study at all!!!! Dun wanna talk about it anymore...

Feeling abit depressed, couldn't finish my research and my Ortho books... haven't started reading on Psychiatry...I think I gonna flunk my MCQ!!! Hope during the 1 week hols can finish my research la...

Despite being so busy, I managed to watch some korean dramas too. Now I am watching "Mo Nv Yoo Hee", I think it's quite nice, and I think munny will like to watch too...haha... coz there's some part about cooking.. French dishes and some korean traditional dishes....always make my saliva drooling when watching it....Others drama I've watched, like Goong S, which I think seriously not worth to watch...haha... I managed to finish watching it, but now if u asked me about the ending, I forgot everything, just kept fast forwarding while watching. Just watch for the sake of watching..haha... Quite fed up of watching korean drama, but that's the only thing my sister downloaded... sigh...

The recent chinese drama I watched was "Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai" acted by Da S and Luo Zhi Xiang, I finished 39 episodes in 3 nights... Simple and funny... No need to think so much while watching. I noticed that recently I liked to watch idiot movies, the funniest the better... Having so much stress in real life, must find something to balance it... And really envy Ning and Jinyu watched so many dramas and animes.... I think I won't have any chance to do so....

p/s: I changed a new specs too....haha...

天蝎座（２００７年３月１０日）

2007-03-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

天蝎座（２００７年３月１０日）

＂注意力较散漫，应预防被窃或遗失东西。好好地保管贵重东西吧。＂

星期六，在学校的我，翻开报纸，看到这句话，觉得不可思议。因为我刚刚发现到遗失了Jia Ki的pendrive，所以才来学校寻找。为什么那么准？真的是好的不灵。坏的灵。怎么办？里面有很多很重要的资料。糟糕糟糕！！怎么最近常遗失东西？

希望可以找回！拜托佛陀、菩萨保佑！！！

Semester 7 -- Psychiatry Posting

2007-03-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

I am doing nothing in the library, waiting for the variety night to begin soon at 7.30pm. Now I am a Sem 7 senior. Seeing all those juniors, I only knew some of my batch mates who repeated their semester. All the juniors looked familiar as I've seen them in Bukit Jalil before, but now I couldn't recognise one is junior or senior. My memory is getting deteriorate.

I started my Sem 7 with Psychiatry posting, which is a very good posting to start with. It is quite relaxing, not as hectic as O&G (Obstetric & Gynaecology). Psychiatry is actually one of my list of specialising, so I must study hard, cannot be as relax as in Sem 6 anymore.

The 1st day of our posting, we had a briefing from Dr. Xavier. As usual, he likes to ask us to introduce ourselves which I hate most. I am not good in public speaking and I'll have thought block. After the briefing, he took us to the psychiatry ward which is located behind the KKS (Klinik Kesihatan Seremban). The male ward was named Wad Zamrud and the female ward was named Wad Mutiara. The psychiatry patients are very 'friendly', they looked so normal from appearance, just like other patients in medical ward and surgical ward. They looked at us as if we are animals behind the gate. They are so frinedly that they come and approach you and say hi to you. It might look scary, but I am actually not afraid of them. Some of my batchmates are so scared of them and they don't like the posting. We did not talk to them as Dr. Xavier just wanna brief us around the clinic.

The second day, I am posted in the female ward. The female ward is an open area, unlike the male ward, the patients are locked up in the cell. So we get to sit beside all the patients, talk to them, watch TV with them. They will come to you whenever they see you. When you switch your place, they will follow you. Then they will tell you their stories without you asking them.

The 1st patient who I clerked in detail had paranoid schizophrenia. She kept telling me that she had bone cancer, asked me to tell the Chinese doctor to give her 'antibiotic' to treat the bone cancer. Then she said every1 in the world is bad, every1 wanna rape her, her brother and sister-in-law wanna kill her and take her shophouse. she said she doesn't like M'sia, wanna move to Taiwan as there is more Chinese there. At first I really thought what she said was true until I looked at her case file. She was admitted due to aggressive behaviour at home, used a parang, trying to kill her brother and nephew. Couldn't imagine she was so violent. She kept talking about the bone cancer whenever she sees me, ask me for a favour to tell the doctor to give her 'antibiotic'. I promised her, told her that I would tell the doctor if I see him.

The next day, she came to me when I just entered the ward, asked me if I ask the doctor. Then I kept thinking excuses, tell her that I didn't see the doctor la, the doctor is not in-charge of the ward la and bla bla bla.... Then she told me the whole story again. She underwent ECT (Electroconvulsive therapy) in the morning and forgot things. Now she was telling me that she wanna go Spain, then I asked, wat about Taiwan. And she just couldn't remember that she said that before. The next few days, she kept telling the same story over and over again until I fed up. However I can see the improvement after the ECT. 1st day, she thought she got one course of medication and after eating the medication for 1 month, she will recover. Then she said she wanna go Nilai Cancer Institute and UH to treat her cancer. 2nd day, she forgot about the medication and the Chinese doctor but still thinking about where to treat her cancer. 3rd day, still talking about bone cancer, still thinking where to treat that. And today, she only think that she got bone cancer but forgot about Nilai Cancer Institute. Hopefully the next week I see her, she can forget about the bone cancer thingy. Haha....

P/S: A lesson I learned from the posting: Don't trust your patient totally, always think that they have delusion and hallucinations.

Boring...

2007-02-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

Since I got nothing better to do, I changed the blog music. It's actually a song from Goong S, but I decided to put the pure music of it, instead of the song. The original song was sung by Howl, the singer who sang the Goong's theme song too. I like his voice very much, but I think it's better to put music instead of song for the blog. That's why I changed to this music instead of keeping the "Beautiful Love" song. So, how's this song? Nice?

I also editted my pic, do you notice? I actually make it smaller so that I look thinner! Haha...

Actually I gotta revise my studies, but everyday I keep online, watching TV.... Sigh... I cannot be so lazy!!! At least I've tried to study the fluid replacement thingy. Haha...

Ok for now... gotta go to bath...

P/S: To Annegel, a good news for u!!! I can go out with you tomorrow... Happy??

{Movie} 生日快乐

2007-02-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

之前就很想看这部电影。很喜欢这类型的电影，虽然知道不会有特别的惊喜，但是我还是喜欢刘若英演戏。

整部电影真的没什么惊喜，平平淡淡，连结局也是我意料之内。不过我还是觉得刘若英是一个＂戏精＂，演戏也太厉害了吧，完全把古天乐给比下去了。古天乐这帅哥，只有做花瓶的份。不过不得不承认，他演戏有进步啦！还有其他的配角，也有我满喜欢的演员，好像周俊伟，可是他变胖了，哈哈！以前他刚出道时，还是一个很babyface的男孩。

说回电影情节，觉得小米和小南就一直错过彼此，明明是喜欢对方的，却总拿＂好朋友＂来当藉口。虽然我相信男女之间，友情是存在的，可是他俩亲密的程度，就连瞎子也看得出来，他在等着她，她也在等着他。

如果我是小米，当我知道真相后，会很生气小南。生气他没让我陪着他，生气他没告诉我，生气他骗我。我宁愿陪着他死，也不愿被人蒙在鼓里，懵懵懂懂地过日子，因为纸始终是包不住火的。我觉得两人相爱应该坦诚相待，互相信任。

或许是我想太多了吧！这样的结局，小米应该是最幸福的。不过还是觉得刘若英和古天乐不衬，好像姐弟恋，因为刘若英样子实在太。。。嗯。。。不是老。。。是太有经历的感觉。

送给大家一些剧照：

悼念婆婆记

2007-02-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

我以为我不会哭的。其实跟婆婆不是很亲，从小不是和她住，再加上福建话不是很灵光，也不能和她聊天。所以一直认为如果婆婆去世时，应该只会难过，可是不会哭的。但是我错了！

婆婆去世前一天，我还有到医院去看她。她已经不认得我们了，只认得姑姑和几个伯伯。看着她身上插着很多管，真是惨不忍睹。那时她的心跳是１６０多，血压也只有８０／５０mmHg。医生说她只是靠着药物生存，如果婆婆要回家，就必须拔掉那些管子，也就是说拔掉她的生命。婆婆那时已不能说话，但却很坚持要回家。那时我已经觉得婆婆应该撑不了多久（我很坏吧？）。当天晚上，不能说话的婆婆，竟然大吵大闹，吵着要回家。结果第二天早上，姑姑和爸爸就把她送回家了。

婆婆去世当天，我还在芙蓉上课。那时手机一直在震，上着课，又不能接电话。可是我也已经猜到是什么一回事了，只是没想到那么快。哥哥的一个简讯，说婆婆去世了，要我快些回家，更让我无法专心听书，只是想着快点放学。一上完课，我就跟Mr. Lionel说要请假，那时我已经是眼眶都是泪，他还一直问东问西的。然后每个人又一直问，结果我就当场哭了，真丢脸。我什么也没想，就一直冲回PJ。

回到家乡，一进门口，婆婆的遗体就放在客厅中央。看着婆婆，只觉得她好像在沉睡，很安祥。婆婆今年９３岁，照华人风俗，华人加一岁，然后自己又加一岁，天地加一岁，这边加加，那边加加，就加到１００岁了。很神奇，无论数学多精，我怎么也不会算。所以婆婆的葬礼算是＂笑丧＂。

终于，这一次算是全家最完整的聚会。身在外地的堂哥堂姐们，都一一回来了。整个葬礼，其实并没有太伤心的气氛，除了姑姑每次靠近婆婆的遗体时，会哭之外。因为是笑丧，全家人都穿着红彤彤的衣服，我本人是觉得太夸张了点。

其实跟婆婆不是很亲，真的不知道要跟她说些什么。最近因为她生病的关系，有时会过来我们家住，福建话不灵光的我，只能听她说话，然后＂嗯嗯＂地回应她。无论如何，还是要说一句：

＂婆婆，安息吧！＂

{Song Sharing Time} Beautiful Love (蔡健雅)

2007-02-12T13:38:00.000+08:00

很喜欢这首歌。留意歌词，每一句我都很喜欢，再加上旋律朗朗上口。如果有幸，可以找到一个美丽的爱情，真的是死而无憾！

Beautiful Love (蔡健雅)
作詞：葛大為　作曲：黃漢青　編曲：Adam Lee

看住時間　別讓它再流浪
從前我　太適應悲傷
你的出現在無意中　卻深深撼動我
一起走著　沒說什麼　心是滿足的

這個世界　隨時都要崩塌
我沒有　其他的願望
假如明天將消失了　趁現在我愛著
只想記得　被你抱著　溫熱的感受

Love's beautiful so beautiful
我失去過　更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我　被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手　不要放手　永遠守護我

Love's beautiful so beautiful
我很快樂　你會了解我
我不會再哭泣　是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著　每秒鐘　
都能證明　一生的美麗

Love's beautiful so beautiful~

New Look!!

2007-02-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

Change my blog's background! Just want to have a new look before Chinese New Year. I just pick the template from blogger, never go and search for a prettier one. I was just lazy. Mun Yee, interested to help me to design another new blogskin?

Long-waited post

2007-02-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

So sorry guys, I know you guys kept clicking into my blog and left with disappointment. I was just having a busy time with my studies, my exams, my grandma's funeral, watching TVB dramas and... Furthermore, I don't really have much chance to online because 'you know why'. (Haha)

Will post some recent updates of myself. I will be having a 3 weeks holidays, starting from today. Since this year I couldn't celebrate CNY, so I think I would have more time and thus I planned to study during these holidays. I know everyone will be scolding me because of the plan, but hold on, it's just a plan, I think it's not that easy to follow the plan but I 'll try my best to at least study something. So no need to bother about the plan, anyone who wants to ask me out, go ahead, since I've been isolating myself in Seremban for such a long time. I need to have some break too.

Having post-exam syndrome. Everytime after exam, I have the feeling of losing focus. I have no mood to do anything, even watching TV. The day before I had exam, I wasn't studying but watching the TVB dramas that my house owner rented. It's ok, I will recover soon. No worries!

Finished my MCQ exam on Friday and the clinical exam on Monday. I would say I was quite lucky to get a quite easy case and a nice lecturer. Although I couldn't really answer the questions that Mr. Istiaq asked, I think he won't fail me gua. But you won't know until the last moment when you get your results. Like last time the exam for Family Medicine, I thought the external examiner was the nice one, but she was the one who failed my friends. And I got a C for my clinical exam because of her. The MCQ was not that tough, but it's MCQ! I had much uncertainty when writing the answer. But I think I will do better than the Internal Med MCQ, because I only got C+ for that. I think I won't fail, but just couldn't pass with flying colours. So regret that I didn't study hard for surgery. I got 1 week off because of my grandma's funeral, then the 1st two weeks of the posting, I was too relaxing because there was Christmas and New Year holidays. And thus, there were 4 weeks left for me to study. *Sigh* There is no more chance for me to pass with distinction in clinical school.

Finished surgery posting. Actually I like surgery more compared to Internal Medicine. I get to see different operations in the OT (operation theatre), like mastectomy, hernia repair and Janulay procedure for hydrocoele and operation for hypospadia. The mastectomy was the 1st operation I saw for surgery posting, it was done by Miss Kallyani, and I can still remember the operation coz I was too amazed. If I got chance, maybe I might specialized in Surgery, like Miss Grace!! Haha... I think you guys dunno who she is. She is the only Chinese female surgeon in Seremban Hospital. Tell you guys another thing, for surgeon, we don't call them doctor, we call them Mr. for male surgeon and Miss for female surgeon.

Ok, don't want to bore you with my studies stuff. Let's me update you guys with my social life. Haha, don't misunderstand, no bf!! Haha... still hang around with the same gang, Jia Ki, Baxter, Yaw Yee, Fraser and Xian-Nian. Maybe next sem can hang around with some other new friends since the groupings were be changed. Looking forward to the next sem grouping, Jiaki, Yawyee, Xian-Nian and I would be in same group, with Johan, Renee, Ben, Joseph and a lot more that I can't remember. Hope my next group would be a good group, don't make a lot of trouble. *Cross my fingers*

Though I was quite busy with my studies, I did watch some TVB dramas that my house owner rented. Recently, I was watching 'Tie Xue Bao Biao', 'Yummy Yummy' and 'Tian Mu Xia De Lian Ren' (The Canopy of Love). My sister also downloaded some Korean dramas, such as 'Snow Queen' and 'Goong S' but I decided not to watch them anymore because they were not that nice. I think I still prefer TVB dramas more. I miss Kim San Soon, Goong and Bad Family.

Actually wanted to post something about my grandma long time ago, but was too busy. Maybe will update a post for her, but see if I got mood 1st la...

Till here for this post. Long enough to satisfy you guys? Haha... expecting a lot of comments from you all... Happy Valentine's day and Happy Chinese New Year!!! Remember to ask me out for this holidays, if not I can't meet you guys until I finish my Sem 7 finals which will be held during August 2007. Call me anytime, I am on-call 24 hours... Haha...

见帅哥

2006-11-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

今天搭火车回芙蓉时，在KL Central KTM 遇见两个帅哥。真的很帅噢！是“鬼佬” ！然后我们搭同一辆车。在车上，我就想，他们在哪一个站下车？结果竟然跟我同一站，在芙蓉下车。整个路程，我就一直望着他们两个。哈哈！蛮养眼的！可是我好像被发现了，因为其中一个也一直看着我看着他。他们讲着一些我听不懂的话，所以我不知道他们是哪里来的。他们干嘛来马来西亚呢？哈哈，不要怪我太无聊，因为我实在太久没见过帅哥了！

I’m so depressed…..

2006-11-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

Got my results today…. I passed… but I got B- only…. B- is considered fail in phase 1!!! There are 2 people got A but they are in different posting. In Internal Med, 3 ppl got B+, 3 ppl got B so B- is just the average. Prof Cheong is said to be very nice, the most lenient lecturer… The other 2 students who under him got B+ and I got B- only. So you can imagine how I did in the exam…. But I can never change the history again. Regret didn’t study, but later I think even I studied, I still couldn’t answer his questions. Jealous those who don’t really study but can do well in exam… Why can’t I be like one of them?

I really wanna do well in my exam, couldn’t imagine if my parents got my results, how will they response? I think I disappointed them. Sometimes I think I am spending too much money in studying medicine. RM30,5000 per semester… Those who don’t understand will think I am very rich la… But now I am just struggling for my life… Have to worry about my tuition fees…

Got scolded by Dr. Loh today. I was elected to be the discipline leader of the Family Medicine posting. So I gotta take attendance and control the discipline of the group. And today, there were 4 students late for his class and Bax and me kena scolded. People never attend class I also kena scold. People ponteng class I kena scold again. People don’t adhere to dress code, I kena scold also. Why is he putting so much pressure on me? Staff Nurse Khairun told me today, Dr. Loh is very particular about discipline, so I am very important. If there is anyone in our batch has some discipline problem, Dr. Loh will discipline-trained me. And she actually went through the test, and it was very ‘menakutkan’. I don’t understand, if the student got discipline problem, train him/her la, why train me? I think I am quite self-discipline but I really dunno how to make others to be more discipline. All these gotta depend on the attitude of individual. If he can’t control himself, how can other people control him? If Dr. Loh gonna train me like that….erm…NO! HE WON’T!! So you guys better take care of your discipline, if not... you won’t be seeing me in this world anymore, I would be tortured by Dr. Loh till death….

In the 1st few weeks of Internal Med, I thought I was coping well. But now, I just feel like hiding myself from this world. I dun like Seremban, but I dun like to stay back in PJ either. I wanna go to some where else without all these trouble. Just give me some break!!! I miss my phase 1 friends, my college friends and my high school friends. There is no1 I can talk to here in Seremban. No1 has similar interest as me…. I just can’t click with them… Every1 is so different here compared to phase 1, I couldn’t describe…I just feel different… or maybe I am the one who being so naïve and innocent… Never ever trust any1 easily, k??

I wanna go sing K again. That day I was not satisfied enough. I was sick couldn’t sing the songs I wanna sing and I dunno what songs to choose. Now I realize I got a lot of songs wanna sing…. But I am broke!!! Btw, quite fed up of Seremban food. Everyday gotta think what to eat, can’t I just have a pill which I will become full after eating it? Seremban food is so so so expensive!!!

Ok.. Don’t worry… I’ll be fine… just wanna express all my feelings… dun wanna put it all in my heart!!!

{Movies} World Trade Center & Stormbreaker

2006-11-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

Recently watched movie: WTC and Stormbreaker

1) WTC
Watched it with Racine, Baxter, Michelle Chong, Yee Heng, Brandon and Ling Wei in Terminal 1. I think it's been quite a long time that I didn't watch movie in the cinema. Let me think... my last movie in cinema should be... erm... I can't remember!!! OK.... this proved that I long time didn't watch movie already.

Usually I only watched movie that I looking forward long. But I did't expected to watch this movie b4. Actually I didn't know about this movie at first, I kinda lost track to the world ady. Actually Racine suggested to watch "The Silk", but Baxter doesn't want to watch that (because he scare? haha...) Actually I felt like watching "The Silk" too coz I never watch horror movie in the cinema.

No much expectation, but I think it's quite touching. I cried...

2) Stormbreaker
Watched it with Baxter, Sofie, Wat, Fairus and Ronald. It was after our exam, me and bax were doing nothing in the library and Sofie called bax and asked us to go for a movie. We went to Jusco. We didn't plan to watch which moovie yet and there were only 4 movies showing. "Open season", "Stormbreaker" and 2 other Malay movies. So we decided to watch "Stormbreaker" coz ronald and bax didn't wanna watch open season.

The hero was so cute...ermm... what's his name de?? Alex sumthing....he is 16 yo now...haih.. too young for me la....haha....

However I missed the front part for these 2 movies...I dun like missing any part of the movie. I always enter the cinema earlier and enjoy watching the trailers....

p/s: still can't remember wat movie I watched b4 the WTC. Gubra?? Gotta check back my blog.... mayb I wrote it in my blog...

很失落...

2006-11-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

很失落... 每次在很兴奋之后，就会觉得很失落...

昨天去唱K，很开心，因为已经大概有４个月没唱了。可是，我已经很落后了，完全不知道现在流行什么歌。按那个新歌推介，１０首没有１首是会的。唉！其实并不是说没时间去update自己，只是没有管道，没有电视机，没有收音机，没有streamyx...

开心，因为考完试了！过后也很失落。书没读完，就这样去考。后悔... 很后悔！一定要努力，发生那么多事，如果我还这样下去，真的很对不起家人...

很烦！烦CFCS的事... 要迁就很多人，烦！为什我是leader？多了很多不必要的麻烦，花了很多不必要的钱... 要省！要省！为什么钱不会从天空掉下来？

一直是很单纯地相信任何人。可是年纪越大，看到越多人性的丑陋。开始不相信任何人，不要轻易相信人... 因为人是最可怕的动物。

Finished exam!!

2006-11-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

Ok... I found I did something stupid!! I was checking my blog whenever I posted something and there were never be any replies. I was wondering why.... until just now. I actually changed some of the settings to moderate the comments. Actually I didn't know what's it mean by "moderate comment", I just click "yes" and thus the comments weren't appearing... Sorry guys... but I've changed back the settings....

Today is my last day of Internal Medicine Posting. Erm... actually is tomorrow. I've just finished my long case exam which was supposed to be tomorrow initially. Was damn stressed b4 the exam. I just got to know the exam was changed to today when I asked Prof Cheong yesterday. And... the MO didn't want to give us any tips... I haven't finished studying... I haven't been practising a lot in the wards...regret that been so relaxed for the whole 7 weeks and during the Hari Raya break.

However the exam was not that scary as I thought. Maybe Prof CHeong was too busy today. He had to take Sem 9 and Sem 6 for exam, and also Sem 5 for CP. So he took Sem 9 1st, and Sem 6 later. I think he was rushing, until Sem 6's turn, he became a bit 'chin chai', never ask us to perform PE in front of him and only asked about the investigations. But I couldn't answer quite a lot of questions he asked, and he kept hinting me and I was so thick-headed. He asked me about the physiology stuff which I never bothered to revise. Ya.. I admit... I've not been studying enough! However, at the end, he said, "It's enoough for semester 6." I guessed he said I passed? Or he was trying to comfort me?

Actually I cheated also. I missed the pleural effusion. I percuss the right lower zone of the chest, it was dull and I thought it was the liver dullness. Then I didn't bothered about it. But later during the ward round, Dr. Cheah presented the case to Dato' Kew, then I only found out there was plueral effusion in that patient. I looked at the BHT (wonder why you can look at the BHT during the exam), and there was reduced air entry. So I did another full Respi examination again. I think the patient was quite annoyed coz he was so quite lethargic but I kept disturbing him. But what to do? I was so nervous!!

Come back to the cheating thing, actually it's very easy to cheat in the exam. You can bring books...only for sem 6. You can ask your friend to help you out by looking the BHT. You can ask the HO for the case before the exam. For me, the BHT was just beside me. So how could I don't look at it? (When I was writing this, I was hoping that no lecturers will read my blog..)

Anyway, everything's ended now. But I still gotta do my case report and case summaries, gotta submit by tomorrow. Oh.. ya!! Also gotta write some commnets about Internal Medicine for Prof Esha. I think I finished all that 1st, then only I will summarize my Internal Medicine Posting.

文字游戏 II ~~ 爱情不能做比较

2006-10-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

应瑾瑜要求，我们又开始玩起文字游戏来了。这次是由我出题 --＂爱情不能做比较＂。贻宁要玩吗？瑾瑜你得空再出题吧！

其实一个礼拜前就写好了，一直没有时间post上来。

爱恨交缠
情意绵绵
不吭一声
能了解对方吗？
作为情人却
比陌生人
较陌生

爱曾洒在你脸
情曾烙在我心
不吵不闹不哭不啼
能为你
做一切
比任何人
较幸福

爱是自私的
情是自利的
不是你最爱的
能撑多久？
做一切你都无法满足
比起你的她她
较完美

爱难守
情难久
不得不质疑爱你的心
能够长久吗？
做只宠物或许
比做情人
较幸福

爱或许已不在
情也已逝
不能再挽留
能够的话
做知己也许会好些
比起当情人
较没负担

坏人

2006-10-08T12:26:00.000+08:00

为什么人的心肠可以那么坏、那么贪心、那么不知足？

为什么好人都没有好报？好人就要被欺负吗？不是说人善天不欺吗？

为什么？为什么？为什么？

你一定会有报应的！！！

幸福摩天轮

2006-09-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

＂人生就像摩天轮一样，有高有低、有起有落、不停地循环。不管我们遇到多大的困难，都要乐观地面对并解决它，因为幸福也许就在困难的后面等着你。＂

Internal Medicine Posting

2006-09-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

2nd week of my Internal Medicine posting. Although the posting is quite busy, compare to Surgery and Family Medicine, I think it's quite fun. I start to appreciate Medicine, see real cases which we just learned from the book by names.

I like to go ward round, seeing different patients in diffferent character, though it's quite tiring standing in the ward the whole morning. Then in case presentation, which we have to present our case to the doctor, it's something like KKB stuff, but we learned more things here. Often after we just said one sentence of the chief complaint, the doctor would stop us and ask us the differential diagnosis. Then all of us will try to drag out all the diseases we learned in phase 1... Something like House... He always says, "Differential diagnosis!" Then we will list out all the differential diagnosis. All the lecturers in Clinical School are very knowledgable. I respect everyone of them. They are so nice to teach us and they are all so good. Didn't notice that when they taught us in Phase 1. Unlike in Bukit Jalil, some lecturers just know their specialty but not other stuff. Here, in Clinical School, everyone knows everything. Wonder how they did that??

Till now, I've seen quite many interesting cases, including DKA (Diabetic ketoacidosis), facial nerve palsy, congestive cardiac failure, SLE (systemic lupus erythematous), renal failure, myocardial infarction and ischemia (which are quite common)... I manage to elicit positive signs in the patients. Unlike in CSU, the simulated patients are all normal.

Meet quite a number of nice House Officers and Medical Officers here in Hospital Tuanke Jaafar (previously known as Hospital Seremban). However there are also HO/MO who are not so friendly and unapproachable. Next time, if I become a HO/MO, I swear I will be nice to the medical students... Haha..

Yup, not to forget the seniors! They are so helpful and friendly. I am not kidding, we really need the seniors' help here. We felt so lost in the beginning of the semester, luckily the seniors are so nice to us, bring us around...

Till now, I have on-call twice. The first on-call I didn't do anything. I heard some of my friends did CPR and took blood. I haven't got chance to do both. However yesterday, my 2nd on-call, I saw a case in A & E. He fall from 2nd/ 3rd floor, and he was unconscious. He has no breathing, and we had to use the pump to ventilate him. So we took turns to pump the bag. The HO-on-call was Dr. Koh, a UPM graduate. Heard about him from Arathi, and she said she felt in love with him when she 1st saw him, but too bad, he is married. HAHA!! He is really nice because he signed his name in my log book, so that my log book won't look so empty...

Gtg now, have to walk back home... *sob*

Barbecue Night in Seremban

2006-09-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Barbecue night... this was one of the orientation programmes in Ciinical School Seremban. Bascially we, the Semester 6 student, have to prepare performance and food for the seniors and the guests.

So, we were actually quite busy during the 1st week of our posting. However we have to meet up with our orientation group for the barbecue night. For our group, we have to prepare chicken wings for food and a play for the performance. We didn't really prepare much for our performance. Nisha came up with the idea of playing something like "Malaysia Idol" and Ben Shyen wrote the script (actually he just came up with the storyline and we have to came up with our own lines).

Other groups practised their performance every night but our group didn't practise our play at all until the very last minute before the night. We nearly gave up because Ben didn't want to play the gay role and members not coming for practice. None of us were motivated to practise. Finally we decided to kick out the gay role and we started to practise 1 hour b4 the night.

The MC was played by Melissa and the three judges were Nisha, Awatef and Patrick (but Patrick didn't appear that night and he was replaced by Victor who wasn't our group member). The contestants include Jin Aun, me, Tanga and Ben. Poh Tian and Nina, 2 small girls, acted as the security guard and Sally played as the cleaner. Initially, I supposed to play as the MC but there's no script and I didn't know what to say. So I changed role with Melissa, who was initially playing as a contestant who can sing well. But later Ben didn't want to play the gay role so I asked him to play my role since he can really sing well. At last, Awatef came up this idea that I have to play as a super childish contestant who sang "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star".

We practised twice and hoping everything would be fine. We really did't put any hope in our performance because other groups put in more effort than us. There were 5 group of us, group 1 was performing an Indian dance, group 2, my group, performing "SS Idol - Shock Sendiri Idol", group 3 was performing "Mario", group 4 sang songs which Johan wrote the lyrics which were so so so funny and group 5 performing a play, too, which was 'in prompt to'.

I think the "Mario" was really cute and funny. Try to imagine the Mario we used to play during our childhood, played by a real person. If you can't imagine, watch this! This idea came from the current semester 1 performance in variety night. The video above was played by the Sem 1. So basically group 5 just copied the idea. The songs sang by group 4 were funny too. Johan wrote the lyrics which reflect medical student's life in IMU BJ & Clinical School. If I got the lyrics, I'll post it here.

After all our group performance was not that bad at all. There was one lecturer gave us the highest marks. However the champion went to mario and the 2nd went to Johan's group. Satisfied with the results...

After the performance, the guests and the seniors got to have their dinner 1st. We, the sem 6, gotta stay in the hall to listen to the ex SRC president and the current SRC president's advice. After that, when we came out, we gotta queue up for food and the food was finished b4 my turn. I only got some fried noodle and 1 chicken wing. We prepared so hard for the performance and food, but we didn't get return. And the seniors actually thanked the guests and the seniors for attending the barbecue night but they didn't thank us for all the preparation made by the sem 6. They only thanked us for coming...

However I do have fun enjoying the performance. Looking forward for the next sem barbecue night...

1st Week in Seremban

2006-09-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

I am backed in PJ already. After 1 week in Seremban, finally... I am backed in PJ now.

1st week in Seremban, nothing much to do... everyday gotta attend briefings and talks by different lecturers. Couldn't remember every lecturer's name, maybe gotta take some time then.

Feel so stressed now. It's a big transition phase from phase 1 in Bukit Jalil to phase 2 in Clinical School here. Longer time in the wards, stricter rules, lecturers are more fierce and so boring here.

My schedule for everyday will be:
- 8am in the ward to clerk history and physical examination
- 10am Case Presentation
- 12pm if lucky I can have lunch then... If not gotta wait till 1pm (as for Prof Esha's teaching)
- 2pm - 4.30pm TBL
At night, we also have to be on-call. If got on-call, I'll be staying in the wards whole day. OMG!! On-call without any paid... poor thing to be a STUDENT DOCTOR!! Has no life!!

I am still not so prepared for a clinical life. Have to do research which I hate so much and CFCS (Community and Family Case Study) throughout Sem 6 to Sem 9. A lot of report writing, TBL, IMS... Everything is so different from phase 1. No more TV and movies for me... ;( My life will be full of studies and patients in the wards. My first posting, Internal Medicine will be starting next week...

About my room, everything seems to be fine. But dunno why, my room is easy to get dirty. I gotta sweep the floor 2 times per day. My hair is dropping a lot on the floor and also it is very dusty. No heater in the bathroom, and I gotta boil water in the morning to bath... And also there is no streamyx in my house, cannot online then.

Btw there are 2 cute kids in my house. They will keep calling me "Jie Jie! Jie Jie!" whenever they see me....Oh...so cute!!!

明星梦

2006-09-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

请别误会！此明星梦不同彼明星梦！我并不是在发明星梦（虽然有时也会），我现在说的是...做了一个有明星的梦。

我并不是很常做有明星的梦。到目前为止，记得的有三个：

１）应该是在 Form 2 的时候。那时谢霆锋的＂特警新人类＂上映，然后不知怎么的，就梦见他。在梦里，我还问他，觉得自己帅吗？他说，一点都不帅。可是，过后我再问他，在＂特警新人类＂里的五个男主角，觉得哪一个最帅？他又很害羞地说，是他自己。我那时还骂他，厚脸皮！因为我觉得最帅那个是吴彦祖。这是个很白痴的梦，里头还有很多不可思议的事情，好像谢霆锋有一个baby啦等等...

我把这个梦写在日记里，前几天收拾东西时，拿出来翻翻看，觉得真的是超级白痴的！！！有一些细节真的忘记了，翻翻看，整个画面又重新浮现在我的脑海，哈！

２）忘了是什么时候，是梦到古巨基的。只记得我有跟他谈天，细节都不记得了。基仔是我的头号偶像，当然要梦见他啦！

３）最后一个是最近的。那时刚好又看了＂王子变青蛙＂和＂爱情魔发师＂，竟然梦见明道！这个也是个超级不要脸的家伙，在我的梦里，一直猛赞自己又高又帅，哈哈！我就故意气他说，王绍伟比较红喔！

记得的就只有这几个（可能不记得的更多），都是一些很白痴的梦。跟大家分享，让大家笑下，也可以回忆下曾做过哪些深刻的梦。

Convocation =D

2006-08-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

Finally the M104 batch has completed the phase 1 of Medical Programme. Saturday (19/08/2006) was the day which every1 of us will get our certificate and half of us will leave IMU, going to PMS. However I'm not really excited about this convocation because I'm still staying in IMU Seremban and will be meeting most of my batchmates in Seremban.

There were 130+ of our batch attended the convo. This was the last time for us to meet those who are going PMS. Too bad most of my gang didn't turn up, including Jin-Yu, Yi Ning, Baxter, Yaw Yee, Poh Tian, Zul (who is in KL now but din wanna come according to Chaozer) and Jackson (who went to Dundee after the exam). Chaozer and Jacob came for the rehearsal but didn't turn up for the actual day, weird??

On friday (the rehearsal day), thanks to Xin Yi because got a free ride from her!! Long time we didn't meet up. After I reached IMU, I got a lot of things to settle, including my insurance claim and certify documents for my loan. Then I gotta meet up some juniors to sell my books to them. Talked to them (forgot their names) and Chee Keong about EOS 5. I told them MUST read the past year. I think for our Problem Case, around 10% was from the past year. As usual, they were quite worried and I comforted them that it's not that easy to fail EOS la. Sound familiar?? HAHA... I used to be the junior, asking the seniors a lot of question... and they would tell me not to worry, just study. But I doubted what the seniors said because I think the study leave was too short for us. Now, 风水轮流转... I am now the senior telling the junior the same thing. After that, I was planning to check mail using the Apple PC in the library, because my PC broke down for 1 week de, but too bad the connection was not working. Stupid IMU PC!!

The rehearsal started around 3pm. According to Paul Jambu, there are 297 graduating students attending the convo including C1/04 MBBS, BMed students, M1/04, returning graduates from Strathclyde and Master of Science. We got the robes after the rehearsal. Without the hoods and mortarboards, wearing only robes make us look like Harry Potter.

The next day, we have to be at Hotel Sheraton by 7am. Luckily it's quite near from my house, just 10 minutes. There was a final rehearsal b4 the ceremony starts. We arranged ourselves into seats. First is the Master of Science that only 1 person attended, then C104, following by BMed and M104 and lastly are the pharmacist students. Fraser, who was sitting beside me asked me a question.

"Why always the medical students in front of the pharmacist students?"

Erm... Good question!! I told him, because alphabetically, 'M' comes b4 'P'.

Then he asked again, "Why MBBS b4 BMed?"

Erm... "Because MBBS need 5 years to finish and BMed only need 1 year..."

"Why not M104 b4 BMed? We took 2 1/2 years to finish! Somemore actually it's Master of Pharmacy, should be in front of MBBS, which is only Bachelor."

"Ya hor!" Finally we came to a conclusion...

"It's because the fees we paid. We paid more than the pharmacist student. BMed paid more than us since they already in IMU for 3 1/2 years. MBBS paid more than BMed because they stayed in IMU for 5 years already. OK??" I said.

After we were seated (during the rehearsal), we have to go up the stage ONE BY ONE, practising where to bow on the stage, shake to the Chancellor and smile to the photographer. Firstly, bow to the academic people on the stage when your first step on the stage. Then walk majestically to the Chancellor, bow to him when u step on the a cross 'X'. Then "Shake, Take and Smile". Shake his hand, take the scroll and smile to the photographer. Since we were the 1st batch joining the convo, Paul Jambu want us to go on stage 1 by 1 to practise. OOHH... what a waste of time!! Luckily due to running out of time, we just practise until Matthew's turn.

After the rehearsal, we finally have time to put on our ' Harry Potter's costume'. When the M104 batch pass by, it really looks like a bunch of Harry Potter. OK... I will be in the Gryffindor team... Haha...

The whole ceremony was long and dull as expected. We were so hungry and sleepy. But we got no choice, gotta wait till the whole ceremony end. When the C104 gold medalist being announced, the whole batch stood up and cheered for the gold medalist. We were so shocked. Then we started to discuss whether we should stand for Joseph, our gold medalist too...

"Should we stand ar?"
"Stand la!"
"Huh? Need meh?"
"What if later the pharmacist students also stand and we don't stand? Then Joseph got no face la.."
"Ok la.. just stand la.. to give him face!!"

Then we stood and cheered for Joseph.... Sure Joseph very happy... Haha.. hope Joseph won't see this..

After the ceremony, we left the hall from a side door, passed through a 'secret passage' which Paul said we won't be able to see the food (but we could smell the food lo, Paul!!), and entered the hall again from the other side door. We always do stupid things.... Why we have to leave the hall and enter the hall again? Why can't we just stay in the hall? Really can't understand the lecturers' plan. During the seating arrangement, we have to move also because they forgot to leave seats for BMed students. Haih...

We were the 1st batch to take the group photo. I nearly missed the photography session because I went out to search for my parents. Paul did warn us not to wander around after the ceremony, but I just went out. Luckily came back in time to take the photo.

The food in Hotel Sheraton was quite nice and there was variety. But I didn't get to take more food because I was in a hurry. Didn't get to take photo too... Just took 2 when I was coming down from the stage and took 1 with Mun Yee (P/S: munny, remember to send me the photo!).

Got the certificate and academic transcript with all the marks since Sem 1 by exchanging the scroll. Ya... also thanks to those who congratulate me for being in the Dean's list. Wei-Liang sent me a msg during the ceremony. I was wondering how he knew coz we just knew it during the final rehearsal. He told me that it appeared in the newspaper. Even my high school friends also knew it. Low profile, Ok? Haha...

Results out!!

2006-07-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

EOS 5 results are out today!! Finally after a long wait, with hope and no nervous (dunno why I am not nervous at all... maybe I will accept any results as long as I pass!), I got my results. Opened it, no surprise, overall A- as I wished. I know I couldn't get A and I just don't want to get B+... haha... What surprised us was the Health Issue results, I think most of us didn't get the grades which they expected. Wonder how's the graph? My Problem Case and OSPE improved compare to SEM 3 but my OSCE was worst than SEM 3...

Got Convo Mag too after the results. Good job to the convo mag committee! Thanks for all the hard work for the convo mag while we were suffering for exams.

Finally...

2006-07-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

Dunno there are how many "Finally" posts in my blog already. Haha... I always use "Finally" as the title when I am relieved.

What so relief me today? Finally... I found a room in Seremban. Less 1 problem to trouble now. B4 that, I was planning to stay with Arathi, Evelynn and Melissa. But now, I found a house with a family and a nurse staying. Melissa is gonna stay in hostel (didn't know that IMU provides hostel as well) and Evelynn will be searching for house which is cheaper and further. Arathi is still searching for a room now, if she can't find 1, she will be sharing the room with me till December.

Now, I gotta buy all the stuff I need in Seremban... haih.... need to spend money again. Hope everything will be fine during my days in Seremban...

P/S: Changed my background music last few days... How's it? Nice? I like this music... And also changed some of the title... no more medical term...haha...

After Exam...

2006-07-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

What kind of mood should I having now? Happy...because after exam? 'Sien'...because got nothing to do? Haih...

I really have no mood now. No mood for shopping, no mood for movie, no mood for everything... I've been trying watching the dramas and movies which I downloaded during the study leave, which I've been looking forward to watch after exam, but I found that they weren't as nice as I expected. It's not because they weren't nice, just because I really have no mood now.

Now I am watching "The Magician of Love" which is showing in 8tv now, "Which Planet are you from?" which is a korean drama, and some other funny programmes.... Remember during exam, I was craving to watch "The Magician of Love", but now, I think it's becoming more boring now. It is because of me or actually the storyline becoming more boring now? Any1 got any nice movie to recommend?

Read my friends' blog, seemed so enjoying now. Why is my life so boring??? But I think the problem is not that I got nothing to do, is that I got no mood to do... I wanna go out but I will spend money if going out. I wanna save money now, coz my dad keep complaining that he has no money now. I wanna buy clothes, shoes and computer. I wanna watch movie marathon. I wanna sing karaoke non stop. Haih... you cant do anything without money!!!

Got letter from IMU about the convocation thing. I think most of my batchmates might be absent from the convocation, so there will be less fun then. I really hope can see every1 of them in the convocation. It might be the last chance to see some of them who are going to PMS. Erm... remind me to bring camera!

Erm...ya! Yesterday Viva list was out. I think I am not in the list because no1 tell me anything about that. I wonder how many people got into viva. So now, gotta wait till Friday to know my EOS results. Really pray hard to get very good results!!!

Today I cleaned my room. Tried to pack all my notes and found out I actually cut down a lot of trees during this 2 1/2 years. My PBL notes from Sem2-5 are 2 Papa Patho thick and all those questions I photocopied for every system are 1 1/2 Papa Patho thick. Oh Gosh... I don't know what to do with them now. Those questions I can sell them off or give to some1 else, but what to do with the PBL notes. I think I am not going to refer to them anymore... And also I wanna sell my books, try to earn some money, but I am not sure that which book I am going to use for my clinical phase.

Now my biggest problem is to find a place to stay in Seremban, hope can settle it within this week.

记忆

2006-07-23T02:28:00.000+08:00

之前考试读书的时候，忽然间觉得自己脑袋里的记忆存档已经要爆了，塞满垃圾，再也装不下任何东西。才刚读的东西，可以一转眼就忘掉，根本是白读了！

我忽然有一个想法，想把我的记忆全部删除，再慢慢的把所要的记忆一个一个输入回去。如果真的可以办到，那该多好啊！

Being Tagged...by Hotohori's wife!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-21T09:51:00.000+08:00

Being tagged by Yi Ning.....hehe....

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Xin Yi
2. Sister
3. Father
4. Mother
5. Jin-Yu
6. Yi Ning
7. Brother
8. Baxter
9. Michelle
10. Victoria
11. Jane
12. Jeng Yie
13. Poh Tian
14. Yaw Yee
15. Chaozer
16. Zul
17. Jackson
18. Mun Yee
19. Won Bin
20. Leo Ku

1. How did you meet #14 (Yaw Yee)?
In IMU la...

2. What would you do if you had never met #1 (Xin Yi)?
I don't know.... because I've met her.... so I dunno what'll I do if I've never met her.... haha... A bestest friend of mine...that's why I put her in #1.. Haha...coz I just met her yesterday ma....

3. What would you do if # 20 (Leo Ku) and #9 (Michelle) dated?
Haha...impossible!! But if it's true I'll ask Michelle to introduce Leo to me... haha...

4. Would #6 (Yi Ning) and #17 (Jackson) make good couple?
Maybe not...because ning said Jackson is not hotohori, and Jackson has gf ady.

5. Describe #3(Father).
My hero... next time I wanna marry a guy like him...

6. Do you think #8 (Baxter) is attractive?
Erm.... No comment!!

7. Tell me something about #7 (Brother).
Always make me angry...but sometime treat me very nice also...

8. Do you know anything about #12 (Grandmother)'s family?
Not really...I know she got 2 brothers...

9. What is #8 (Baxter)'s favourite?
Watch movie gua...

10. What would you do if #11 (Jane) confesses that he/she likes you?
I like her too... Jane's a nice girl...

11. What language does #15 (Chaozer) speak?
Chinese, English, Malay, Hokkien (according to Ning).

12. Who is #9 (Michelle) going out with?
Nobody...I think...Not sure....gotta ask her later

13. How old is #16 (Zul)?
21 going to 22...

14. When was the last time you talked to #13 (Poh Tian)?
Yesterday.... after exam

15. Who is #2 (Sister) favourite singer?
Rain la...who else?????

16. Would you date #4 (Mother)?
No problem.... we always go out together....haha

17. Would you date #7 (Brother)?
Haha...another family date?

18. Is #15 (Chaozer) single?
Yeap...think so...

19. What is #10(Victoria)'s last name?
Chan.. I think... not so sure..

20. Would you consider being in a relationship with #19(Won Bin)?
haha...no need to consider....immediately accept...

21. What schools did #3(Father) go to?
I...not sure about the school name wo....

22. Where does #6 (Yi Ning) lives?
Perlis lo....

23. What is your favourite thing about #5(Jin Yu)?
Have common interest as me....being crazy when talk about it...

24. What do you think about #13(Poh Tian)?
Very cute girl!!!

25. What do #4(Mother) and # 19 (Won Bin) have in common?
wa...so difficult to ans...

26. What special qualities does #17 (Jackson) hold in your life?
erm....dunno le....not very close close friend....

Ppl I wanna tag...
Xin Yi, Jane, and any1 else wanna be tagged!!!

Finally...

2006-07-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

(Edited)

Dunno y? The post I wrote yesterday night.... all gone!! OMG!!! I am not going to rewrite everything again!!!

Basically I just wrote that I've finished exam and how I did in the exam.... I noticed I've made a lot of careless mistakes when other people kept discussing after exam... But still I hope can pass with flying colours... Haha...thinking too positively!!! Because I know I didn't prepare well b4 exam... Still watching TV the day b4... not as hardworking as in Sem 3...Remembered last time Sem 3 I felt more depressed after coming out from the exam hall... But now I becoming more relaxing after every exam... Ok I don't wanna talk about it anymore!!!

Now gotta search houses in Seremban and enjoy my last long holz!!

包粽子

2006-05-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

这是我家第一次包粽子。活了21年，每次都是吃别人包的粽子，要不然就是买来吃。向来都很爱吃粽子，只是觉得包粽子很多功 (这是爸爸告诉我的，说实话，我不曾看过整个包粽子的过程)。

准备的过程，不需要我烦，妈妈一手包完，我只是帮忙洗粽叶。多功只是为了准备材料而已，其实真正包时，也没那么麻烦，只是有点考功夫。我们全家都是第一次包，也没抱太大希望会成功，结果还满成功的。有的外形还满好看的，只是不够咸，嗯，下次要放多点盐！本来是全家人帮忙包，结果只剩下我和爸爸包，因为我们包得比较漂亮，哈哈！我还满有天份的嘛！

Yummy!!

怎么样？还不错吧！第一次包粽子，还算不错啦！

P/S：现在肚子很涨，吃了太多粽子啦！(爽爽就拿一粒来吃，好幸福哟！)

奇怪的梦？？？

2006-05-28T09:03:00.000+08:00

昨晚发了个奇怪的梦 (应该说今早)，梦见不知为何，以前一起读6年级的同学，全部须重读6年级。好恐怖啊！我现在都已经念到大学，还要跑回去重读6年级？不过，我还真的跑回去母校念6年级。。。

第一天上课，巡察员还带着我们到我们的班去。我为了赶功课，在食堂拼命地在画 (美术，我最糟糕的科目)，结果还是没赶完。进到班上，只有小猫两三只。可是平常我做的第二排位置全给人霸了，结果我做到第五排去，发现还可以看到很清楚，还暗自窃喜，在大学练到远视的功力。不过我一坐下来，腿就顶到桌子。然后还发现周围的同学参杂了我小学和中学的朋友，奇怪？

老师进班后，要开始教课。我举起手，质问她，为什么我们必须重读6年级呢？她说了一些有关LAN的东西。然后我又问，可不可以念完大学在重读6年级？她说可以。然后整班就开始吵得热烘烘的。想到我必须延迟一年才可以毕业，鼻头一酸，就哭了起来，可是老师并没有理我。然后我就醒来了，心想：这算是什么梦吗？真奇怪！！

~HIBERNATE~

2006-05-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

Announcement!!!

I'll be hibernating for 2 months... as my owner will be studying for her EOS 5... She is quite depressed after her CNS assessment, maybe thinking of suicide!! Fortunately, she is quite forgetful, after a KTV session, she has forgotten everything...

She decided not to blog for the next 2 months... so that she can concentrate on her studies...Btw, my brain is still functioning... I might sleep talking during my hibernation... So feel free to leave your comment in the chatterbox... My owner might reply you when she is too bored of studying...

That's all... finally can take a long nap.... but my poor owner gotta suffer.... *sigh*

Edison's blog

2006-05-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

Edison's blog

Came across this blog from a friend's friend's blog... Not sure whether he wrote that himself, but it looks kinda his style... I just scanned through it and looked at the photos without reading the content (because I am not his big big fan), what I can say is.... he doesn't look as good as he makes up and he is quite free (blog more frequently than me!)... haha...

Chinese Singing Competition

2006-05-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

The annual IMU Chinese Singing Competition... They invited a more famous special guest... Kwok Fai 曾国辉, rather than what Muffin, who were invited last year. Actually I didn't plan to stay to watch the whole show, since CNS is around the corner and I don't have transport to go back late in the night.

Get to watch some of my batchmates who really can sing well, like Shawn and Chern Woo. They got through the top 5, but they didn't get any prize finally. According to Michelle, the quality of the contestant this year is much better than last year. Ya.. I can see, for example Yi Ning's friend, Shin Han, who got the champion, can try to join those Public Singing Competition... Maybe she should become a singer rather than a pharmacist. Her voice is really good, in addition she has the look... What amazed me was 'The 3 Pigs'... They were so famous since after the last year competition, but as I didn't go last year, I didn't get to see their perfomance... And now, after seeing their 'talent', I can't imagine that they're future doctors... Their performance was so so so FUNNY, really admire their courage.

And also, I bought Kwok Fai's CD after listen to his performance. His songs are quite nice, but I just played it for once only.

Got his signature on the CD cover too... But compare his signature to Leo Ku's autograph, I prefer Leo Ku's. Haha... Leo Ku's signature is really creative, contains both his english and chinese name... Look carefully!! I didn't notice it until Poh Tian saw it. She saw the English 1, and I saw the Chinese 1...

{Korean Drama} Goong (Princess Hours / Palace) & Bad Family

2006-05-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

Both were my recent watched drama. Still watching "Bad Family" now and I have finished watching "Goong" during the 3rd week of MSK.

{Goong}

From left: SJH, JJH, YEH, KJH

A drama which was adopted from the same titled manga (comic in korean)... It's a different Korea, where a royal family rules and a beautiful palace sits in the heart of modern-day Seoul. It's where a normal girl and a celebrated prince will discover their fate, tying them together for as long as their love-hate relationship will allow. Chae Gyung, art student one day, crown princess the next, must find a way to survive the extravagance of palace life while falling faster and faster in love with her husband, the lonely and reluctant prince. Once upon a time, there was far from enough warmth between them to build the fairy tale relationship, but in this modern Cinderella story, scandals, love triangles, and royal jealousy can all fit in the shoe.

Again, it's differrent from those typical korean drama... At least something different... you get to see Da Chang Jin's traditional dress in a modern Korea...but till the middle-to-last part, there's a bit boring... still I like both main characters. They really look like a couple...especially after watching those makings, I think Joo Ji Hoon (the hero, acting as Shin, the Crown Prince) really likes Yoon Eun Hye (the heroin, acting as Chae-Gyong, the Crown Princess) in reality... =D

YEH was so cute and funny in the drama... She always act so stupidly... JJH always looks so cool as he was acting as the Crown Prince... there are 2 other actors... Kim Jung Hoon (acting as Yool, the cousin of the crown prince) and Song Ji Hyo (acting as the lover of the crown prince)... KJH looks more handsome than JJH, and I like his smile...looks so 'sunny'... And also the theme songs of this drama are VERY VERY NICE.... Another must-watch-drama recommended by me...

{Bad Family}

Still watching this now... I think this drama is not so hot in Korea now, if compare to MNIKSS and Goong...But I quite like it lo... This drama talks more about love among a family... even the theme song is "I love my father... I love my mother... I love my sister....blablabla..." haha...

A girl, who named Na Rim lost her family in an accident. She is the only 1 who survives after the accident. Her uncle suspects that an employee of the family company is responsible for the death of the family but the only witness, Na Rim lost her memory. So her uncle hires Oh Dal Gun to create a family for Na Rim on the recommendation that if Na Rim is happy then the chances of her getting her memory back are higher. He manages to find a complete family for Na Rim but the whole family weren't cooperate in the beginning. They used to quarrel with each other and there were a lot of problems occurring among them. However, all of them realise the importance of the family and their relationship becoming closer and closer....

Oh Gosh!! I've been watching too many dramas recently... Still watching "The Last Breakthrough"... No wonder I can't finish reading my notes... OK... promise myself... after "The Last Breakthrough" and "Bad Family", no more TV and computer!!! Gambate!!

P/S: Btw I just bought "House Season 1" DVDs...Haih... Dunno when I can watch this? And I want to watch "Grey's Anatomy"!! (Eh! No more TV, remember? EOS 5!!!)

汤姆士杯

2006-05-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

一个很难得的机会，在学校的图书馆里看汤姆士杯。认识和不认识的人坐在一起看半决赛，为的就是支持马来西亚 (还满有爱国精神的嘛！)。全马人民都为之疯狂，连我们的课都取消了！

在图书馆看电视还真的满奇怪的。看到紧张部分，又要压抑自己的情绪。大家想喊有不敢喊太大声。当越来越多人在看时 (包括图书馆理员)，大家就开始得寸进尺了，越喊越大声，yes yes ooi ooi 的，哈！图书馆都不成图书馆样了！觉得大家也过度紧张。每次选手输球时，大家都会开玩笑说没拜神啦，没祈祷啦，要看风水啦等废话，医科生也有白痴的一面。说真的，我看的三场都输了，没看的那两场双打却都打赢了。我也会想，应该不管我的事吧！

虽然最后还是输给丹麦，不过赢了的话，我觉得最后也会输给中国，也没分别。

~Nothing Again~

2006-04-26T10:55:00.000+08:00

There was a sudden black out in library just now and I have to retype my nonsense post again... Erkk... Since the renovation started, there are noises and these sudden black out in library... The library is no more a good place to study. You can hear "bang bang" noises when you are walking through the corridor and I always thought that there is a World War 3 going on.

This is the post I typed just now:

Haih.... everyday doing the same thing...

Wake up at 7.20am. Take a bath. Have breakfast. Then go to IMU. Study in library. Have lunch around 11.15am to avoid the crowd. Then continue to study in library again. Sometimes have CSU at 2.00pm or PBL at 3.00pm. Have lectures at 4.00pm/ 4.15pm. Finish lectures at 6.15pm/ 6.30pm. Then study at library until my dad comes and fetches me. Reach home around 8.15pm. Have dinner. Read newspaper. Have to finish bathing before 9.30pm so that I get ot watch "The Last Breakthrough" (The only thing I am waiting for the whole day). After 10.30pm, study again until 12.00pm.

The next day, wake up at 7.20am....and the list repeats and repeats...

OMG! I've been doing the same things every Monday to Thursday. Friday I won't study at night and even morning, I have no mood to study at all. Saturday and Sunday is my time to relax too.

Haih.... My life is boring!!!

{原创} 两个人

2006-04-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

自己写的一首词，写得不太好，没有重点。
贻宁觉得像禁忌之恋 ... 哈哈！
曲来自韩剧 "宫" 的主题曲... 敏仪也努力在作曲中...

Perhaps Love (사랑인가요) 是爱吗 by J & Howl
歌曲下载 (Right click & Save Target As)

看着你的背影我的心还在跳
不敢望你眼睛因为怕你看穿我心
你的笑容是世上最帅的
你的模样淘气还在我脑海里一直不去

常常我在想这会不会前世曾在哪见过你
一切是déja vu (是 déja vu ) 所以我对你如此着迷

Chorus:
可以爱你吗？我只不过想大声叫你的名字
就这样吧不理任何人眼光
两个人手牵手散步在公园里享受着爱情之浴 ~ooh~
两个人一起晚餐两个人一起分享悲喜

和你说声Hello 是我日夜盼望
你的磁性嗓子叫着我名字会让我窒息

常常我在想我敢不敢跟你说一句我爱你
会不会吓着你 (会吓着你) 因为我俩根本不相识
Repeat chorus

爱情是什么 (爱情是什么) 让我变了个人(个人)
我开始相信两个人是万能的
双双对对做任何事连神仙也嫉妒

可以爱你吗？要怎么才能让你知道我心意
就这样吧不理任何人眼光
两个人一起在海边游玩嬉戏享受着爱情之浴 ~ooh~
两个人一起踩浪两个人永远都在 (心里都是你) 一起

{Movie} G.U.B.R.A.

2006-04-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

Watched "Gubra" yesterday at Times Square. I wanted to watch this long ago when they just started to make this film. It is the sequel of "SEPET". Since I watched "Sepet", and its ending left me with suspense, I wanna know what's happened to Jason. Besides, I like Alan Yun, who is taking part in this movie too.

After finished watching the movie, 1 word can describe my feeling. "BLANK!" I've no idea what the ending is (only the ending!). I've read the review b4 watching, so I can understand what it is trying to tell in some scenes. Btw, I like the style how Yasmin made the movie, the supporting actors, and some little little things in the movie.

"Orked"... she's still small and sweet. I didn't realise she's that tiny in "Sepet", maybe becasue Jason is quite short too. But when she was standing beside her husband and Alan, she looks so small, only half of Alan. Can't imagine that she is married in the movie. She is just a little girl, as what her husband calls her. Btw, her acting is more mature... compare to "Sepet".

"Alan"... knew him during the Pantene's advertisement. You can see him in many advertisement. He actually released 1 album before... long time ago. I like him because... haha... he looks charming. I noticed him in "Sepet" and wondering why he is so 'ke le fe' in that movie. I knew he is quite tall, but never thought that he is actually quite muscular too. He got some half naked scenes in "Gubra". And seriously I think all that scenes were made for him to show his body... haha... How can a person walking around in the hospital with half naked body and his shirt is hanging on his body? Although I like him, still, I have to admit that he looked quite 'kaku' if compare to other actors. He was trying to remember the dialogue, I think, because he doesn't need to say any dialogue in ad. And also, I don't like his hairstyle...

"Arif"... Orked's husband... This guy is really bad in this movie. Feel like scolding him in all sorts of words. But this means that he was quite successful in acting this role... I always think so if I don't like the bad role in any movie or series.

Not to mention, other actors played their roles well in the film. And also a lot of funny scenes and 'mesra' scenes in the movie. I can accept most of the 'mesra' scene between the husband and wife, but I just can't understand, Alan and Orked holding hands when they 1st met each other. Maybe he was trying to console her when she knew that her husband was having an affair. Both of them were acting as if there's some kind of love relationship developing between them, but I read most of the sypnosis, it said it's just friendship.

And the ending... the most confusing part... Ya! You have to sit still through the end to watch this. I just can't understand what it is. Is it imagination of Orked or actually Jason hasn't died? Actually I am somehow regretted to watch the ending... It left me with suspense again!! Erk...

Sypnosis of Gubra:
We meet Orked seven years post-Jason, and she seems to have found an ideal counterpoint in her husband Arif (Adlin Aman Ramlee): someone reliable, level-headed and loved by Orked's effervescent family. It is to this same family that Orked and Arif return, as Pak Atan (Harith Iskander) has been hospitalised with diabetic complications. While at the hospital, Orked bumps into Alan (Alan Yun), the elder brother of Jason, and they develop a friendship while discovering some dark family secrets. Meanwhile, on the poorer side of town, compassionate ustaz Pak Bilal (Nam Ron) and his family collide with Temah (Rozie Rashid) and Kiah (Juliana Ibrahim), two prostitutes with difficult situations who challenge Pak Bilal's concept of compassion and justice.

Donated Blood!

2006-03-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

Haha... donated blood again today. This was my 5th time donating blood... Haha... feel so proud of myself. Again, the nurse was complaining that it was difficult to find my vein. She said my vein was too small (?), she will try her best. Erk? What if she poke me and no blood flowing out? Then I have to bare with the pain but fail to donate... Luckily after she poked me with the needle, the blood did flow out...

Every1 likes to ask me whether it's painful or not when donating blood. Of course it's painful when the needle poke you, but it's nothing if compare to period pain... haha... just a little bit painful. Then I felt numbness in my hand and arm while the blood transfusing. I don't know if it's normal, as Jin-Yu had same feeling as me but Chaozer said he didn't have such feeling. (Congratulations to jinyu as she finally succeeded donating!)

Although donated for many times, still, I felt a little bit nervous b4 donating. Afraid iron level too low, afraid feeling giddy after donating, afraid getting bruises, afraid getting hepatitis B.... I didn't know donating blood twice a year has higher risk of getting Hep B... I always laugh at those people who afraid of getting HIV after donating blood... The nurse said they will check the level of Anti Hep B antibody in my blood and if there is no enough antibody I can get a free booster from PDN... feel so scare now...

Hohoho...after donating blood, while waiting for jinyu, chaozer and I sat there and ate a lot of snacks... Actually I can skip my lunch after that, but I still have my lunch later because I am afraid of fainting during my CSU session.

Btw, after having so many experiences of donating blood, I think this is the 1st time I posted my experience....

~遇故友~

2006-03-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

很开心，今天遇到两个从公教中学来的朋友。好久没见到他们啦！大概有三年了吧！一个是F1同班的朋友，为量；另一个是华乐的学妹，珏晶。

一早就听欣菱说，为量会来IMU念医科，所以之前就满留意 Sem 1 的 junior。结果，到今天（过了几个星期了）才遇到他。跟他聊了满久，本来只是要到 e-lab 印 lecture notes，只需5分钟，结果跟他聊了大概有1小时。

聊完后，回图书馆继续打拼，又遇到珏晶。她没认出我来，我看了她很久，才敢去问她，是不是从公教中学来的。还好我没认错人，要不然就糗大了！可是她竟然忘了我的名，亏我还记得她的名字。看来我这个 senior 做得满失败的。

没想到，一转眼，离开中学也有三年多了。时间过得真快！我也快考 EOS 5了，加油！！

~Nothing~

2006-03-28T10:02:00.000+08:00

~Nothing~... just post for nothing... Feel like posting something but nothing big event going around me.

Every1 is thinking which PMS to choose for their further studies, I am escaped from this trouble as I chose Serembam earlier...

Every1 is thinking what to wear for the IMU Ball, I am escaped from this trouble again, as I chose not to go after consideration...

Nothing... My life is only full of studies...

My Name is Kim Sam Soon MV ~ She Is by Clazziquai

2006-03-10T17:38:00.002+08:00

Goong (palace) MV ~ Dangshieun...na neun pahboh imnida

2006-03-10T17:38:00.001+08:00

Another 1... I like this song!!

당시은...나는 바보입니다 ~ Stay (acoustic version)
(Dangshieun...na neun pahboh imnida)

nan baboyeoseojyo nega baboyeoseojyo
hoohwihaedo nejeotjyo aljyo doorigil soonobjyo
geudae bolsoo obseoyeo nado algo iseoyeo
naega jeongmal jalmothaeseoyeo jeongmal mianhaeyo
geudaen yegihaji mothaejyo neomoo eoriseogeotjyo
ije waso ireohge aetaehoomyo nan yongseol bireoyo

dangsineun naneun baboimnida
jajonsim daemoone
mitchil tetamgeurioome manggajigo ijyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida
ajik saranghagie haroo jongil peongpeong oolgoman ijyo
geudaedo nado modoo babochorom

geureoji marayo dasi saenggakhaebwayo
oori eoddeohge yeogikaji himdeulge waneunde
dasi saenggakhaebwayo hoohwihaesil geoeyo
nega jeongmal jalmothaeseoyo jeongmal mianhaeyo
geudaen yaegihaji mothaejyo neomoo eoriseogeotjyo
ije waso ireohge aetaeoomyo nan yongseol bireoyo

dangsineun naneun baboimnida
jajonsim daemoone
mitchil tetamgeurioome manggajigo ijyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida
ajik saranghagie haroo jongil peongpeong oolgoman ijyo
geudaedo nado modoo babochorom
geudaeobsi dan han soongando nan salsoo obseoyeo
meoril jalrado sooreul masyeodo noonmoolman heureujyo

dangsineun naneun baboimnida
jajonsim daemoone
mitchil tetamgeurioome manggajigo ijyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida
ajik saranghagie haroo jongil peongpeong oolgohanijyo
geudaedo nado modoo babochorom

ije deo isang manggajiji mayo

Goong (Palace) MV ~ Perhaps Love

2006-03-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

1st time put video for my blog... enjoy watching!!

Happy...~~

2006-03-08T17:50:00.003+08:00

So happy today!! Met some friends today. Met Jiavern who was backed from India at Midvalley... then saw Hew coincidently in Midvalley too... I didn't meet jiavern for 1 year and Hew for 2 years!!! Jiavern still look the same but she's much thinner now... I think she suffers a lot in Manipal... Hew has longer hair now... but I saw his photo in friendster, so still can recognize him.

Then, in the evening, XY came to meet me after her work. We have a long long chat in the park behind my house. Really enjoy chatting with her... because I can chat about anything with her... Hope to see you as soon as possible...

A New Look!!

2006-02-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog. It used to be a black background, and I feel a little strange when I saw a white background... (roll my eyes again)... Is this my blog? Eh... with Won Bin's picture!! Haha.... thanks a lot to munny!!! I just gave her a photo of wonbin and she made all that...Thank you munny!!!

Having 2 weeks holiday now. Actually I planned to start revising my previous note since the beginning of my selective, but kept doing my research and end up I didn't study at all until the end of my selective (as usual!). Then I planned to revise during this 2 weeks holiday, but now I am addicted watching korean drama. I kept downloading drama and kept delayed my study plan. Even when I didn't watch drama, I just feel lazy and didn't do anything. Oh.... what should I do? I think I am going to fail my EOS 5.

Btw, I have finished watching "My Name is Kim San Soon" and I am watching "Gung" (Palace) now. Although it's not as nice as "My Name is Kim San Soon", I just can't help myself watching it 1 episode by 1 episode. Oh....help me to stop all these!!!!!

{Drama} My Name is Kim San Soon

2006-02-21T11:10:00.000+08:00

"My Name is Kim San Soon" is a korean drama which I am watching recently. Actually I used to watch Japanese drama more than Korean drama because I think the story line of Korean drama is quite slow and boring, unlike Japanese drama which is usually short and clear. And usually I watch korean drama is just because of the heros or heroins are 'leng chai' and 'leng lui'.

After studying in IMU, I seldom watch korean drama. I like to watch funny funny shows instead of those boring boring show with a lot of tears. However, recently I found some of the korean dramas are quite funny.

Recent watched korean drama include "Full House" and "Miss Kim's Million Dollar Quest" only. (I didn't include those I watched only a few episodes.) "Miss Kim" was a really funny drama, somemore got Ji Jin-Hee staring in the drama.... really enjoyed watching it. "Full House" was initially quite funny, but till the middle to the end, it became quite boring, and also some part I couldn't really understand.

And now, I am watching "My Name is Kim San Soon", which is a very very funny drama. I highly recommend you to watch this drama. I don't know how to explain how interesting the drama is, but I just can't stop watching it. Now I just finished watching episode 13, haven't finished downloading the other episodes. Can't wait to know the ending... 40 hours 42 minutes and 15 seconds left... dl faster and faster...PLS!!!!

This drama talks about a 30 year-old lady who is quite fat. She was dumped by her bf on Christmas eve, and on the same day, she met this guy (who is very handsome). Then she worked for this guy and the story goes on and on.... try to be a bit mysterious here... haha...

Now to analyze why am I so craze for this drama:

1) There are a lot of handsome actors, including Hyun Bin, Daniel (this korean Daniel look like the Hong Kong's Daniel Wu), the ex bf oso look good too... can't understand why such an ordinary and fat lady surrounded by all these handsome guys?

2) Funny... The heroin always hit the hero, pity him!!! But I like to watch those scenes when she is hitting him... haha... maybe I got abit "nue4 dai4 kuang3"..

3) Some scenes are quite touching... especially when the hero trying to confess, with his handsome face... wow!! really kill me, man!!!!

Aaahh.... cant wait to watch the next episode!!!

Just found out the sypnosis of this drama:

Synopsis

Kim Sam Soon (SS) is a 29 years old, fat, pastry chef, who has just lost her job and her boyfriend on Christmas Eve. She has all the insecurities of a woman grazing 30. With yet another failed relationship, SS scrambles desperately to rebuild her career and her love life.

SS manages to find a job at "Bon Appetite" restaurant when she gets acquainted with the owner of the restaurant, Hyun Jin Heon (JH). JH is young, handsome but aloof and cold.

JH is the only son of a hotel chain owner. Although born with a silver spoon, fate had dealt JH with a hard hand. Three years ago, a fatal car accident, where JH was the driver, resulted in the death of his elder brother and sister-in-law; and at the very same time his girlfriend of 5 years left him for her studies in the US. JH had to endure both physical and mental pain to overcome his problems and rebuild his life. The death defying experience left JH scarred as he stops believing in love and happiness.

Due to a moment of convenience, both SS and JH ended up signing a dating contract, where SS will receive KRW 50 mio (which she needed to redeem her family house) and in turn she will pretend to be JH's girlfriend to fend off his mother's endless efforts to get him match made and married.

When JH's ex-girlfriend returns to seek reconciliation; SS realizes that she has fallen for JH, and their contractual relationship gets complicated.

Listening to Songs...

2006-02-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

In e-lab 3 now... a better computer lab than e-lab 1 & 2. The only disadvantage is I can't read and type chinese here.

I am listening to songs now.... using the headphone which I loan from the helpdesk. Haha.... listening songs while doing report.... feel like singing now. As baxter said, we have to use the facilities since we paid so much money to IMU. True! True!

Eh... I should be finishing my report now, what am I doing here?

善变

2006-02-16T08:34:00.000+08:00

以前跟朋友比较A和B时
朋友觉得A比较好
我也是那么认为

最近我却认为B比较好耶
其他朋友还是觉得A比较好
唉。。。女人终究是善变的。

或许迟些我又认为A比较好了

Gentleman

2006-02-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

Met XY today. Long time we didn't see each other. We tried to recall when was the last time we met, but we failed. I think it's just because it's too long. And now, I remembered, I think it was that day I went to your school and you went to pay your parking fees... yeap...

So we have a long long chat since we didn't meet each other for so long. We talked about her recent news and a lot of other topics. And we also talked about this topic, "Gentleman". I was complaining to her that our uni is lack of gentleman. I found that there is very few gentleman guys in IMU. I wondered whether it was because medical students are not used to be gentlemen. And she said that maybe this was due to the style of people in the building. If most of the people in the building are gentlemen, you will find yourself to be more gentleman than b4. And also she mentioned that most gentlemen are English-speaking or English-ed people. I think what she said was quite true.

Btw, how do you define "gentleman"? I checked this in dictionary.com and it says that "Gentleman" is "a well-mannered and considerate man with high standards of proper behavior". That seems that gentleman can only be a man. Well, I think I will see this from little little things. Eg help to hold the doors after you enter, help to hold the lift if u r standing at the button side, when going out or walk together in a gang, it's better to have 1/2 guys walking in front AND 1/2 guys walking behind of the gang, send girls home if it's too late at night........ and also I think that although gentleman is only applicable for man, ladies can also do some of the things which I mentioned just now.

So...hope every1 is gentleman and gentlewoman!!! (lame conclusion!)

新年快乐

2006-02-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

很久没东写写西写写了。一直都提不起劲来。。。有时觉得很多东西写，却没时间写；有时觉得很想写东西，却没东西写。想到一些常进来又失望的朋友，很对不起他们，想写一些东西给他们看。或许是我想太多了，并不会有很多人在看我的BLOG。哈!

最近不知怎么搞的，常常都闷闷的，在这热闹的新年，我亦是如此。先来数数这个新年，我做了些什么吧！

除夕，当然是回家乡吃团圆饭啦！今年菜色比较去年的逊色。没有烧猪肉和烧鸡，可是其他菜还不错吃，我自己就吃得饱饱的。顺道一提，我爸爸叔叔伯伯堂哥堂弟们上报了！大家留意１月２８日的STAR。。。报道讲述几个家庭庆祝除夕的特别方式。因为我们（只是男士们）在除夕都会打篮球，所以有记者来访问。他们还特地在前一个礼拜回家乡打篮球，让记者们拍，才可以在除夕上报。

初一，无例外的，又回家乡拿红包。天啊！本来只需１小时的路程，因为大塞车，结果３个小时后才到达。一到达，我们就吃婶婶准备的午餐了。有好好吃的糯米饭，结果我一直吃不停，虽然一次只拿一点点，却拿了很多次。然后，到三伯的家拜年，又一边看"随时候命"，一边吃饼干。晚餐时，又吃了很多炸云吞和糯米饭！结果。。。

初二当天，我就病倒了！！上吐下泻，"浑浑噩噩"睡了一整天，连拜年都没去了。真是自作自受！下次，我再也不敢了。接下来那几天，我都吃得很少，因为每次吃完后，我肚子都会有一些疼。真是一朝被蛇咬，十年怕井绳！不过，"酱"也好啦！吃少一点，胖少一点！

过后那几天，我都一直躲在家里。。。"疗疗伤"，打打麻将，看看之前download的电视剧。

星期五，在睡梦中被爸妈吵醒，说要去东禅寺看花展。之前听瑾瑜说，她前几天也和家人去东禅寺了，结果在那儿被挤得像沙丁鱼似的。听她这么说，我还真的不想去。不过最后也去了。也还好，并不会太多人，只是很热又很晒。花展有些小惊喜，看到一些很特别的剪草。可能之前在台湾佛光山看过很大型的花展，这个花展比起来较为逊色。

就这样，整个假期，我就是这样地渡过。觉得自己好像满堕落，答应自己，下个星期开始，不可以再这样下去了。也希望大家在新的一年里，永远开开心心。Happy Chinese New Year!!

Recent News About Me!!

2006-01-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog (haha... always type the same thing if I didn't update blog for a long time!!). I've been having exam (again!). But now, after my exam, I am very very free.... Muahaha...

Just finished exam. As usual, gotta wait for the results. Urghh!!! Forget it!!! I don't wanna talk about it here.

Erm... What else I can tell you guys here? Nothing else can tell... coz I've been studying everyday and night, until I am really 'mong cha cha' now. A bit lost track now, dunno what's happening outside the world...

So... I would be having selective for 1 week, then 1 week holiday for Chinese New Year, then another 3 weeks for selective and after that...haha... 2 weeks holiday!! So, within these few weeks, I have to finish a few DVDs and movies which I downloaded long ago but have no time to watch. I have to finish watching them and delete them because my computer has low disc space now. Erm... wonder whether I can finish them or not, coz I have to start revising my sem 2, 3, and 4 notes in order to prepare my EOS 5. (For sure, I would end up without revising anything in these few weeks.)

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Err...yup! My sister bought 1 set of mahjong from Makro yesterday! It was really cheap!! Only RM58... But too bad, only me and my father know how to play... somemore I am still in the learning phase...have to find more 'kaki' and I have to learn how to count the 'fan' thing...

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And also I found myself was rather blurred these two weeks. I always left my things somewhere else and have to search them madly. Last week, I left my pencil case in the photocopy shop, then I walked around the whole Uni, even to my lecturer's room to search for it. And just now, I remembered that I was holding my pen drive... then next second, when I was packing my bag, I found I lost it... I ran back to the library and looked for it, luckily it was still lying safely on the table. So STEWPURD!!! I think it's the side effect of using the computer for too long... I think I am becoming more stupid and more stupid...

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Leo Ku is coming for another concert on 25 February. Again? I thought he just had a concert last year. Haih....wanna tipu our money again... Btw I am thinking of going since I didn;t manage to make it for the last concert. Furthermore it is held in Bukit Jalil (so near to IMU) and it is a combined concert with Miriam Yeung (can see 2 singers in 1 shot). Anyone is hotlink club member? Coz by buying a RM60 prepaid card, hotlink club member can get 30% discount!! I wanna go!!!

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Before I forgot, I have to finish my AIR topic before 27 Jan... Poor me!!

PBL....

2006-01-05T10:51:00.000+08:00

Doing PBL now... I hate doing differential diagnosis... I totally have no idea what should I do.

Search... search... search and search... I have been stuck in the e-lab since 9 o' clock in the morning. My eyes are pain now because looking at the computer for too long...

Arrgghhh.... why everytime I will get differential diagnosis for topic related to tubeculosis? Don't care... simply do... nobody will read your notes after PBL... HATE DIFFERENTIAL DIAGNOSIS!!!!

生病了！

2006-01-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

真得很白痴！竟然在2006年的第一天生病了。真的笨得可以耶！学医的我，也真的有够笨的。一开始，症状出现时，我以为是我一直对着电脑和电视造成的眼睛痛，便一直在做眼部运动。本想做完PBL，却实在受不了痛的折磨，就跑去睡觉了。原以为睡醒后会好一点，结果还是那么痛，而且还开始发冷，有气无力的。

从下午睡到傍晚，一醒来就吃晚餐，再吃药。然后我就一直躺在沙发上看电视了。一场病完全把我所有的计划打翻了。PBL没做完，本想看一场直播的颁奖典礼，也因为受不了的头痛而作罢。（本来想看着古巨基拿奖，结果他只拿了2个奖，而陈奕迅则拿了6个奖。去年古巨基拿4个奖，唉，应该是因为我没看吧，所以没那么精彩。哈哈！）

因为发冷，我把自己包得如置身在冬天国家似的。半夜，忽然有凉凉的感觉。原来是爸爸拿冷毛巾帮我抹身。好幸福哦！好久好久没有那种感觉了。记得以前很小的时候，爸爸也会在我生病的时候帮我抹身。

第二天醒来，头还在痛。本来是全家大扫除的日子，因为我头痛，只需做一些简单的工作。哈哈！赚到了！头仍然很痛，结果又跑去睡觉了。睡了又醒，醒了又睡，睡睡醒醒，还要做PBL。晚上睡觉前，头还在痛，希望明天醒来就可以痊愈吧。。。

结果，今天早上醒来，头还在痛！！！哎哟！！

{Song} 吴克群大舌头

2006-01-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

This is my 1st post of 2006... and I would like to share this song... coz I think this song is quite cute...

吴克群大舌头

说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说说爱你我就大舌头

转身靠在墙壁立正开始正音说一万遍我爱你直到你满意
注意你的嘴型咬字含糊不清说一万遍我爱你直到你满意
一二三四五六七开始倒数表白的成绩每一分钟多一名竞争者太挤
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄐㄑㄒ (b p m f j q x)
有些咬字我都咬不清要说什么都可以就差我爱你
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄉㄊㄋㄌ (b p m f d t n l)

说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说说爱你我就大舌头

转身靠在墙壁立正开始正音说一万遍我爱你直到你满意
一二三四五六七开始倒数表白的成绩每一分钟多一名竞争者太挤
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄐㄑㄒ (b p m f j q x)
有些咬字我都咬不清要说什么都可以就差我爱你
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄉㄊㄋㄌ (b p m f d t n l)

说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说说爱你我就大舌头

说话有时我都说不清嘴巴记得你要放干净
ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄉㄊㄋㄌ (b p m f d t n l)
ㄍㄎㄏㄐㄑㄒ (g k h j q x)
ㄓㄔㄕㄖㄗㄘㄙ (zh ch sh z c s)
ㄧㄨㄩㄚㄛㄜㄝ (i u ü a o e ê )
ㄞㄟㄠㄡㄢㄣㄤㄥㄦ (ai ei ao ou an en ang eng er)

说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说对不起我有大舌头
说说说说说你爱我我我我我说不出口
口口口口声声的说说爱你我就大舌头

Happy New Year... 2006

2005-12-31T19:46:00.000+08:00

2005 is going to end and tomorrow will be a brand new year. Every year-end, I'll stay at home, doing nothing, hoping to see fire cracker from my house. There is no exception for this year. I actually received 2 calls from my friends, asking me to join countdown party, 1 from a PMO senior, and 1 from my CHS classmate. I didn't feel like going eventhough staying alone at home with my brother. Maybe I just want some silent moment, since my mum has retired and she'll be around whenever I have holidays.

2006 is coming and that means I am 1 year older now. It's my 3rd year of my medical course and I am now 21 year-old. Time flew really fast...

I haven't set any plan yet for 2006 as I think I won't follow it eventhough I've set it. By the way, I think I have to get used to write 06 instead of 05. 060606060606.....Haha...

Here, I would like to wish every1 to have a healthy and prosperous new year. Happy Happy New Year!!!

happy as time goes by....

港澳之旅第一天（一）- 无法置信走千里

港澳之旅 - 序

我想你

我爱你

给老公的 Muacks muacks

我不知道

古巨基 - 友共情

A Day Out to Times Square~~

打小人

Finally...

My New Hairstyle

Happy New Year 2009

堕落的天使

害怕、烦恼、愚蠢

Life in Batu Pahat

北京奥运会

Finally...

Results of last posting

Finals

陈奕迅演唱会

因为爱

Post Clinical Exam

Random

Malacca Trip, Again?

Surgery Posting

Super Junior - Miracle

说人坏话篇 ~ 哈哈

Chinese Educated

网络与政治

政治

死亡

坏人

A&E Posting

爱情果

No more Pizza Hut!!

Long-waited Post

Aura

An Exhausting Weekend

Happy or Sad?

Guilty

Self Injury

又是奇怪的梦？

HUGZZZ....

"其实，你们觉得我是个怎样的人呢?"

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I’m so depressed…..

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{Song} 吴克群大舌头